"Why weren't you invited earlier? I waited after those hints. You said before sending that you want sex with me."
"So you ignored me for more than a year!" Rianka blurted out. "Yes, and there was no opportunity in cramped conditions. Everything is in sight! But I have to hide relationships with my subordinates! And this rich kid has his eye on you! Pissed me off!"
"You noticed?"
"Certainly! He was staring at you so openly! What happened between you?"
"Nothing! I'm not gay! I explained everything clearly to him!"
"Great! Promise me not to fornicate with other women and you are only my lover! That is my order! With this boy, don't let him meet you!"
"Fine! I don't need it at all. And some gossip about me is not true. I am straight and monogamous."
I made excuses as best I could because I wanted a permanent relationship with my captain. For some reason, this little devil really excited me with her commanding ambition and dominance. There is a large field for fascinating games with such a partner, and even undercover. Everything is secret, hidden, so that no one finds out. Such fantasies turn me on even more.
Tiren made eyes at me for a long time afterwards, hoping for a rapprochement, but with my cold appearance I showed that I was not interested.
"Denris!" he hung on my hand, dragging me one day into an unlocked utility room. "Ignore me? Is Captain Rianka more beautiful than me? Do you prefer that brunette more?"
"And where did you get the idea that there is something between us?" I pretended to be innocent, pushing Tiren away. "She's my boss! We are prohibited from such relations according to the charter!
"I'm not blind! Tell me, did she forbid you to meet with me?"
He looked terribly pitiful and desperate. That guy fell in love with me in earnest. He clung to me, tightly wrapped his arms around me and smooshed his wet lips on my neck.
"Don't you dare cry! You can't pity me," I dryly commented on his attempts to seduce me.
"She won't know if I secretly come to your cabin. She won't do to you what I am happy to provide..."
"How do you know what she's capable of?" I was amused by the way he clings to me with all his might. "Our ship is full of men who will want you. Find an older man who will admire you and spoil you. I don't have a reverent attitude towards you and most likely never will."
"Is that how Yarison treated you?" he asked chokedly. "I can imagine... It's so nice, someone cares so much. Did he propose marriage to you?"
"The questions are too personal, I won't answer. If you want advice on how to build an empathetic relationship, never force yourself on your desired partner, like me, for example. It takes time to tie you to person, and not drag him into bed, demanding intimacy. Otherwise it won't work that way! You don't know such simple things..."
"Did I do something stupid to force you?" Tiren raised his eyebrows, looking into my eyes. "If I had courted you for a long time, would everything have been different?"
"I don't know... but don't do that again if you're looking for respect," I said softly, moving away from him. "A man always knows right away who he wants and who he doesn't. And when they hang themselves around his neck, it's annoying, it doesn't even matter if it's a girl or a guy."
"After all, you're bisexual... if you have such reasoning," Tiren began to smile, wiping his wet eyes. "Sorry for my antics! I believed that showing sexual interest was enough for a relationship to begin. You're not really cold, but sensitive. I'm just not your type, right? And I fell in love with you even more. We are the same age, but you are more experienced. Then - friends?"
"Friends!" I answered him with a handshake.
I then thought that I managed to explain a lot to Tiren, but my naivety, as always, let me down. One night I woke up in my bed with a bewildered expression, someone was clinging to me. Jumping up and pressing the lamp button, I found this gentle blonde sleeping next to me.
"How did you get into my cabin?"
I pushed Tiren out of the bed.
"Sorry... I feel lonely."
"Get out of here! I love sleeping alone!"
Tiren was not going to listen to me, he sat down on the bed again and exposed himself, throwing his T-shirt aside.
"Do you seriously think that you can seduce me with your body?" I couldn't hold back my laughter.
"Please stroke me. Ask for what you want in return."
"I don't need anything and I'm not your massage therapist. Why didn't you listen to my advice? Find for yourself a top gay and enjoy!"
"I don't like anyone except you," the young man said plaintively.
"What should I do with you?"
"Be in love…"
I sighed heavily about this unresolved problem: I had to convince him that I didn't like him as a partner. But it didn't help at all. And who am I kidding, the guy is really nice and desperately looking for affection.
I irritably turned my face to the wall, expecting the young man to leave, he did not leave... Tiren clung to me like as a tick, pressed me sleepily for a long time, and then woke me up with special caresses.
"Well, why are you doing this?" I hissed in my sleep finding something dear part of mine in a warm and humid place.
Of course, he didn't answer anything with his busy mouth between my legs, and I arched from the surges of pleasure, trying to push his blond head away from me... How ashamed I was at that moment and terribly pleased... I couldn't hold back, almost screaming from the ecstasy that pierced me.
Tiren giggled contentedly and licked his lips, covering my thighs with kisses.
"What a... brat you are!" I noted in an annoying whisper, emerging from the depths of sweet euphoria. "Took advantage of me while I was sleeping and why? I'm not going to do this to you. And I won't fuck you! And in general this will not affect my orientation in any way."
"I know... but did you like it?"
"I won't lie... it's amazing..."
"I'm glad I was able to please the guy I'm in love with."
Tiren settled down next to me, clasping his hand around me and closing his eyes with a dreamy smile.
"Please don't do that again. Now I feel uneasy, as if I owe you something," I frankly told him.
"You don't owe anything, then you gave me pleasure... In fact, there are other ways to have fun..."
"I don't even want to listen!"