*KAO VERSION*
As soon as I got out of that mansion I finally felt like I could breathe normally ,I parked the car on the side of the road and looked at the file sitting on the opposite chair ...picking it up felt heavy because why would Mrs Anade be involved with a man like him?.As soon as I opened it a picture of her and Kao fell out,I picked it up and I couldn't help but be mesmerized.Kao looked young in that picture maybe 16 or 17 he had this beautiful smile that instantly captivated me ,it was as bright as the stars..his eyes..were glowing you could see the happiness in them, his hair was longer then now.his cheeks were fuller and he seemed vibrant and I couldn't help but smile.Next to him was his mother she also looked happier you could see the beaming glow on her face her,she didn't look as old or as tired as she did now ,life must have been pretty rough on her.i quickly scanned the file.[Name:Lila Anade..AGE:48,DEBT: 45 Million Yen.]I was not expecting that much money ,I know that 2 years is a long time but why would she owe this much money if he's just sick...If it weren't for Katashi being a blabber mouth I wouldn't have even known that Kao's mom owed that man this much money.i quickly dialed Katashi's number "Hey..looked who missed me?to what do I owe this pleasure."He really is a blabber mouth,"Remember that women you were talking about last Friday??"..he stayed quite for a while "Which one??Lia?Rusi??Tayla or Mandy??."Honestly If he wasn't on the phone I would have slapped him there and then "Lila Anade",he started humming as if trying to remember something "Oooh yes THAT woman ,ooh yes what about her??." pay off her debt.Use the off side account."He gasped dramatically "Wait what??Why??Have you perhaps...been acquainted with her??"I simply rolled my eyes at how stupid he can be "Just do it and make sure it doesn't come to us ,make it seem like she payed it herself."He was about to argue but I quickly hung up.
I wanted to go back to Kao and make up some kind of excuse as to why I just left but it was already late so I just went back to my house,it felt empty.It was so big and I lived all alone, it was quite lonely..I slowly stretched my arms and took out a pack of cigarettes I was about to light it when a faint of his scent hit my nostrils,I was wondering where it came from when I remembered that I took a shower at his place.i couldn't help but think about that night when we slept in the same bed it was just yesterday but it felt like an eternity since I last him,just the thought of him made me hard I couldn't help but brush my lips with my hands and imagine that intense kiss we had the flashbacks hit harder than I expected 'don't even think about leaving ,you're not going anywhere...'.
I remember the way he held my waist in that tiny bed of his ,the way his tiny body was curled up against mine,the way he woke up in the middle of the night drunk and stroked my hair and looked me straight in the eyes with those emerald glass eyes of his and said'I just have to kiss you.'
The way his lips landed on mine without a second thought ,the way his hot breathe was scorching against my face ,the way his fingers ran down my abs.i couldn't help but get into the shower and calm myself down I don't remember the last time someone drove me out of control the way that he does.But considering the way he was this morning I could tell he couldn't remember all of that...but...that was fine....sooner or later I'll make him remember.i don't know how long I stayed in the shower but when I came out my body felt numb.i got into my pajamas and was about to sleep when I remembered that I left his mom's file on the dining table ,I was about to put it away in a safe when another piece of paper fell out.One I didn't notice at first...the first thing I saw was Kao's name..my heart instantly skipped a beat I picked it up and scanned it carefully [Name:Kao Anade..Kin of Lila Anade..INFORMATION:Hospitalized for 2 years in Chiba Hosptal,CONDITION: liver cancer Terminal.Life expectancy shortDOCTOR:Orion Mazuka.. ]For a while I couldn't breathe I just stood the frozen like some kind of statue.i knew he was sick but....I didn't know..
He didn't tell me....he...didn't...he didn't say it was terminal.i tried to balance myself but I couldn't I staggered backwards and fell heavily onto the floor ,the papers on the file scattering uncontrollably but I held on to Kao's paper like my life depended on it.It finally dawned on me why the first time we met he was trying to kill himself, why when I drove recklessly he would get mad,why he was so carefree to just wabt to get a tattoo,why his alcohol tolerance was low..why his skin was always covered in foundation but he still looked pale..why his eyes are bright green but always look tired.....I thought that maybe it was because he stayed too much in the hospital that's why he was a little thin and why his skin was pale I always noticed the foundation but never called him out because I thought he didn't feel confident with himself when he's just naturally beautiful.I stayed in that position for a long time feeling my heart break little by little ,i didn't even notice when tears started to fall out.All I could think about was how scared he must be.i picked up my phone intending to call him but I just couldn't bring myself to do it...I picked up the phone and called Katashi"Hey can you get me information on Doctor Orion Mazuka."I could tell he was about to crack a joke but I guess he could sense my mood and just said okay and hanged up.