My mother and father had an arranged marriage. They married each other because their family said so. They didn't had any other options.
For my father it was just an agreement between them, it was never about love.
But my mom loved my dad so much. In fact she was madly in love with him. She believed that someday he would recognize her love and return her feelings. But my dad never really cared about her. To him they were simply in a contract marriage.
He gave her a lot of money, luxurious cloths, jewels, and many many expensive gifts. Maybe all of that was just a gift in exchange for the love he can't give her. He believed that all those gifts were enough in return for her love. Maybe he did all that just to relieve his guilt.
But for mom it was different, she believed that it was a token of his love. And when he proved her wrong she would go mad. And it was always me who became her victim.
Seo jun , my brother was always protected by my father, maybe because he is the next head of Tech&Goal. He always followed my father. He went to parties with him, he was given trainings about how to maintain the business from such an young age.
He was 7 when i was born. I don't really remember playing or spending time with my brother. He was always busy being the perfect young master of T&G (Tech&Goal).
Since my mom couldn't lay her hands on the perfect son she took her anger out on me. I became her punching bag. But i never hated her, atleast until that day.....
It was a rather usual night. Lia nanny was reading me a bed time story. Suddenly my mom barged into the room and started pulling on my hair. She was boiling with anger.
I was scared, she wasn't my mom, she was a monster.
She dragged me into the basement . It was a place i hated the most.
My five year old body struggled to move in her grip. She looked angrier than usual.
I tried to scream, but my voice didn't come out as i was being chocked by my own mother.
Every servant in that big mansion decided to feign ignorance to my struggles as they were helpless in front of my angry mother.
Dad and brother were not at home. Yohan, my childhood friend and his sister were already asleep in their room at the second floor. My voice didn't reach them. Thus they didn't come for me either.
There was only one person who came forward to save me.
The only one who can bring comfort to my doomed life. Lia nanny.
She put herself between me and my mother. My mother decided to take her anger out on both of us.
She hugged me tight and whispered in my ears "don't worry child, this will all be over soon".
But i never knew that those words would be her last words.
As the situation was getting out of hand, one of the servants informed my dad about my mom's ruthless behaviour.
But it was too late when my dad came back, even though he tried to get their as fast as possible.
i passed out from all the crying and exhaustion.
Dad took me and Lia nanny to emergency care. Lia nanny was put in ICU.
When i woke up i was told that Lia nanny was gone.
She didn't survive the fury of my mom's anger. She sacrificed her life to save mine.
I was devastated. i was hurt and angry.
That day... It is the day that i first started to hate that woman.....My mom.