Mr. Zhao, you know what? Your daughter is so worth being loved like this. The way you loved her since her birth, I know that is why everyone loves her in that way only, but getting an idea about a father's love is really quite a difficult task for anyone because a father's love can't be measured or told to anyone, Yuan said.
Pa stood up suddenly and said to Yuan in a bit of his cold tone, "Celebrity actors like you, I know you all. You just use and throw normal people away. My daughter is not even a celebrity actor like you. I know how you'll treat her. I know you'll always think that she is less than you just because she is not a big celebrity like you.
You are such a big star in the C-drama industry. You'll need to shoot with other actresses in future dramas. My daughter will feel insecure about herself. She will think in the future that she is not enough and not like those actresses. Do you even have any idea about how much her mental health will get affected after all this? Have you ever thought about it?" Pa asked Yuan.
Yuan still smiled very calmly and composedly in his usual calming way and looked at Pa and said, "Mr. Zhao, I know what you are trying to say from this, but do you feel this much less about your daughter?" he asked Pa.
Then Yuan continued and said, "Your daughter came as a light to my darkness. You don't know the light she carries within herself that blossoms my whole world around her even more than cherry blossoms."
"You think that you actors use some lines from your dramas to melt me? It is really not working on me. I am not your so-called fan, Mr. Xu Yuan," Pa said.
"Do you really think speaking these cheesy lines which you don't even mean is really going to work on me? Then you are still a kid in front of me. Stop fooling a father about his daughter's future," Pa said.
Yuan still smiled and said, "I never thought that being an actor would be such a demerit for me. Today only I came to know that actors also have this much backlash on them. But Mr. Zhao, I don't know how to make you believe me, but I can only speak my heart out to you. It is the only way of expressing myself and my love for her," he said.
"I'll be very honest with you, Mr. Zhao. Truly, I never prayed to God to have a girl like her. I didn't even think before that I needed a girl like her in my life. But she came. I don't know how, she just appeared in front of me and then she started finding me every time, and I couldn't help it. I had just fallen for her.
I don't know why God has blessed me with her even when I didn't even pray for her. Am I too lucky or is it just my fate testing me? I really don't know what it really is, but I only know one thing, Mr. Zhao: if she is not around me, I might be able to live a life, but without breathing. I can't breathe when she is not around me. I find difficulty breathing when she is not around me.
I know what I am saying to you will make you think that I am saying some dramatic lines, but it's just really me who wants to let a father know that this man loves your daughter so much that his breathing is joined with hers. It's really up to you to believe it or not because I am not here to change your decision. I am just here to express my feelings about her," Yuan said while tears started forming in his eyes.
"When she came into my life, I never thought I needed her, but when she came, I slowly got to know that she is the one. She is the one my heart really wants.
She loves me in a way I never thought I would need. Her love for me is just mad. I don't know, she just loves me so madly. She is my fan, my little fangirl, and the way she always tries to protect me while I am the one who always creates problems for myself...
You know what, Mr. Zhao? She believes me when no one else does. Even when I myself tell her that I am wrong and tell her not to believe me, she still believes me.
When I asked her to leave me and after hours I opened my door, I found her still waiting for me. When I said to her, 'Don't love me, don't trust me, don't care for me, don't defend me,' she did just the opposite. She loved me more than anything. She trusted me and said I am the whole definition of her trust.
She cares for me even when I don't care for myself. She defends me in front of everyone. She is even the one who got evidence for my innocence for the rumor that happened a few months ago by even putting her own life in danger.
You know what, Mr. Zhao? I know one thing about her — the more I told her to stay away from me, the more she came towards me with the force and power of her love that I really couldn't deny.
At first, I also thought that we were not good for each other. There was no future for us. There was so much distance and so many differences between us. But let me tell you this, Mr. Zhao — your daughter is the queen of pursuing me. She pursued me so wholeheartedly that I couldn't avoid her.
Her eternal love for me is unconditional and cannot be understood by anyone, and I can say very proudly that even I can't love her the way she loves me. Her eternal love for me is beyond this world, even beyond anyone's imagination," he smiled faintly while saying this.
"Even love means her and she means love. And I must say that if anyone is not willing to love another person the way Zhao Shiza did, then stop calling it love because love is only what Zhao Shiza did to Xu Yuan," he said.
"Her love for me changed me in many ways. She loved me since the time when she didn't even have the knowledge of what love really was, and she endured the pain of love so passionately that no one could ever be able to," Yuan said, and tears started rolling down from his eyes.
Pa looked away somewhere else for a minute, which seemed like he was not able to see Yuan crying like that.
I know Pa was acting strict, but inside I knew he had started melting. He is my Pa. I know that. I really know that very well.
Then suddenly Yuan kneeled down in front of my Pa and held Pa's hands in both of his hands, and lowering his head while looking down, he said,
"Mr. Zhao, please give me breathing, please. I don't know how to live without her. If it was only about me, then I might not force you, but it's about her. She has attached herself to me so much that I am affecting her so much, and I know if she stays away from me, she might lose herself. I know how madly, by forgetting herself, she loved me.
I don't know how I can make you understand my love for her after this, but she is really all I have. Please don't take her away from me... please," Yuan said.
Then Pa looked down at Yuan and then put his hand on his shoulder and then...