Then he starts scolding me, said to me that who are you?.
I smiled and said to him, Yuan I am barely conscious but why you are talking like you have loosen all the consciousness in yourself I asked him while smiling a little.
And you are smiling you are damn smiling after doing all this mischievous you are smiling like a spoilt brat he said to me very angrily but in his anger I could see yes I still could able to see the pain he is carrying inside him the tears that he is trying to hold back but couldn't able to as he got betrayed by them only.
Yes I can see the blurry visions but these visions of mine has only one clear vision and it's him him only as always and as usual till my last breath I said it to myself while looking at him stupidly.
He is getting more and more angry on me after seeing me smiling like this at him.
You really have guts to smile he said to me.
And I shamelessly smiled again and said Yuan stop scolding me can't you see me at which condition I am I made myself this conscious because of you cause I know if I lose my consciousness completely you'll go mad and even you don't know what you'll gonna do and look at you just look at you you are still soo much angry.
I takes a deep sigh and said Yuan why you always forgot that you are my favourite idol C drama actor 'the Xu Yuan ' you can't look this much miserable you can't it's spoiling your image infront of me you are perfect you can handle this and many situations like these very calmly and composed why you are behaving like this stop behaving like this I said it to him but why it seems like that he gets more angry after hearing this from me and then he said this is the real life zhao shiza I am not in any character of my C drama that I could handle these situations like an idol actor I am not acting it I am not faking I am the one who is experiencing it in my real life seeing the person I loved are lying this much pale and barely conscious do you how it feels do you really know it he asked me while his voice cracks a little when he asked me this question.
Then I said Yuan but he stopped me and said no you are really not allowed to speak up especially when you have done this today and yes what you were saying just now that I am the Xu Yuan yes I am but right now I am just a normal human being who who really can't see her girl like this really can't.
I smiled and said Yuan I think I must have taken a video of you right now to tease you in future do you really know how much cute little kiddo you are looking right now ooo god Yuan please stop being this dramatic actually My Mr heart is beating too fast while seeing you like this I don't know about other things but if you continue looking this much adorable then definitely not because of todays thing but surely because of you I'll gonna lose my last bit of consciousness that I have left inside me I said it to him.
He smiled finally atleast my silly things made him smile like that in this situation soo it's definitely an achievement to me but he immediately hides that smile and back to his overprotective boyfriend era and said and you should stop distracting me while saying these things what do you think you silly girl that you'll get an escape now after saying these things hm he asked me while raising his one of the eyebrows and I know when he did this really gonna bigger he is planning inside in him and this time I must be on top number of his hit list.
I smiled after hearing what he said just now and I said I am not distracting you or getting an escape from my punishment you can punish me I'll definitely gonna accept it I think you have taken me very lightly If you are Xu Yuan then I am also Zhao Shiza and Zhao Shiza never get's an escape from anything whether it's a reward or a punishment I'll accept it this is really not my style of getting an escape really not I said it bit confidently.
He smiled he really smiled but in a sarcastic way that he always did whenever I said such things.
And then he said ok fine then be ready miss Zhao Shiza to get a punishment from Xu Yuan for hurting his girlfriend and making his girlfriend landed into trouble you'll definitely gonna pay for it really hard he said to me.
I laughed a little and said whatever punishment Mr. Xu Yuan will give me I'll take it as a pride and an honour of joy or a blessing from him.
You are really something ain't it he said to me.
Yes I am Yuan Yuan's girl ain't this is enough for being something I said.
Now you are playing with words he said to me.
Yes cause I didn't have any other game to play right now at this state of mine I said it in a bit dramatically.
He smiled and said and who is the one who dragged themselves here at this state.
I started looking at the ceiling because I know that this topic is again pointing towards me and to avoid it I closed my eyes but bad option as seeing me like that he got panicked and starts tapping on my both the cheeks continuously with both of his hands while saying are you ok? Did you lose your consciousness completely.
I opened my one eye and see his face which is looking very worried and then I said don't worry Mr. Xu Yuan your girlfriend is safe I have just closed my eyes to relax it doesn't mean that I got fainted right here.
He takes a sigh of relief and said you really made me soo much worried.
It's not me it's you only who made yourself this much worried and tell me who asked this stupid question to a sick person that did you lose your consciousness completely how did that person could able to answer it if the person really loses their consciousness I asked him.
He looks down at the floor and said you are the one who made me worried.
I am the one how could I you calls me silly girl every time now tell me who is silly here you or I who asked this silly stupid question to me I said to him in a bit scolding tone.
Before few minutes he was the one who is scolding me and right now I am the one who is scolding him it feels like that our roles are switched but it will switched that fastly I didn't expected that ever.
But he got it as the smartness in him never disappoints me not in looks and not in mind and then he looks up straight into my eyes and said stop reversing the role you silly girl you are at the point of mistake not me so don't try to play with me while turning the table of conversation completely.
I smiled and said how could I can't you see how much unwell I am right now how could I even able to play such tricky games with you can't you see my condition I asked him.
He again looks away what happened why are you looking away I asked him.
Stop making these puppy eyes he said while looking at somewhere else in the room.
I smiled and said why are you getting melted with these puppy eyes I asked him.
Then he turns his face towards me and said don't worry these puppy eyes won't get you an escape from your punishment that why I am already telling you that stop wasting your time while playing these tricky tricks on me.
I am not I don't know why you always feels like that I doing everything to get an escape from your punishment I think it's really not gonna matter that how much I'll say you'll only believe what you wanna believe so I should stop wasting my energy on the topics which my Mr Xu Yuan has already declared that nothing gonna change in it for him I said it to him in a bit sarcastically.
You should be he said.
I forced a smile on my face.
Then he puts the blanket over me and said you already had done enough for today soo stop arguing with me now you need rest while putting the blanket over me.
Ok I will but don't make me a fluffed dumpling Yuan please I said it to him.
He smiled and said I didn't do it intentionally I did it because whenever I put blanket over you I don't know why do I always feels that I need to protect you he said.
Covering me with a blanket I mean thinking it like it's a shield for my protection I asked him this question.
He smiled and said I really don't know and then when he completes covering up me with the blanket he laughs while seeing me.
I tilted my head slightly above to see why he is laughing and then I see my own self cause he again ended up making me like fluffed dumpling with this blanket.
Yuan I said.
He laughed a little more harder then before and said sorry it's really not in my hands it really didn't as blanket and you with my hands will definitely always gonna ended up like this only I can't help I really can't he said it while laughing.
I smiled while seeing him laughing this much as finally after giving him life scaring tension today atleast at the end of the day I made him laugh what else I could ask for now definitely that he'll always laugh like this with his good health and with a bright future waiting for him to walk on it.
He is still laughing and inside My Mr heart I prayed to god that My Yuan has worked really hard always and every day for his career he is already a big superstar in the C drama industry but now I want him to surpass every other actor in the industry and achieve the things that he worked hard for years when he was soo young I really don't know his struggle that much but the only thing I know completely is that My Yuan deserve the best in this whole world among everyone if it costs taking away my happiness then take it but please god make him happy healthy forever and forever handsome cause I want that in future even in his ninties he'll look damn handsome that he'll easily surpass any other twenties boy even in that time.
I really hope that my prayer reached the god my happiness is always lies in him if he is happy then so I.
Which prayer reached to god we really don't know may be mine will or will not I really don't know but praying for him to the god is my prayer for him that I do daily.
As anything could be stop but how can a person stops praying never ever a person can't stop praying and so do I.
I can't stop praying for him whether my prayers reached or not but as I say praying for him to the god is my prayer for him my Yuan Yuan....