As the time passes my breathing becomes quite uneven as the humidity inside the elevator is capturing me completely I really don't know what to do but the only thing which is first coming into my mind is that what if Yuan finds me out here like this I really don't know how mad he'll become and then I heard the sound of footsteps approaching towards the lift I think that it must be the mother of the little girl but when I heard the sound of those footsteps more clearly now then it didn't seem to be her mother's footsteps these footsteps are of a person who is quite in a hurry to reach somewhere these are not the calm or normal ones these are different very different I could feel it these footsteps tell that this person is so much eager to reach somewhere so impatiently the footsteps become more clear now as they come more towards me then a voice came a voice which is my calmness amidst my panic a voice which carries the healer for me in it and then it says Zhao Shiza are you mad what did you do to yourself he asked me.
Tears start forming in my eyes as he every time tells me to take care of his girlfriend and today today I am the one who dragged his girlfriend into this situation I couldn't even be able to fulfill his one promise what a person I am I am really ashamed of myself I can't I just can't satisfy anyone no matter how much hard I try myself but I'll always end up like this creating a mess and I am the whole reason of the mess I said to myself while Yuan from above tries to see down inside the lift but he couldn't be able to he even tried to enter it but his tall height and broad body structure didn't let him enter inside the lift he then sits over there and I can hear the soft very soft and very less sound of a crying.
My Mr heart is really not in its ease as it suddenly starts feeling too heavy when I hear his crying My Yuan Yuan is crying because of me I never wanted it but there is also one thing going inside my mind and that is I have never thought that Yuan would ever be able to cry for me in this lifetime not even in my worst dream but right now nothing is a dream for me everything is real even too real for even the real world. Me and my heart always think that in this world we are only here to just play our part of role in this world and in that way whatever comes into our way is what God has chosen for us and we have to face it or live with it but I have never thought that dreams might become true my dream of having him is my hopeless and underestimated dream that I could ever dream of.
There is nothing new in dreaming about your celebrity crush from a female fan it's nothing new it's very ordinary that could happen to every other girl and they only have a crush on them for a particular period of time and then they move on from them as in this what I think it's not these are mistakes only it's what today's generation kids call as moving on which is even right cause they get to know it very fast that it's just their shorter period of time where they developed a crush over a celebrity and then they move on from there and say that it's foolishness and stupidity as maybe in their eyes it's not what they think is might be they know this reality very well that they'll never ever get their celebrity crush and it's all waste of time and emotions so they spend their emotions into this real world this world from where I always want to seek disappearance and maybe it's their thought process and there is nothing wrong in it it's their life and their decisions and being practical was never a wrong thing but these are the only things that I think I didn't have any relationship with it as practical and Zhao Shiza are literally opposite to each other I have never been practical neither been there to believe that real world has more good people and the real ones actually for me I always wanted to get rid of this real world sometimes since childhood cause whatever I didn't like I always have my version of living that how things could look when I redirect the whole scenario over here and these things in my thoughts made me build a world inside my mind which is none other than the imaginary world this world is an escape for me from a real world's reality so in this world everything is according to me only there whatever I dislike in this world I put it into my imaginary world and made my version of it.
This imaginary world doesn't exist anywhere it exists inside me in this world my life is just according to me the way I want it or the way I like it but sometimes I fear I do fear most as I think that in my worst case if all these things are just in my imaginary world then my real world then I will never be able to breathe never ever as if it's in my imaginary world then I never ever want to come back to the real world please god if that is so then please let me live in this imaginary world only I don't want a real world which doesn't have him in it cause that world is nothing to me if he is not there with me. I know I always think about it that this is really not the real world but my imaginary world is really very beautiful than this real world cause in this everything is exactly what I want I didn't ever be able to get what I want in my life in real world but these are the only things that I wanted and the way I wanted it. My real world didn't fit into my imaginary one as it's very different but how much it's different that really doesn't matter the thing that matters to me right now is just him him and him I repeated it again.
My eyes got heavy and sleepy why it seems like they are going to be closed at any moment I really don't know that but my breathing becomes slow slow as it's still uneven then his voice came to my ears again that was long lost when I was busy in my own thoughts but this much long I have never thought it as it seems like that I got into my imaginary world for that period of time. Then he says from above the lift saying that my silly girl please say something since from past forty five minutes you haven't said anything you are making me worry please say something please for me for your Yuan Yuan only please be there I'll get you stop this chaos I think in my mind this then his voice came again saying that silly girl are you there please talk to me please.
I smiled hearing that I like it I really liked it the way he cares for me I really liked it and then I try to speak up but couldn't be able to as my vision starts getting blurry my eyes got heavy I really tried a lot but my voice didn't come out of my throat but I prayed to god at this time that god please let my voice come out otherwise this boy will go mad if it's not for me then at least for him make my voice come out of my throat and then after this and trying so hard my voice finally came out of my throat and I said Yuan relax I am ok and I am here I'll wait I said.
Yuan finally gets a sigh of relief and said you silly girl you liked it so much isn't it? You liked it to scare me to death right he said. I smiled hearing that although I might get fainted in a moment but hearing him his voice is my therapy that I can't even avoid it. Then he said silly girl why did you drag yourself here hm? Don't you think about me while doing this he asked me. Yuan I was helping the little girl like the way you have your silly girl there was a mother who had her little girl who got stuck over here and tell me how can I not help her I asked him.
He said I am not saying that you shouldn't help her I am saying that you helped her while forgetting yourself is it right to do tell me he asked me. I smiled Yuan be relaxed I am not dead I said. Shut up he said it very angrily you stuck over here for hours and still you have guts to joke like this over here? You are scolding me too much if you scold me like this then I'll not come out from here I said. Don't you dare to say these words first you got badly failed while protecting my girlfriend and now you are saying these things are you really out of your mind he asked me.
I smiled and said no I am just in my mind in my right mind state you just overreacting Yuan everything is alright I said but the moment I said these words to him something happened something very deep inside me and my vision got more blurry before I could speak another word or a sentence my knees gave out and I had fallen there.
The sound of me falling there made a noise which he heard and got panicked and said silly girl are you there please stop scaring me this much I'll really gonna punish you for all these things the way you are scaring me this much say something please I don't know otherwise what I'll gonna do but there was no reply from me. He starts breathing heavily and then called the guard this is the hundredth time he called the guard since he came over here. And on call he said do it fast I am waiting for hours and you are not able to solve this problem he said it to the guard in a very panicking state and then the guard replied to him on call that sorry sir for the inconvenience we are trying this problem is really very complicated but don't worry we have solved it now and within ten minutes the lift will start working.
Yuan didn't say anything he hangs up the call and just sat over there waiting for those ten minutes to pass and then after ten minutes the lift finally started working and came onto the floor where Yuan was waiting for me and the moment the lift door opened he saw me lying on the floor pale unconscious and the moment he saw me he got inside it and lifted me up in his arms while starting crying his tears start falling down on my whole face he lifted me up more tightly like someone is going to steal me from his grip and while taking me to the home he said look what you have done to my girlfriend I am really not gonna forgive you for this I am really not he said while walking me inside the house he gently placed me on the bed and then.....