The person enters the train with calmness, that creates the whole atmosphere something different inside the train. Then when I see the face of that person, I got shocked, like someone just surprised me by his appearance here. Who could it be else than Yuan? Yes, Yuan. What he is doing here? Isn't he going to Beijing with flight? And how did he able to know that I am in this train? Who told him, or it's just his intuition? No, no, no, Zhao Shiza, you are thinking way too much. He is not an astrologer or something to get intuitions about me. Then I pinched my arm with my own fingers, just to make myself believe that he came here.
Then Ji Juan whispers in my ears, saying, why did you tell your boyfriend that we are going to Beijing in train, he asked me. I didn't tell him, I said to him. Ooo really, then how did he able to know it exactly which train we are taking to go Beijing? There are three trains available to go to Beijing from Shanghai, and all those three trains have different timings today. Tell me how he is able to know exactly correct everything. Stop lying Miss Zhao, you can expect it that you have told your boyfriend, Ji Juan said it to me.
I got very much pissed off from Ji Juan and said, Mr Ji Juan, believe me or not it's totally up to you. I am not here to make yourself believe in me. I have told you already that I didn't tell him, and this is the last time I am telling you again that trust, I didn't tell him. If you want, then you can check my WeChat chats with him. What if you have already deleted it, Ji Juan said. You are impossible Mr Ji Juan, really impossible. Think the hell you want to think, I said it to him in my angry tone, which is enough to make him shocked, as Ji Juan never listens to me talking in this much anger.
Actually it's not his fault totally, I am still processing the whole thing right now. Him being here without even any message, he even didn't wish me the new year's greetings. He went to Shenzhen and celebrated the new year there. He didn't tell me about all this, but yes, this all nothing to do with me. It's his personal call, personal choice. I can't invade his privacy and personal matters, but why do it still hurts a little to my heart? Did I am expecting him to tell me all these things? But he always lives like this. I have just came in his life. I didn't hold that much place in his life that he should tell me everything before doing anything. Why I am expecting something from him which I didn't even deserve? Why do I always forgot that I am just an ordinary girl in front of him, nothing more than that?
I lost in the battle of my own thoughts, and now suddenly he came here in this train from nowhere and standing in front of me, and said to me in his deep voice, which holds the calmness of him, he said, going to Beijing without me isn't it not fair with me, hmm? He asked me by raising his one of the eyebrows.
I know, I know that expression of him very well. He did this in his dramas also, this expression. I know when he do it, when he is about to lose his calm. But I hesitated first. I don't know why, in fact I haven't done anything wrong, but why it seems like I have just robbed a bank and he caught me red handed doing that? But then I gather the last courage left inside me and said, I didn't mean to, I mean it's just happened suddenly and I didn't able to let you know about it. Everything was went in so hurry that I didn't able to tell you. But I stopped for a while, then I continued, but how do you know that we are here, I asked him.
He smiles and said, while looking at Ji Juan, that someone thought that if they take my girl with them without letting me know about it, then they'll able to take it from me, but it's just a kiddish thought they were thinking.
His girl, what did he mean by it? Is he accepting it in front of Ji Juan that I am his girl? But wait, if that's the case, then why did he is saying this to Ji Juan? As far as I know, Ji Juan didn't have anything to do with us. Is he, is he getting it in a wrong way, or it's just his jealousy towards Ji Juan? I asked these things to myself in my heart, but in front of him I am standing just numb, as I didn't know what to react on this.
The situation becomes quite awkward between the three of us. I just want to hide myself from the embarrassment, but I can't do anything and just standing there. But Ji Juan breaks the silence between the three of us after Yuan has asked him this question.
Ji Juan said to Yuan while smiling at him, that Mr Xu why are you here? I mean you are going to take the flight for the Beijing, then why this sudden change in your plan?
He smiled while looking down at the ground, and then looks at Ji Juan and replied to him in his most calming way, saying that the answer of a question shouldn't be a question, but now you have already asked me without even giving the answer to my question, then I'll tell you that no matter how much you have tried to play your tricks here, I am not falling for it. Wait, falling is a big word, it suits for professionals, but you are just a kid in it, so I am not buying it. Yes, it suits you better, he said it to Ji Juan.
Yuan has completely got mad at him, I could sense that. But Ji Juan haven't done anything wrong, he is just being my friend, but it's his jealousy that makes him say such kind of harsh words to him.
I haven't even imagined it, even in my worst nightmare, that there will be a day that comes when Yuan gets jealous from someone who is near me. But then suddenly Yuan breaks my self conversation thought by asking me that how's your ankle.
It's better, but not completely fine, I said it.
Then he sees my ankle while looking down and said, still there is little bit swelling around your ankle and redness. I think we should go to the doctor once we'll get back from the shooting schedule in Beijing.
I nodded my head.
Did you bring some medicines for it, he asked me.
I shakes my head.
I knew it, that's why I bring it for you. He takes out one medium sized bag from his bag where he carries his stuffs, and handed over it in my hand, and said while giving it to me that sit here in my seat. Don't stand here for long, standing like this will effect your ankle and the swelling got worsen. There is medicines for you inside it, take it, he said it to me.
Then he looks at Ji Juan and said to him that come with me.
Ji Juan didn't say anything, but I could read his expression. He was like that why should I come with you, but he still goes with Yuan.
They both went little far away from my sight, and I sat on the seat. Then I opened that bag that Yuan has handed over me, and there is few medicines for pain relief and spray for instant pain relief, and there is loaf cupcakes inside it, the one vanilla flavour cupcakes, and there is choco chip cookies inside it, and one hoodie also which is none other than his own hoodie.
How could I didn't knew this? I have seen him wearing it many time, but why did he put his hoodie inside it? It's just a mistake, or did he placed it for me? I didn't know it properly, but whatever it is, the way he caring and looking after me just melting my heart more and more deep and deep, just like I have fallen in his deep eyes when I saw him first.
I smiled like a fool while looking at these things that he brought for me. It's not about these things that matters, it's the way he cares for me, the way he brought these things for me, the feeling he was feeling at that time when he brought these things for me.
It's just my stupid heart which is falling for him again and again, more than previous day. I think that the way days are passing, I am falling for him more than the previous day. It's just like a never ending virus. Yes, of course his love is an affectionate virus for me, of which antidote hasn't been invented yet.
I smiled again while thinking all these manifestations in my mind, and the one old lady who is sitting in front of me was just observing me from a while and asked me that little girl, blushing all the way the moment your boyfriend enters here, these young girls nowadays are just over their boyfriends. I hope that your boyfriend will take care of you like this always, but I have just seen it that he is not have some good relations with your friend. Don't let your friend come in between both of you.
It's a special advice from that aunty, which was not completely wrong, but thankfully Yuan has wears mask on his face, his usual one, otherwise there will be a huge crowd gets gathered if they know that their favourite and the most famous C-drama actor the Xu Yuan has came in this train.
Thank God they didn't able to recognise him.
Then I opened my Weibo again, as to pass my time a little bit. Then I saw his news, which was that my Yuan Yuan has surpassed two billion and came into the most searched person in the Weibo index, the only one, the one and only my Yuan. No one in the whole C-drama industry other than him has achieved it.
His hardwork of all these years has paid off. I am feeling so proud while reading it. It's just like I am reading my own achievements here. I am feeling so happy for him. My Yuan deserves all this. It's all his hardwork, his years of hardwork and dedication.
This new year has really started well. After all my Yuan Yuan achieved this much success while starting of the first day of the new year, isn't it a symbol in itself that this year gonna be good for him?
Then while scrolling this on my Weibo I saw his one of the recent photo shoot for the new year, wearing white suit and looking handsome as always, my Shanghai heartthrob, I said it while looking at his photo.
But then suddenly my smile fades away, as a thought came into my mind that why they are taking so long to come. Is everything between them alright? Should I go there by myself and check it once?
Meanwhile there Yuan takes a deep sigh and said to Ji Juan, how dare you to take her here without even letting me know about it. I know what you are up to Mr Ji Juan, don't act in front of me.
Then Ji Juan smiles and said…