Chapter 2
I unzipped my baggy pants and pulled them down together with my undies. I started touching and pleasuring myself. I moaned Caius' name when the tip of my fingers touched my slit; I imagined it was Caius' tattooed fingers. I bet it feels good, having his fingers ravish my insides. And his tongue... I can't wait to have him.
I continued playing with my womanhood as I imagined Caius fucking my brains out. In my imagination, he's gripping my hair so hard while kissing me roughly as he thrusts deep and fast into me. He's choking me, spanking me, spitting on me... Oh! He must be so rough in bed. I hope that he is, but well, I still love him even if he's not.
I was catching my breath when I finally reached my climax. I covered my eyes with my forearm and smiled... When will he be mine? I've been stalking him for three years, but there's still no improvement. I still can't approach and seduce him... Will he even find me attractive? I look weird and creepy as hell. I always wear huge and dark clothes. My hair is always covering my face. I just do that to cover my huge ass eyebags.
I stood up and looked at the mirror. I'm not pretty enough for him... but I'm not comfortable wearing beautiful clothes and makeup. Will he still love me back even if I look like a fucking creepy ghost?
I just shook my head and got a cigarette. I lit it and took a drag. I completely took off my pants and undies, then went back in front of my computers. I smirked when I saw that Caius had just arrived home, seen through the hidden camera.
"Welcome home, my Caius," I mumbled, my eyes almost turning heart-shaped.
I puffed on my cigarette and stared at Caius on my screen. He went to his room. He unbuttoned his button-up shirt and removed it, revealing his muscular tattooed body. I almost salivated at the sight of his perfect body. I always see it through my hidden camera, but the effect is still the same every single time. I might lose consciousness if I see his naked body in person.
"He will take a shower," I murmured, trying to guess what he'll do next. I already memorized his everyday routine.
I smirked and puffed on my cigarette again when I saw him went inside his bathroom. As much as I want to install a hidden camera there, even though the hidden cameras that I installed are small, it will be too noticeable if I put one in his bathroom.
He went out of the bathroom after taking a shower. He looked for comfortable clothes in his wardrobe. I bit my lower lip when he removed the towel from his waist. I giggled like a fool and playfully covered my eyes. I distanced my fingers and peeked. I can't see his thing clearly, but I bet it's huge too. My goodness. I can't wait to have it hammering inside me.
I spent my whole day watching Caius' every move... that's how I live my life since I met him.
I woke up early, not because I want to be productive or what. I just want to see Caius. He always goes to the university early. I want to see him immediately.
I waited at the coffeeshop across the school. I ordered a cup of coffee while waiting for his car to arrive. I instantly stood up when I saw his black car. He has four cars: red, black, gray, and white. I've already memorized which car he uses each day.
I smiled and excitedly stormed out of the coffeeshop. I don't have the courage to call out to him, but I always secretly walk beside him, staring at him from afar.
I froze when I saw him get off the car. He opened the door on the shotgun seat. My mouth fell open when he opened the door for another professor at the university... it was a woman. A beautiful woman.
I clenched my fist while staring at them. I gritted my teeth when I saw Caius smile at her. He's a type of person who doesn't smile all the time, and I fucking hate seeing him smile like that with that professor bitch.
I followed them as they walked inside the campus. They are talking with each other, they are laughing, and they really seem close. I often saw them together. But I just try to force myself to believe that nothing is going on between them.
I was in a bad mood the whole time. I also couldn't attend Caius' class because I wasn't in the mood.
"Sir Caius and Ma'am Lynne are rumored to be girlfriends."
I stopped eating my burger when I heard some students murmuring. They are sitting on the bench near me. I bit my lower lip and dug my nails into my palm.
"It's obvious anyway. It looks like they've been dating for months, just keeping it a secret. It looks like they're making it public now... And didn't you notice, Sir Caius always goes to Ma'am Lynne's office and they look at each other?"
"Sir Caius is my crush, but I ship them!"
I bit my lower lip. Lynne Santiago, that fucking bitch professor.
I sighed and touched my nape. It seems like I have another victim... In the past three years, I've always made sure no woman could get close to Caius. I can't even count how many women I've scared away to stay away from Caius.
"Hey! Guys! There's gossip!"
Another student approached them.
"Do you know... Ma'am Lynne has a ring on her hand! The professors are talking about them. They're rumored to be engaged."
My long nails dug even deeper into my palm. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath, I tried to calm myself. But it doesn't seem to be working.
After the class. I stalked Caius... and damn, he's with that fucking bitch. He walked Lynne home. My hands trembled when I saw Caius hold Ma'am Lynne's hand; there was indeed a ring there.