As a young lady knowing yourself is paramount,so i took it upon myself to create a word of affirmation to myself ,for myself. As i look through the image in my bathroom mirror to say the words I AM BEAUTIFUL,I AM SMART AND I WILL BE LOVED AS I DESERVE.As a 19years old girl i would say i have expectations from my family ,collage friends and the society both in academics and behavours but as a young feminnie woman all i want is just LOVE.someone to care for me as i will to him,some one to touch me in ways i can only imagine ,someone that will leave me gasping for air just by carrassing me,we all need love so why is it difficult for me to meet my own love and entangle in my own love triangle? Oh well,i know for a fact that i have hot taste for men and i love my men older. So i will wait until i find him.
I am MARY,a lady with every bit of ambition and vision to greatness like my aunty Sophie(a basketball coach and a model)i want to be a business tycon in fashion and creativity,but since i am still in collage i only address myself as model and student. Iam studying business management and statictics but i really wish i could just go into modeling full time.but my mom would always say"education is the ultimate foundation to your success journey'.
I have always want to sail away through the winds of the sea and the sound of the water wave,although i would have prefered sailing with a handsome older man,so musculine and fit ,shirtless in the wind as splash of sea waters forms crystal driplet all over his muscles as i watch him sail the boat, waiting for him to sail me too. My books drop from my hands bringing me to reality,i am not in any boat nor am i with any tall handsome musculine man(sign)i am only in this hallway blushing feverishly and just starring at a picture of an actor anthonio sherpardson of the best selling movie "sail away" .welcome to reality mary you are as lonely as you have been since high school. Watching my feet as i walk pass everyone, i heard my name called twice from down the hallway ,i need not to turn my back to know who is calling because i can guess from the rushing tone of a female sharp voice that it is my dearest friend bridget. How are you mary? bridget asked,i am fine and not fine also,my life is falling apart and i cant focus on my studies anymore because i need a distraction,i so badly need a man ,answer me bridget am i not beautiful enough? Ehmmm you yo areerr.....said stammered bridget.So why is it difficult to find me a man.why,why bridget? No you have the whole school guys asking for your number since last summer camp after the modeling competition but you my friend have been regeting all there invites to dates,so if you ask me you are the one avoiding guys. Bridget moved to the corner of a sculpture at the garden closed to the hallway. Bridget my friend i dont want "guys"that have no experience of love,care ,affection,intense intimacy and love making,mary explained as she looked at the sky trying to imagine the moment while walking slowly towards bridget at the garden, My dear friend i will wait until i find my kind of man,mary said as they both smiled at each other. Alright we will wait and fingers crossed we will experienced great love.
Hey you,how are you and what are you guys doing this weekend? Mary and bridget quit hugging as Adam and caroline aproach them both with a question. Hello adam nice to see you,hello caroline ,mary greets with a wave. I think we will be.. less busy bridget answered. Alright me and my friends will be having a canoe padling competition at the green sea dive this weekend and since i have known you guys to be great swimmers since high school,i decided to invite you to join the competition (adam says). I need me some air soooo.... We will be there (mary looking at bridget for approval),alright ladies we move by 8am and bring you your bikinis,Adam said as he winked at Mary while leaving the two ladies . The two ladies smiles as they stood up to go look for a store to buy outfit for the weekend cruze. Mary do you know adam is crushing on you for the longest time now? Bridget asked ,Yes i know and i dont care because we went to elementry school together we stayed in the same neighbourhood and we sometimes use thesame nannies while we where babies, Seeing him everywhere and anywhere is not romantic at all ,i need something fresh in a far island or something better than my childhood friend or whatever nicer is waiting for me out there girl, mary claps her hand as she explain to her friend. Lets just forget about adam and focus on this competition and how we are going to win it.and i am also interested in the fun part too,you know i always love the sea breeze and taught of making love in a boat ,in as much as we are using a canoe i still will be able to see some boats and imagine on entrying one someday with my prince charming ,mary explains as she catwalk through the collage boutique and her friend follows with a smile.bridget in the other hand dont really care about any boat nor prince to charm her ,she just need any good man to love her right.she cant really understand why mary choose to reget every fine guy coming her way just to wait for a man she might never ever meet