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SHADOW OF MY FORMER SELF.

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In a world where their love is considered a sin, Kyle and Simon and drawn towards each other. For the longest time ever, Simon hid who really was from the world but all his efforts go down the drain when he starts developing feelings towards Kyle, a quiet attractive guy in his class. What starts out as quiet study sessions turns into stolen glances, kisses and a secret that could destroy them both. Between the pressure of the final exam and fear of being discovered, their bond becomes a comfort to both of them. When rumors start to spread, Kyle has to choose whether he would stand with Simon or retreat into hiding. Will Simon's bestfriend stick with him through thick and thin or treat him like the rest of the students? Shadow of my former self is about imperfect love in a cruel world and how the people we trust can be the ones who break us beyond repair.
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Chapter 1 - SHADOW OF MY FORMER SELF

 PROLOGUE

 

I lay on my bed in my one-bedroom apartment watching The Notebook-my favorite movie. I was so engrossed even though this was almost my fifth time watching it.

 

The soft hum of dialogue blended with the faint buzz of my phone. I reached for it from under my pillow and it was a group call- Vero and Gabby of course.

 

They were my best friends in the world and I reckon I wouldn't have made it this far in Uni without them. They were the light at the end of my tunnel and I really loved and appreciated them more than words could express.

Vero and Gabby accepted me for who I am and I have never felt love like that - not even from my own mother.

I hesitated before answering because I knew what they wanted to talk about and I really wasn't in the mood.

 

"Simon!" Vero shouted with glee, "we were just talking about you?"

 

"Well, he wasn't supposed to know that now was he Vero," Gabby's fed-up voice followed.

 

Vero chuckled uneasily, I could feel the tension through the screen and I knew they were going to ask about what happened earlier. We were going for lunch and we ran into Jack- my high school classmate- and things had gotten very awkward. I might have lashed out a little bit when he tried talking to me.

 

"So…are we going to talk about what happened today?" Gabby asked, her voice soft like a mother talking to her child. Her voice blended with the sounds from the movie in the background.

 

My throat tightened and I knew they would probe me harder if I tried to brush it off like I did earlier during lunch.

 

There was a rather long, odd silence.

 

 "Simon?" Vero's voice gentle voice then came in.

 

I took a deep breath and swallowed hard, knowing that I could no longer run from this.

 

"It's a long story," I began quietly, "and it all started in high school where I was stripped of my dignity just because of who I was."