NICOLE
"FIRE IS ALL I FEEL. I'M BURNING FROM THE INSIDE OUT." My thoughts scream.
I've never experienced anything like this before. I was never allowed toys. The fear of touching myself made me sick to my stomach. If I made myself bleed,I wasn't sure what Kenji would do. Now I wish I would have just done it myself because it hurts.
I cough and spit on the bed, not caring what he thinks of me, just wanting to get the blood out of my mouth. He holds me down, one hand in my hair,the other on my hip while his dick continues to tear me apart.
My hands grip the sheets, the headboard—anywhere I can get a hold of.
My face is covered in tears, drool, and my blood. I can't stop sobbing. I feel like twenty years was just ripped away from me, but my body is enjoying it.
His grip in my hair tightens and he adjusts my head, shoving my face into the blood-stained comforter. I try to push myself up but he's too strong.
I can't breathe.
