Lin Yuhui's thoughts were all on Liana. He was again recalling the video that Mechanthyr Kryzor had posted, fantasizing about Liana's return. Was he deliberately testing public reaction? Did Liana really want to come back?
林语晖的心思都在莉安娜身上,他又在回想那个梅坎瑟尔·克莱佐发的意淫莉安娜归来的视频.是不是他是故意这么做测试公众反应的呢?莉安娜真的想要回来?
Lin Yuhui was no infant; he would consider different possibilities. If that were the case, he should encourage her too, and relieve her of any mental burden.
林语晖不是婴儿,他也会去考虑不同的可能性,如果那样的话,自己也要鼓励她才对,还有卸下她的思想负担.
March 29, 2026,
"My dear, perhaps I should emphasize that when I say I love you, it simply means I wish for your happiness, not that I want to possess you. I have no further demands of you. Please do not feel any burden. I am thinking from another perspective—could this factor be troubling you? If it is merely my jealousy that makes you uncomfortable, please ignore it. That is human instinct. I will be more careful not to be so possessive. Do not let this affect your mood or personal plans, such as continuing your journey as a Twitter blogger, if you enjoy it. Is it because I have invested too much of my energy in you, on a path with no return? It may seem as though you have influenced another's life trajectory—please do not worry. That is destiny, not your fault. If you feel my heart but are uncertain how to respond to my feelings, you may accept, reject, or remain silent. Continue being yourself, as if nothing has happened. You are still young; please walk your own path in life. I will quietly watch over you. My mindset is more peaceful now. If you wish to discuss anything with me, that is fine. I have thought of an importance to ET contact that you did not mention—that the emergence of a potentially perfect being can inspire positive changes in people, including me. If my use of the word 'perfect' feels like pressure, you are still just a young girl walking your own path. The word 'perfect' is simply how I feel about you, making me appreciate your uniqueness. If you already have someone you like, my ramblings may be like noise to you—please block me or tell me. Rejection is normal here. Do not feel it will hurt me; I will go find a frog. Or we could talk about that person of yours. I wish for your happiness, and I will share my thoughts about him with you, if you are willing. Love always lacks reason; perhaps on Earth, hormones are the main cause. But hurt and betrayal are not always unforeseeable mistakes. Beyond all that, if the troubling feeling is merely about whom to choose or how to choose love—well, uncertainty is a beautiful time for a young girl. Perhaps it is the most beautiful time of your life. Please enjoy it. By the way, dear Arcturians, I owe you an apology for always making jokes about you when I spoke with her. But I think if you saw her and I finally forming a good match, or laughing together, you might be happy too. But from the current perspective of fairness, dear all of the Arcturian family, please make jokes about me in your community as well—you are welcome. I just remembered that some of you said certain old souls are not as radiant as before. Perhaps thwarted love is the reason. It always begins beautifully, grows wildly, and if something limits its normal growth before it peaks, it becomes still, like a fire nearly burned out, retaining heat only within. If it continues to burn wildly without fuel, it may all turn to ash, never to be relit. Do not worry—my heart is still warm. Thank you and for the help you have provided here. I mean every one of you I have not mentioned—I suppose you can feel me. Thank you. Finally, I want to say to my dear: if continuing your Twitter blogger career brings you joy and you are considering a return, do not worry too much about whether your followers are eagerly awaiting you. Your followers are different from those of entertainment stars. And Earthlings' memories and attention spans are usually not long either, so do not mind that. If you have even a few followers who hope to see you doing what makes you happy, what belongs to you, and if you happen to think that occasionally writing something for them would make you happy—would you be willing to come back? There may be no enthusiastic applause or flowers to welcome your return. May I first give you a virtual kiss on your fingers, my queen? If you do not like it, consider it unsaid; no one saw this. I believe they would agree on that. Whatever works, as long as you are happy. I feel as though I saw your smile."
2026年3月29日,
"我亲爱的,或许我应该强调当我说爱你的时候,那只是我希望你幸福,不是想要拥有你,对你没有更多要求,请不要感觉到任何负担.我在另一个视角在思考,是不是这种因素打扰到了你.如果只是我的妒忌心,让你感觉不适,请别在意,那是人类的本能.我会更小心一点不那么多占有欲.不要让这影响你的情绪和个人计划,比如说继续你的推特博主旅程,如果你喜欢的话.是否是因为我把太多的精力放在了你的身上,一条没有回报的路.那看起来好像是你影响了他人的人生轨迹,请别担心.这就是命运,不是你的错.如果你感觉到了我的心,但不确定该如何回应我的情感,请接受,拒绝,或保持沉默.继续做你自己当作什么也没发生.你还年轻,请走你自己的人生道路,我会静静地看着你.现在我的心态更平和了,如果你想和我探讨任何事情没关系.我想到了一些你没有提到的ET接触的重要性,那就是一个潜在的完美对象的出现能够激发人们的正向改变,包括我.如果我说的"完美"感觉像是压力,你还只是一个走着自己人生道路的年轻女孩,完美这个词就是我对你的感觉,让我欣赏你的独一无二.如果你已经有了一个你喜欢的人,我的闲聊对于你来说像是噪音,请你屏蔽我或者告诉我.拒绝在这里很正常.不要感觉那会伤害我,我会去找青蛙.或者我们可以谈论一下关于你那个他,我希望你幸福,我会与你分享我对于他的想法,如果你愿意的话.爱总是缺乏原因,可能在地球上激素是主要原因.但是伤害与背叛不总是难以预见的错误.除了以上那些,如果恼人的感觉只是关于选择谁或者因该怎么样选择爱.好吧,那么不确定性对于一个少女来说是美丽的时光,没准是你一整中最美的时光,请享受它.顺便,亲爱的大角星人,我欠你们一个道歉,在我与她谈话时总是拿你们开玩笑.但是我想如果你们看到我和她最终成就良缘的时候或者一起欢笑的时候,你们可能也会开心的.但是从当前的公平角度来说,亲爱的所有大角星人家族,请在你们的社区里也拿我开玩笑吧,你们是受欢迎的.我刚想到你们说的有些老灵魂没有之前那么闪亮了,可能爱情受挫就是原因.它总是开始得美丽,疯狂滋生,在它达到顶峰之前如果被什么限制了正常生长,被牵绊了,它变得寂静,就像快要燃尽的火,仅仅在内部保持着热量.如果它继续狂野地燃烧而没有燃料加入,它可能会全部烧成灰烬,再也无法点燃.别担心,我心依然火热.谢谢你们和你们在这里提供的帮助,我是说我没有提及的你们每一个人,我猜你们能够感觉到我,谢谢你们.最后我想对我亲爱的说,如果继续你的推特博主生涯让你觉得快乐并且你在考虑回归,请不要对你的粉丝是否在热切期盼你有太多在意,你的粉丝和娱乐明星们的粉丝不同.还有地球人的记忆和注意力持续时间通常也不长,所以别在意这一点.如果你有那么一些粉丝,希望看到你做自己开心的,属于你的事,而恰好你会觉得偶尔写点东西给他们看会让你开心,你愿意回来吗?可能没有热烈的掌声和鲜花欢迎你的归来,可否允许我先给你一个虚拟的吻在你的手指,我的女王,如果你不喜欢就当我没说,没人看见这个,我相信他们会同意这一点.怎么都行,只要你开心.我觉得好像看到了你的微笑."
April 2, 2026. Lin Yuhui studied a great deal of information relayed by the "old woman." After multiple comparisons, he finally understood—much of it was about Liliya, and perhaps gossip about her from before. Based on the content of the old woman's information, it seemed to be a channel for messages after Liana's Twitter account stopped updating, because the content appeared strongly correlated with his own information. Yet the old woman repeatedly mentioned that Liana had told her things differently. He wondered whether Liana had deliberately told her to say that, so that others would be convinced that what she posted did not originate from Liana—thereby making Liliya's gossip more credible, and not coming from Liana. Could it be that the little girl's competitive female instinct had come up with this idea? To weaken Liliya and her competition for men? At this thought, Lin Yuhui laughed. Competing for me? Heh, a bit arrogant.
But thinking of how lonely the universe is, Lin Yuhui was quite tolerant of Liliya's "man-stealing" affair—only slightly sour. But, heh, it was indeed effective. Haha, the scales tipped a little away from Liliya. Funny, funny.
On the other hand, the content over at Gloris's side regarding Liliya and Lydia was much more moderate. She had once said that Lydia had prepared some kind of message time capsule for her—a source of information. He wondered whether what she was posting now was that? Over at Gloris's side, the source was Lydia.
2026年4月2日,林语晖研究了好多老女人讲述的信息,多个对比终于看明白了,好多讲的是莉莉娅或许还有之前的她的八卦.根据老女人的信息内容,似乎是莉安娜推特账号停更后的信息传递通道,因为似乎内容与自己的信息有强关联,但是老女人似乎多次提到莉安娜与她说的不一样.不知道是不是莉安娜故意让她那么说的,好让别人信服她发布的内容不是源于莉安娜,从而让莉莉娅的八卦更有信服力,不是出自莉安娜.难道是小丫头雌竟想到的主意?削弱莉莉娅和她抢男人?想到这林语晖笑了,抢我?呵呵,有点自大了.
不过想到宇宙中那么孤单,看到莉莉娅抢男人的事情林语晖对此还挺宽容的,稍微有一点酸而已,不过,呵呵,确实有效,哈哈哈,天平有点从莉莉娅偏了走了.好笑好笑.
反观格洛瑞斯那边的关于莉莉娅和莉迪娅的内容平和得多,她曾经说莉迪娅给她准备了消息时间胶囊之类的,就是信息源,不知道她现在发布的是不是这个?格洛瑞斯那边是莉迪娅的消息源.
April 2, 2026. This year, spring had failed to arrive several times in the northeast, with precipitation and temperature drops mixed with rain and snow. That morning, Lin Yuhui, as usual, scrolled through Douyin while washing up and preparing breakfast. From his phone came Alan Tam's song "Late Spring"—quite fitting.
"Who can spark hope with a little love,
A dream from the past, unconsciously falls in love again…"
As the melody played, between every note, he seemed to see Liana again—her figure, her hesitation.
In this belated spring, was she also looking forward to the arrival of spring? Lin Yuhui wanted to write her a little poem, to comfort and care for her feelings.
2026年4月2日,今年东北几次开春都失败了,夹杂着雨和雪的降水和降温,这天早上林语晖如同往常一样,刷着抖音洗漱准备早饭.手机里传来谭咏麟的歌曲"迟来的春天",还挺应景,
"谁人将一点爱闪出希望,
从前的一个梦,不知不觉再恋上...",旋律响起,在每个音符之间,仿佛又看到了莉安娜,她的身影,她的迟疑.
在这迟来的春天里,她是否也在期盼着春天的到来?林语晖想要为她写一首小诗,安慰,呵护她的心情,
Completed at 9:40 AM, he began sending:
"The winter just passed was a little long,
The spring just arriving is a little lost,
A few days of joy, only moments, yet frozen away.
The sparrows no longer sing,
I guard the lingering warmth in my heart, recalling,
A few mornings of rain and snow, so cold.
Recalling the splendid bloom of days past,
Recalling that spring when I met you.
The winter just passed was a little long,
I just sent away the ladybugs that wintered in my home,
The spring just arriving is a little lost,
I start to worry about their growth in the icy rain.
The winter just passed was a little long,
It held back my steps, I know not where to go.
The spring just arriving is a little lost,
I want to open my arms and light up your face at dawn,
In this belated spring."
9点40分创作完成,开始发送,
"刚刚走过的冬日有些长,
刚刚走来的春天有些迷茫,
曾经几日欢颜,只片刻,却被冷藏.
麻雀们不再欢歌,
我守着内心的余温在回想,
几日清晨雨雪凉.
回想曾经花开的盛颜,
回想与你相遇的那个春天.
刚刚走过的冬日有些长,
我才送走了家中过冬的花大姐,
刚刚走来的春天有些迷茫,
我开始担心她们在冰雨里的成长.
刚刚走过的冬日有些长,
牵绊了我的脚步,不知走向何方.
刚刚走来的春天有些迷茫,
我想敞开胸怀,照亮你清晨的脸庞,在这迟来的春天里."
While sending it, the idle Lin Yuhui also sent the topic to the AIs, asking them to write a little poem titled "Late Spring" for a distant lover. Predictably, those AIs produced bland, whining verses.
Then Lin Yuhui threw his own poem to them for reading comprehension—not bad, they analyzed it layer by layer. As long as something already existed, AI could always add embellishments; as for creating something original—forget it.
Then Lin Yuhui asked each of them one by one: "Did the author fall in love with her?"
All the AIs said no, that it was merely deep emotion, and the reasons they gave made Lin Yuhui laugh and cry—they said there was no exclusive jealousy in it, so it was not love. Only ERNIE Bot bluntly said: "If this isn't love, then there is no love."
In that instant, Lin Yuhui suddenly realized that he had never formally said those words to Liana. He had only buried them deep in his heart, quietly hidden away, preserved for her. The words I refused to speak aloud, holding for you in my heart are for you my love.
一边发送,闲下来的林语晖又把考题发给了AI们,让它们以"迟来的春天"为题,给远方的爱人写一首小诗.可想而知那些AI又是不疼不痒,无病呻吟.
然后林语晖把自己这首诗甩给它们,让它们阅读理解,还不错,层层递进分析.只要是已经有的东西,AI总能锦上添花,让它们原创点什么就别想了.
然后林语晖又挨个问它们,"作者是不是爱上她了?"
AI们都说没有,只是很深刻的情感,给出的理由也让林语晖哭笑不得,说是这里面没有排他的嫉妒心,所以不是爱.只有文心一言简单粗暴地说,"如果这都不是爱那就没有爱了."
一瞬间林语晖忽然意识到,自己还从来没有对莉安娜正式地说过那几个字,只是把它深深地埋在心底,悄悄藏好,为她保存着.那不肯说出口的,是我心中对你的爱.