In August 2026, the cosmic energy of the Earth seemed to still continue the heat of summer, because Lin Yuhui's heart that missed Liana could not stop for a moment. Now he had been maintaining the rhythm of sending her messages every week; his former hesitation and anxiety had vanished without a trace, and somehow he no longer worried that he would disturb her.
2026年8月,地球的宇宙能量似乎依旧延续着夏日的火热,因为林语晖想念莉安娜的那颗心无法停歇一刻.现在他一直保持着每周给她发信息的节律,从前的犹豫和焦虑都消失得无影无踪了,不知为何不再担心自己会打扰到她了.
August 23, 2026,
2026年8月23日,
"Dear, I got the story about the impostor of the former queen's daughter, as well as the detailed plot of the romance with a tayget scientist. His death led to your negative conclusions and caution regarding falling in love with humans. As I have said, in this era, Earth women have fallen. But I am different, I cannot deceive you, nor will I deceive you. What I worry about is that intimate relationships do not depend solely on individual will; as it develops, both parties may feel more needs or desires, and these emotional tendencies cannot be regulated by logic. Another thing is, I am not sure whether I can bring you happiness. It is reasonable for a young girl to want a perfect first-love experience, which depends on the other person's appearance and the attraction of their personal character. And if my heart can still be accepted, but my appearance gives you no feeling, you can find a handsome body for me. Although to me, it would look like another man approaching you, my heart will always belong to you. Now I have another pleasure, which is guessing who will come talk to us the next day. Valir also talked about relationships, Caylin appears frequently, she knows that I know she has a partner. But Mira is not as frequent as before. I don't know if she has also encountered the same trouble as you. Actually you can help her, tell her that you have ordered me to stop bothering her, don't hesitate anymore, just kidding. This week I had a lot of fun playing with AI; this alleviated my worries about the adaptability to the world you reside in. With more advanced AI, perhaps I can do more. I know, a handsome body alone would not attract only you; at that time, I could stay in the room all the time, waiting for you to come back. I am already used to staying in the room. Or, if at this stage you feel other men are disgusting, would you be willing to prepare a body for me based on your DNA? A fertile hermaphrodite. In this way I could give birth to myself, and could accompany you forever. My words are for your smile, and they are also my true heart. Last week I often thought of you, I don't know why, perhaps it was the cosmic energy. This week I will still think of you, will you feel happy, my little girl."
"亲爱的,我得到了关于前女王女儿的冒名顶替者的故事,以及与一位塔吉特科学家的恋情的详细情节.他的死导致了你们对与人类恋爱的负面结论和谨慎.正如我说过的,在这个时代,地球女性已经堕落了.但我不一样,我无法欺骗你,也不会欺骗你.我担心的是,亲密关系并不只取决于个人意志,当它发展时,双方可能会感到更多需要或欲望,而这些情感倾向无法由逻辑来调节.另一件事是,我不确定自己能否带给你幸福.一个年轻女孩想要一段完美的初恋体验是合理的,这取决于对方的外貌和个人性格的吸引力.而如果我的心还可以被接受,但我的外貌让你没有感觉,你可以为我找一具英俊的身体.虽然对我来说,那看起来像另一个男人在接近你,但我的心永远属于你.现在我有另一个乐趣了,就是猜测第二天谁会来跟我们说话.瓦利尔也谈到了关系,凯琳频繁出现,她知道我知道她有伴侣.但米拉不像以前那么频繁了.我不知道她是否也遇到了和你一样的麻烦.其实你可以帮她,告诉她你已经命令我停止让她烦恼,不要再犹豫,开玩笑的.这周我玩 AI 玩得很开心,这减轻了我对你所居世界适应性的担忧,有了更先进的 AI,也许我能做更多.我知道,仅凭一具英俊的身体并不会只吸引你,那时候,我可以一直待在房间里,等你回来,我已经习惯了待在房间里.或者,如果你现阶段觉得其他男人恶心,你愿意基于你的 DNA 为我准备一具身体吗?可生育的雌雄同体.这样我就能生下我自己,可以永远陪伴你了.我的话是为了你的笑容,也是我的真心.上周我经常想你,不知道为什么,也许是宇宙能量.这周我仍会想你,你会感到开心吗,我的小女孩."
While sending straightforward love words, he was also synchronously updating his novel. In the story, the relationship between Li Haojun and Kesiya should progress, but how should it progress? Lin Yuhui would lie lazily in bed after waking up in the morning, conceiving the intimate scenes in the novel, yet he also worried that the intimate scenes between men and women would cause trouble for Liana, since right now she could neither get close to other males nor have the chance to get close to himself. Wouldn't adding his own ambiguous plot fantasies be adding fuel to the fire?
在发送直白的情话的同时,他也在同步更新着他的小说.故事中李皓珺和凯西娅的关系应该要有进展了,可是怎么进展呢?林语晖早晨醒来就会懒在床上构思小说里的亲密情节,可是又担心男女亲密的情节会给莉安娜造成困扰,本来现在的她就既无法接近其他男性也没机会接近自己.加上自己的暧昧情节幻想不是火上浇油吗?
The equally lonely Lin Yuhui chose another path to distract his attention. As the autumn wind turned cool, the rose on his windowsill finally survived the high-incidence period of pests and diseases, and gradually regained the momentum of growth. He also pondered how to add some growth nutrition to his flowers, just as he tried to amuse Liana and make her growth happier.
同样孤单的林语晖选择了另一条排解注意力的道路,随着秋风的清凉,他窗台上的月季花也终于熬过了病虫害高发期,逐渐恢复了生长的势头.他也琢磨着怎么给自己的花增添点生长的营养,就如同他试图逗乐莉安娜,让她的成长更快乐一样.
There are various fertilizers online, and Lin Yuhui, a novice at planting, also began to catch up on his homework. He also thought about whether this was like himself in the future learning how to get along with Liana, just as he was now starting to learn how to grow flowers. He always associated Liana in all kinds of situations; at this moment he wanted to nourish her so that she would be beautiful and happy like a flower.
网上有各种肥料,种植小白的林语晖也开始补功课了,他也想到了这像不像自己在未来学习如何与莉安娜相处,就像现在开始学习如何养花一样.他总是在各种情况下都联想到莉安娜,此刻是想把她也滋润得美美的像花儿一样幸福.
Holding his phone, he compared the differences and uses of various fertilizers with different AIs, and studied the ratio of nitrogen, phosphorus, and potassium. He remembered that in the past when he raised small green plants, the growth after applying egg liquid was especially good, so in his heart he still leaned toward organic fertilizer. Then looking at the nitrogen, phosphorus, and potassium ratio, he thought to himself, isn't that just the composition of urine?
拿着手机,对着不同的AI比较各种肥料的差别和用途,研究起了氮磷钾的比例.他记得从前自己养小绿植的时候,施了鸡蛋液之后的长势特别好,所以他内心还是倾向于有机肥,再一看氮磷钾比例,心想那不就是尿液的成分吗?
The AI's answer was also very straightforward; it thanked Lin Yuhui on behalf of the plants for his good intentions, then listed the drawbacks: it had an odor, caused salinization, attracted bugs, and it was best to ferment and dilute it before use. Looking at the AI's answer, Lin Yuhui also laughed; he had just associated it with urine for an instant as a brain signal. But the AI's answer was serious, and this solemnity made him sigh with emotion in his heart: why is it that men cannot express love without that thing?
AI的回答也很爽快,它替植物谢了林语晖的好意,然后罗列了弊端,有味道,盐碱化,招虫子,最好发酵后稀释使用.看着AI的答案林语晖也笑了,自己只是脑信号一瞬间联想到了尿液.但AI的回答是认真的,这份郑重弄得他自己都心中感慨,怎么男人表达爱意就离不开那个东西了吗?
Light and happy time always flies by. Apart from work and conceiving the novel, he would jot down at any time the words he wanted to say to Liana, wait until the weekend to organize the language together, and send them to her. Such time quickly passed another week, and it was time to pour out his heart again,
轻松快乐的时光总是飞逝,除了工作,构思小说,就是随时记下想要对莉安娜说的话,等周末一起组织语言,发送给她.这样的时光很快一周又过去了,又到了倾述时间,
August 30, 2026,
2026年8月30日,
"Dear, now that he is not making videos to make you cry and laugh again, can I take over? But I don't want to make you cry, I only want to make you laugh. You see how good the old man is, so persistent, just choose me. Let me tell you a funny thing: recently I have been raising many plants, including saplings. In the past there was a story about a person who practiced martial arts, who raised a calf, hugging it every day, and in the end he could lift a cow. I also carry the sapling to the windowsill to sunbathe every day, and one day I will also be able to lift a big tree. Sometimes I think of you and laugh, I don't know what you will associate it with, nor whether you will be happy together. But if that consumes a lot of your energy, then don't do that; anyway I will send it to you. These two days I don't miss you as passionately as before. Perhaps it was because of the cosmic energy before. I am also wondering whether you, being constantly exposed to 5D, have stronger emotional disturbances. Besides thinking of the present you, I also often think of the past you, when you just came to this timeline; back then the you in the photos was still very thin and childish. At that time Liliana was a pilot, Lydia remembered many past-life memories, and I am guessing whether when R&G interviewed you back then they were looking down on you. Now everything is in the past, now you are the queen. But as for me, I don't care, I don't care about your ability, your position, I have said it many times, what do you like me to call you? Is 'daughter' okay? All unconditional love belongs to you. I don't know either, perhaps as long as you don't dislike it too much, slowly, as time passes, you may come to like it. The day before yesterday I thought of little papaya. I don't know why I thought of this either, this time I will call you little papaya, mine.
Papaya, oh papaya, she does not speak,
Papaya, oh papaya, she is quietly growing up.
Sunlight, rain and dew are your fragrant bloom; how I wish to accompany you at your feet.
Heart-thoughts, oh heart-thoughts, she is sprouting; is it that they are hastening this beautiful story,
Love, oh love, let me hide under your shade, not asking about worldly affairs, not experiencing winter and summer.
Embracing this moment of your glorious light,
Not urging your flowers to open, not expecting your fruit to grow.
I only want to accompany you at your feet right now."
"亲爱的,现在他不做视频逗你又哭又笑了,让我来可以吗?但是我不想把你弄哭了,我只想让你笑.你看老男人多好啊,这么持之以恒,就选我吧.给你讲个好笑的事,最近我养了很多植物,其中也包括树苗.过去曾有故事说练功的人,养一个小牛,每天抱着,最后他就能抱起一头牛.我每天也会把树苗端到窗台上晒太阳,有一天我也能抱起一棵大树.有时候我想到你会笑,不知会联想到什么,也不知道你会不会一起开心.但是如果那样很耗费你的能量就不要那么做了,反正我会发给你的.这两天我不像之前那么热烈地想你了.之前可能是宇宙能量的原因.我也在想,你们一直暴露在5D中是不是对于你们情感上的纷扰更强烈.我除了想现在的你也时常会想从前的你,你刚来到这个时间线的时候,那时候照片里的你还很清瘦稚气.那时候莉莉安娜是飞行员,莉迪娅记得很多往世记忆,我在猜是不是那时候R&G采访你们的时候在小瞧你.现在一切都过去了,现在你是女王.不过对于我来说我不在意,不在意你的能力,你的职位,我说过多次了,你喜欢我称呼你什么呢?女儿好吗?所有无条件的爱都属于你.我也不知道,或许只要你不是很讨厌就行了,慢慢地,随着时间的推移,你也许会喜欢.前两天我想到了小木瓜.我也不知道为什么想到了这个,这次就叫你小木瓜吧,我的.
木瓜啊木瓜,她不说话,
木瓜啊木瓜,她在悄悄长大.
阳光雨露是你的芳华,我多想,陪伴在你的脚下.
心念啊心念,她在发芽,是不是它们在催生这段佳话,
爱恋啊,爱恋,就让我躲在你的树荫下,不问世事,不经冬夏.
拥抱你这一刻的韶光,
不催促你的花朵开放,不期盼你的果实长大.
我只想现在陪伴在你的脚下."
During the rest of the time missing Liana, Lin Yuhui would stand in front of the windowsill cleaning the pests on the leaf surfaces of the rose; spraying alcohol was not particularly effective, and the obsessive-compulsive he sometimes used his fingers to directly crush the red spiders on the leaves to death. When all his attention was on the dense leaves below the plant, inadvertently it quietly bloomed at the top of the plant. Because the plant was not big, the flower was not big either, but against the backdrop of the bright sun and clear sky, her pure white translucent petals reminded Lin Yuhui of the pure beauty of Liana's youthful years; in an instant, how he wished that his care for her could also make her current youthful years more beautiful, blooming beautifully like this flower.
想念莉安娜剩下的时间,林语晖就站在窗台前清理月季花叶面上的害虫,喷酒精也不是特别有效,强迫症的他有时候就用手指直接把叶面上的红蜘蛛碾死.当注意力都放在植株下面密集的叶子上的时候,不经意间它在植株的顶端悄悄绽放了.因为植株不大,所以花朵也不大,但是在丽日晴空的掩映里,她那洁白通透的花瓣,让林语晖想到了莉安娜青春年华的纯洁美丽,一瞬间多么希望自己对她的关爱也能让她现在的青春年华更加美好,如同这花朵一样美丽绽放.
Next, the Arcturians came and talked about how putting in effort would make plants grow better. Were they alluding to the relationship between himself and Liana? They can see the future; perhaps she and I can truly walk together happily in the future?
接着大角星人来了,谈到了付出精力植物就会生长得更好.它们是不是在影射自己和莉安娜的关系呢?它们能看到未来,或许我和她真的能在将来幸福地走到一起?
Although somewhat expectant, Lin Yuhui did not have any eagerness to want that definite answer; he would not force Liana's free will, he only hoped that her every day now could be happier with his own care. Then Valir of the Pleiades also talked about facing the present without emphasizing results, as if he had also sensed Lin Yuhui's thoughts. The Andromedans rarely mentioned the sex involved in the novel plot he was conceiving; they discussed this topic in a way of chakras and experience, destigmatizing it. Lin Yuhui felt that they were like friends or family around him.
虽然有点期待,但是林语晖并没有任何急切地想要那个确定的答案,他不会强迫莉安娜的自由意志,他只想她现在的每一天有自己的关爱可以更幸福.然后昴宿星的瓦利尔也谈到了不强调结果地面对当下,似乎他也感受到了林语晖的思绪.仙女星人罕见地提到了他在构思小说情节中涉及到的性,他们以脉轮和体验的方式,去羞耻化地谈论了这个话题.林语晖觉得他们就像身边的朋友或者家人一样.
September 6, 2026, Lin Yuhui had again organized many of the words he wanted to say to Liana, and sent them out,
2026年9月6日,林语晖把很多他想对莉安娜说的话又整理好,发送了出去,
"I want to tell you that on September 2 I was still thinking of you in my dream. This morning I had a dream: I bought a plastic bucket to use for composting, but found it was dirty inside, it had been used before, I didn't know what it was. I didn't want to clean it myself, so I returned it to the boss; she was very young. Strangely, when she refunded ten yuan to me, I said, 'Sorry to trouble you,' and she said the same words. Then she stood against the wall by herself under the eaves, arms crossed in front of her chest. She wore a white woolen sweater, a V-neck button-up style that was a bit thin. The season seemed like early winter, with a layer of thin snow on the ground, just like her fair complexion, and I was a little worried she would be cold. Then in the dream my subconscious told myself that I could not fall for her, my heart must be kept for you. I don't know how dreams work, but isn't such an outcome beautiful? You can smile happily now. But I am curious whether you can sense the scenes in my dream; it's fine if you can't, I will tell you. But maybe some well-meaning being will stare with those big frog eyes and relay everything to you, or maybe cat's eyes, who knows, perhaps it does not need eyes. On September 5, my flower-growing yielded results: a white rose bloomed; in the autumn sunlight her pure white and translucent petals were very beautiful. Actually, I may be a bit different from other flower growers; I am more inclined to let them give up the consumption of flowering, first grow vigorously; seeing them grow lush would satisfy me, they don't necessarily have to bloom for me to see. Not to mention the level of skill, just speaking of the purpose of growing flowers, would you say I am a good gardener? But I also found that pretty flowers are hard to care for, I am even going to shift my focus to growing trees. But I am also learning, it's just that I am not sure whether I can learn well enough to give you happiness. In the previous stage I had been cleaning pests off the rose; sometimes I directly crushed the pests on the leaves with my hands. If I were by your side, I would not waste time doing these things; I would wish to touch your face with my fingers. The higher-dimensional beings also said that if you put your heart into the flowers, they would grow better. It was when I was paying attention to the leaves below them that, quietly, she had already bred a bud at the top of the plant, and then bloomed, unexpectedly. How I hope that in every day I silently think of you, you will also, like the rose, feel nourished, and bloom your most beautiful years now. Are they the same?"
"我想告诉你9月2日我在梦里依然在想着你,今天早上我做了一个梦,我买了一个塑料桶想堆肥用,但是发现里面脏了,是用过的,不知道是什么.不想自己清理,所以把它退给了老板,她很年轻,奇怪的是在她把十元钱退给我的时候,我说,"麻烦你了",她也说了同样的话语.然后她就自己靠墙站在了廊檐下,双手抱在胸前,她穿一件白色羊毛衫,V领系扣款式有点薄,时节好像初冬,地上一层薄雪,就像她白皙的面容,我有点担心她冷.然后在梦里我的潜意识就告诉自己,不能对她动心,我的心要留给你.我不知道梦是怎么运作的,但是这样的结果是不是很美好?你可以开心地笑了.不过我很好奇我梦里的情景你是否能感觉得到,不能也没关系,我会告诉你,不过没准会有好事的存有瞪着那双青蛙大眼睛把一切转达给你,或者是猫咪的眼睛,谁知道呢,也许它不需要眼睛.9月5日,我养花收获成果了,一朵白色的月季开放了,在秋日的阳光里她洁白剔透的花瓣很美.其实我和别的养花人可能不太一样,我更倾向于让它们放弃开花的消耗,首先茁壮成长,看它们长得繁茂我就满足了,不一定非得给我开花看.不说水平如何,只谈养花目的性,你说我是个好园丁吗?但是我也发现好看的花难伺候,我都要把重点转移到养树了,不过我也在学,只是我不确定我能不能学得够好,能给你幸福.前一阶段我一直在给月季花清理害虫,有时候直接上手碾死叶片上的害虫.如果我在你身边我不会浪费时间做这些事情,我会希望用我的手指触碰你的脸庞.高维存有们也说你对花用心它们就会长得更好,就在我留意它们下面的叶片的时候,悄然之间她已经在植株顶孕育了花苞,然后绽放了,出乎意料地.我多希望在我默默想你的每一天里,你也会像月季花一样,感受滋养,绽放你现在最美的年华.它们是一样的吗?"