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Chapter 5 - Chapter 5 — Taking the First Step

Los Angeles glittered in the window, a necklace of light hung on the dark. Inside, the villa was quiet enough to hear the refrigerator breathe. Adrian slid leftover pizza onto a plate, reheated the remains of a steak, and twisted open a chilled bottle of late-harvest white he'd found in the wine fridge. He didn't know vintages from marketing, but he knew what he liked: cold, bright, a little decadent after a day that had actually gone right.

He ate standing at the counter, then carried his glass to the study. The cursor blinked on a blank page, patient and a little smug.

Title: Dark FablesAct I: The Thorn-Crowned Guardian

No Disney, no retellings with serial numbers filed off—original myths with teeth. He pictured an ancient forest claimed by a protector people called a witch because compassion in armor made them uncomfortable. A king who wanted what wasn't his. A promise broken, wings lost, a curse cast—and later, the kind of redemption that doesn't erase harm but refuses to be defined by it.

He began to sketch the opening in clean, unfussy lines: wind through ironwood trees; a girl climbing a boundary wall; a guardian who isn't kind but is fair. He wrote dialogue like flint strikes—quick, true, unsentimental. He let the images arrive and didn't try to choke them into someone else's plot. If a film from another world had started the fire, he was feeding it with different wood.

The work was slow, then faster. Phrases landed with the sound of rightness. Paragraphs stacked and held. He didn't try to be brilliant; he tried to be clear.

Time unspooled. He came up for air and realized the glass was empty and his shoulders were a single knotted muscle. He rolled them, smiled, and dove back in.

The next days were a loop he could live with: lawyer, accountant, signatures, valuations; calls with Carl that didn't devolve into apologies; pages every morning; scheduled posts every afternoon. The Seventeen editor had replied to the first column with three exclamation marks and a payment schedule. The blog had turned into a small campfire strangers warmed their hands at.

Writing, it turned out, wasn't hard because ideas were scarce. It was hard because detail is expensive. Translating a scene from head to page meant choosing the exact stones to cross a river you could drown in if you rushed. He had a third of the novella drafted before he admitted he'd underestimated how long crossing takes.

Still—something had shifted. The more he showed up, the more the work met him halfway. He found new beats the remembered film could never have given him: a guard dog that refused a command and changed a town's history; a child who lied kindly and learned the cost of mercy; a queen who apologized like a king.

He ate better because eating badly made the sentences wobble. He wasn't in love with the country's idea of "burgers fix everything," and his body was done being a museum of bad habits. So: steak, salads, fruit; good coffee; water like it was a job. After a handful of days, the mirror stopped looking like a warning label. Color returned to his face. His eyes—too bright from not enough sleep—settled into something human.

On a sun-warm afternoon, he dragged a chair into the small back garden and let himself exist. Sunglasses, coffee, a plate of almonds. The garden wasn't much—hedges, a lemon tree showing off—but birds stitched the air with quiet thread, and he felt, for the first time in a year, like his brain had room.

Memory sharpened. Words came when he called them. Sound and light turned the volume down on panic. The old superstition that he might be punished for feeling good tried to rise and was told, politely, to sit.

His phone buzzed. He considered ignoring it, then glanced: Carl.

He thumbed it on. "I was almost resting."

"No, no, no," Carl machine-gunned, thrilled. "Rest later. Your blog lines are everywhere. Seventeen just upped the offer—three hundred for the column package. Real money. Real schedule. We are officially back in business."

"You do love the language of dollars," Adrian said, sitting up, amused despite himself.

"I love you more when dollars love you," Carl countered, shameless. "Also, you're trending on two forums where the average age is 'rolls eyes at sincerity,' so congratulations on breaking the internet without dancing."

"You're intolerable," Adrian said, smiling. "I should fire you on principle."

"You've fired me four times. I'm vaccinated." Carl paused. "Seriously—this is the voice. Keep it clean, keep it kind, keep it you. Oh—and logistics: you wanted a housekeeper who can actually cook, plus a trainer?"

"Yes," Adrian said. "Home cooking, simple and decent. Legal paperwork in order. And a coach who knows the difference between rehab and punishment."

"On it," Carl said. "And—editor wants to meet in person to discuss the column and put ink to a contract. Tomorrow afternoon?"

"Set it," Adrian said. "I'll bring pages."

"Attaboy." Carl softened. "Whatever you're doing—keep doing it."

"Plan to."

They hung up. Adrian let the quiet settle back in. The garden resumed its small negotiations with the breeze.

He dozed, woke to the smell of sun-warmed lemons, and went inside to work until the paragraph did the thing where it clicks into something inevitable.

Mornings brought a surprise he didn't mention to anyone. He woke with a tacky layer on his skin, as if his body had decided to take out the trash while he slept. Showers rinsed it away. He stepped out feeling lighter, like he'd been exhaling for a year and finally remembered how to inhale. The nosebleeds were gone. The dizzy spells too. Whatever private miracle had ferried him into this life had decided to stop charging him interest.

He didn't try to explain it. He didn't make it a myth. He just worked.

By the week's end, the column cadence felt natural: two pieces, eight hundred words each, a voice that refused to be either empty or cruel. The blog's small wisdoms stacked into something sturdier than he expected. The novella reached its midpoint and didn't sag. The lawyer had term sheets; the accountant had numbers. A trainer texted a schedule that didn't feel like punishment. A cook with a calm smile arrived with a folder of references and a first-week menu that tasted like care.

Adrian sat in the garden again, coffee in hand, and opened the phone to a thread from Carl: Newspapers picked up the blog quotes. Keep the lines tight. Don't get dragged into comment wars. And yes, wear a shirt to the meeting even if your brand is "relatable chaos."

He laughed and typed back: I own two shirts. I will pick the less chaotic one.

A moment later: Proud of you, kid.

He swallowed around the unexpected lump in his throat and put the phone face-down.

The villa was still the villa—too big, too polished—but it felt less like a hotel someone had forgotten him in. He wasn't performing recovery. He was doing it, unphotographed and unremarkable, which felt exactly right.

He opened the laptop and added a final line to the day's post:

First steps rarely look heroic. They look like water, sleep, and pages.

He hit publish. He didn't wait for the numbers to climb. He closed the lid and let the silence do what silence does when you let it be a room, not a threat.

Tomorrow there would be a meeting, and after that, more pages. Somewhere down the line, a bank, a plan, a risk. Somewhere further, a choice about how much of the future to use and how not to be used by it.

Tonight, there was this: a chair, a garden, a city that glittered without asking anything of him, and a life that had finally—finally—taken its first honest step.

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