This time they have to play another little game organized by the company. As always, Liu Yaowen and Song Yaxuan will work together intimately. Yan Haoxiang just shook his head and walked away. He really couldn't hold on anymore.
What made him feel so sad was how Liu Yaowen just give his fully cooperated with all of this and played so intimate without thinking about his feelings. Sometimes he felt that all of Liu Yaowen's feelings for him were just fake.
Yan Haoxiang walked towards Ma Jiaqi and hugged him from behind.
"I feel so tired Ma ge..."
Yan Haoxiang whimpered helplessly. He really just wanted to go home and sleep. His eyes began to teary. He tried his best to keep his tears from flowing.
Ma Jiaqi and Ding Chengxin looked at each other. They turned and looked at Liu Yaowen who was happily playing with Song Yaxuan. Ma Jiaqi turned and looked at Ding Chengxin. Ding Chengxin nodded his head. And Ma Jiaqi's lips began to smile cynically.
"Xiao Yan. Let's play their game by our own rules."
Suggest Ma Jiaqi. He held Yan Haoxiang's small hand and turned his younger brother to move in front of him and Ding Chengxin. Yan Haoxiang shook his head. Then slowly he lowered his head. This made it difficult for Ma Jiaqi and Ding Chengxin to see the expression on Yan Haoxiang's face at that time.
"I don't want, I just want to go home. I'm really tired right now"
Yan Haoxiang's voice began to tear up. He felt like crying now. Ma Jiaqi looked at Ding Chengxin asking for an opinion. Ding Chengxin just shook his head while biting his lip. He was fighting with a lot of mixed feelings right now.
Slowly Ding Chengxin touched Yan Haoxiang shoulder. He tried to calm his younger brother down.
"Let's make him feel what you feel now. He's still young and doesn't understand what love is yet."
Ding Chengxin knew how much Liu Yaowen loved Yan Haoxiang. He witnessed how hard Liu Yaowen tried to seduce the cold and wild Yan Haoxiang. Even he and Ma Jiaqi still couldn't get through all of Yan Haoxiang's psychological obstacles. Only Liu Yaowen made it through almost all the obstacles. But looking at the current situation, he was afraid that Yan Haoxiang would set up a stronger barrier and full of traps.
Yan Haoxiang just stood still with an expressionless face. He knew that he had no choice but to simply accept the arrangements that had been made. But he really couldn't take it anymore. Maybe he should just end his feelings. His body began to shiver after thinking about all of that. He really couldn't lose Liu Yaowen who managed to win his trust and heart. The only man who gave him hope to keep fighting.
Ma Jiaqi and Ding Chengxin began to panic when they saw Yan Haoxiang condition. Slowly they hugged him and tried to comfort their younger brother who was carrying the burden on his own.
The thorns growing in my heart are the seeds of gossip. My ears are filled with people's words. How can I balance my body that is about to lose weight?
Ding Chengxin began to sing to ease the heavy atmosphere around them. Ma Jiaqi looked at Ding Chengxin and gave a questioning expression "why are you singing a sad song in this situation?" Ding Chengxin replied with his body language "just follow my instructions" Ma Jiaqi nodded his head and began to follow Ding Chengxin's instructions.
Look at that broken mirror. The smile reflected in it seems so ironic. It's like a pampered angel in the clouds. The foamy wings will eventually dissipate and turn into sand.
Ma Jiaqi started singing along.
Why live to be liked? Or fulfill the comment of "what you should do"? What does those obsessions about "necessary" have to do with me?
They sang together louder to help Yan Haoxiang from hearing Liu Yaowen and Song Yaxuan's laughter.
The lonely monster is hidden deep in every body and soul. I never thought about being bound by anyone. Day or night, I always have a place to go.
Yan Haoxiang body began to stop shaking. But his body temperature started to rise little by little.
There is a group of lonely monsters
Every corner is full of stars
No one needs to be manipulated by anyone
Right or wrong, no one should make notes
Ma Jiaqi and Ding Chengxin let go of their embrace after feeling Yan Haoxiang's body temperature start to rise slightly. Ding Chengxin placed his forehead on Yan Haoxiang's forehead to confirm Yan Haoxiang's body temperature and make sure that Yan Haoxiang did not have a fever.
They are all insignificant dust that falls into the universe. They are just the darkest starry sky hidden in the invisible. No one can replace their existence. Why should we be trapped in endless sorrow? Covering ourselves with endless sighs?
Yan Haoxiang pushed Ding Chengxin and started singing along. His vibrating voice reached Liu Yaowen's ears and began to create an echo in his heart. Liu Yaowen quickly turned towards Yan Haoxiang's voice. His blood began to rise to his head until his face turned red after seeing Yan Haoxiang place his forehead against Ma Jiaqi's.
Liu Yaowen pushed Song Yaxuan and walked towards Yan Haoxiang. He almost lost his mind. He really wanted to drag Yan Haoxiang away and lock him up so that no one could touch him. Yan Haoxiang belonged to him alone.
When he saw Liu Yaowen walking towards him, Yan Haoxiang quickly turned around and started to walk away. Ma Jiaqi tried to stop Liu Yaowen from approaching Yan Haoxiang but failed. In fact, he was rudely pushed by Liu Yaowen who had lost his judgment and almost fell. Luckily Ding Chengxin was by his side and caught him from falling to the ground.
Ma Jiaqi rubbed his chest and looked at Ding Chengxin's face. He smiled and breathed a sigh of relief. Ding Chengxin smiled and shook his head. They watched Yan Haoxiang and Liu Yaowen leave. From a distance, they could see how Liu Yaowen was trying his best to persuade Yan Haoxiang who was on the verge of tears.
At home, Yan Haoxiang sat quietly and ate his food slowly. Ding Chengxin touched Ma Jiaqi's shoulder and motioned for him to persuade Yan Haoxiang to eat properly. He knew, Yan Haoxiang would only eat a little by looking at the way he was eating.
Ma Jiaqi looked at Ding Chengxin's face and swallowed his saliva "why me..?" Ding Chengxin glared at Ma Jiaqi "that's your job.." Ma Jiaqi nodded reluctantly and stared at Liu Yaowen who never once took his eyes off from Yan Haoxiang's face.
The way Liu Yaowen looked at Yan Haoxiang was like he was going to swallow Yan Haoxiang alive. Once again, Ma Jiaqi swallowed his saliva and shook his head at Ding Chengxin. Ding Chengxin sighed heavily. "Unbelievable..."
"Yaowen... can you passed me the sauce please?"
Ding Chengxin tried to divert Liu Yaowen's gaze from Yan Haoxiang. He needs to stop this situation. Liu Yaowen looked at Ding Chengxin and nodded. He would never win against Ding Chengxin who was always with him and helped him grow up. After he handed the sauce to Ding Chengxin, his eyes began to look at Yan Haoxiang again. This time his gaze was softer than before. Once again, Ding Chengxin heaved a heavy sigh."totally helpless.."