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Chapter 19 - Chapter 19 – The Weight of a Father

The Blackwell estate held its silence as though it were tradition, but Edward had long since learned how to read what lurked beneath it. A household did not need raised voices to reveal its unrest—silence, when sharp enough, told him everything.

For months, that silence had been filled with shame. Bottles rattling in hidden corners. Servants walking on eggshells. Isabella's clipped replies at the table. Clara's eyes burning with exhaustion. And Lucian—his son—slouched in shadows, drowning himself one glass at a time.

Edward had buried himself in work, carried the weight of the board on his shoulders, and forced the Blackwell name to remain untarnished while his heir crumbled.

He had not expected change. Not after so many false dawns.

And yet, whispers had reached him in the past week. Not from Clara—her silence toward her brother was still as sharp as ever—but from the servants. The cook who noted Lucian ate on time. The driver who reported fewer late-night calls. The maid who spoke in cautious tones about evenings spent not in drunken haze but in the library, pen scratching across paper until the hours bled into dawn.

Edward had dismissed them at first. Wishful talk. Servants clinging to the scraps of what once was. But then came the reports from the office: directors who spoke, reluctant but honest, of Lucian's composure at meetings; a successful negotiation that had drawn reluctant nods from skeptics.

And Clara—Clara, who had been his sharpest critic—had grown quieter. Not softer, not yet. But Edward had seen the way her eyes lingered on her brother when she thought no one was watching.

Tonight, Edward stood at the top of the stairs, his hands folded behind his back, staring at the faint glow spilling from beneath the library door.

He hadn't stepped into that room for years. Too many memories lingered there, too much disappointment. Yet his feet carried him closer, silent along the corridor until he reached the threshold.

The door was half open.

Inside, Lucian sat at the desk, pen in hand, posture firm. Reports were laid out in neat stacks, annotated and corrected, his focus absolute. The lamplight carved out the lines of his face, no longer dulled by excess.

Edward's chest tightened, though his expression remained unreadable.

For a moment, he saw not the man Lucian had become but the boy he once was—the boy who had argued fiercely at the dinner table about scholarships and market strategies, who had stood with pride when he earned his place at university without his father's intervention, who had sworn he would make the Blackwell name stronger than ever.

He had believed him then. He had been proud.

Then had come ruin. And Edward had been forced to harden his heart, to strip the softness from his fatherhood in order to keep the family standing.

But tonight, as he lingered at the door, Edward wondered if perhaps… just perhaps… the boy he had lost was clawing his way back.

"Father."

Lucian's voice was steady, acknowledging without surprise. He had noticed him.

Edward stepped inside, his shoes clicking softly against the polished floor. He stopped across from the desk, hands still clasped behind his back, his gaze sweeping over the reports. He said nothing for a long while, only listening to the faint tick of the clock.

Finally, he spoke, his voice low and even.

"You've kept yourself busy."

Lucian inclined his head. "There's much to be done."

Edward studied him, his sharp eyes missing nothing. The pale complexion, the slight tension in his shoulders, the faint tremor when his hand shifted the pen—remnants of the damage his son had dealt to himself. But beneath it was something steadier.

"You did well with the negotiations," Edward said at last. His tone gave nothing away, but the words themselves carried weight. "The directors were… surprised."

Lucian's lips curved faintly. Not pride, but acknowledgment. "It was necessary."

Edward let the silence hang between them again, measuring, weighing.

Then he said quietly, "I can't keep holding the board forever, Lucian. Think carefully. Every step you take now is one closer to regaining what you lost—or to losing what little remains."

Lucian's gaze didn't falter. "I know. That's why I won't waste this chance."

For a heartbeat, Edward's composure almost shifted. He saw it—the firmness in Lucian's eyes. Not the arrogance of a heir, nor the glazed desperation of a ruined man. But a steadiness. A determination that echoed the son he remembered.

Edward exhaled slowly, a breath that was almost a sigh, though no one in the household would dare call it that.

Without another word, he turned, his footsteps measured as he left the room.

The door closed softly behind him.

In the hallway, Edward paused. His gaze lingered on the darkened window at the end of the corridor, the faint reflection of his own face staring back at him. For the first time in a long while, the weight on his shoulders felt… not lighter, but less solitary.

Perhaps he could not say it aloud. Not yet. But deep inside, Edward allowed himself the smallest spark of something he had long buried.

Hope.

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