*it is all like what I think and my options an thoughts about life may change your perspective of seeing life but anyways this is how I see it as . Just all thoughts theories questions I raised about life and so on yeah *
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Everything is falling apart
I wish I was special
I wish I was talented enough
I wish I was pretty enough
I wish I was rich
I wish I was famous
I wish I was never a disappointment
I wish I wasn't the reason my mother cries
I wish I was lucky enough :(
I tried my best !!!!!
to be good at everything but seems I would never be the muse
I wishhhhhh I wasssss speciallll
I wish I could make my parents proudddd
They say such a disgrace to have me may be true :(
Life is just falling apart
Smth happens they blame it to meh whyy??!! What have I done??!!
Maybe I am bad but not that bad to .....
Oh how lucky those with pretty faces and pretty marks in the exam
Oh how lucky those rich and famous who got no drama ones
Well ......
Oh how I wishhhhhhhh ...!!!!:(
That's what I feel when everything is falling apart in my life and I guess some of my fellow readers may too ...
I also have a sad story my dear but no one cares so work harder!!! Anyways writing makes it a bit calm and peaceful .
So hello my fellow readers !.
Life is a beautiful gift we all have but sometimes that gift feels like a burden is life really a gift or just another test of living??!!
Life left me pondering about where I was before living peace fully??!
Who am I honestly?!
Is life real just a deep dream or imagination that I dive into thinking it's real ??!!
Life is so mysterious my fellow readers !!..
We may say we know everything or almost all but reality snaps we know nth nah uh not even me !....
Don't you feel like you're reading a script? How come they know what to say ?!! What to react ?! what if all the humans you see where imagination and your just the real one here in fact what if you were also created by your own imagination .?!
Many believe in fate while many don't. Is our destiny really scripted ??!
*Here I am not gonna talk much about fate but straight what I think *
You know when you see a dream inside the dream it feels so real like what if your dreaming right now and that's your life and well you sleep inside your dream too like a long dream after you die then maybe you will wake up . like you used to see cartoons right??! There the characters more acted like they don't know they are being filmed and someone else is watching their story . So what if our life is also being filmed but we don't know if someone else is watching it ..??!!
Let's dive into it in our next chap ...