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Chapter 16 - Night of Doubt

The night was unusually still, the stars veiled behind thick clouds. Arjun sat near the river, his body steady but his heart restless. He had faced storms of thought, fire of desire, mirrors of fear, and chains of memory. Each trial had given him strength. Yet tonight, another shadow crept in—doubt.

At first, it came as a whisper:

"What if this path leads nowhere?"

Arjun ignored it, focusing on his breath. But the whisper grew louder:

"What if all your struggles are in vain? What if there is no truth to find?"

Images swirled in his mind: the villagers living simple lives, laughing, eating, loving, without burdening themselves with endless meditation. Compared to them, his life seemed empty—just silence, struggle, and solitude.

"Perhaps I am chasing illusions," he thought. "Perhaps I should return, live as they do, and stop seeking what cannot be found."

The more he questioned, the heavier his chest felt. His once-clear path seemed shrouded in mist. His mind whispered: "There is no eternal self. You are wasting your life in nothingness."

For the first time in many moons, Arjun's faith wavered. His spirit trembled. He felt like a man lost in a desert, unsure if water even existed.

Then, a memory surfaced—the monk's voice:

"Doubt is the final guardian of truth. It will not let you pass until you face it with courage. If you flee, you remain in the prison of belief. If you stay, you walk into knowing."

Arjun closed his eyes again, this time not to escape doubt but to face it. He let the questions come.

What if nothing exists beyond the mind? What if all this is meaningless? What if I disappear into emptiness?

Each question pierced him, but instead of answering, he sat in silence. He did not resist. He did not argue. He simply allowed the doubt to burn through him.

Hours passed. His mind grew exhausted. And in the exhaustion, something shifted. Beyond doubt, there was a quietness. Beyond the questions, there was space—vast, open, infinite.

Arjun realized the truth: doubt was not his enemy. It was the fire that burned away false faith. What remained was not belief, but clarity.

As the clouds parted, a single star shone above. Arjun gazed at it, whispering:

"I do not know what lies ahead. But I will keep walking."

And with that, the night of doubt became the dawn of trust.

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