You've never ever
Smart 🩷 Jin
The same morning…
The same sunlight lit up another room, in a different part of the city.
Jin had woken up early and stepped out onto the balcony for a cigarette.
Something inside him still hadn't settled.
His mind kept drifting back to a few hours earlier…
Back to Jake.
But that wasn't the only problem he had to face.
Smart had entered his life, turning everything into a rush of adrenaline mixed with jealousy… and a hint of anger.
He turned his head toward Smart, who lay in bed, sleeping like a little bunny.
Jin smiled, turning his gaze back to the breathtaking view of the city spread out before him.
Why have I changed so much?
Why am I so obsessed with him? -He asked himself in silence, then turned toward the bed.
He lay down next to Smart again, running his fingers through his hair and wrapping him tightly in his arms.
Jin's eyes caught the light flickering from Smart's phone on the small nightstand.
"How many times have I told you not to leave this damn phone on silent, you untamed child?" Jin murmured, reaching for it.
With his eyes half-closed, Smart gently tugged Jin's hand and pressed it against his chest, holding it tight.
Jin smiled at Smart's sleepy gesture and planted a soft kiss on his eyelids.
"Wake up, little one," he murmured.
"Mmm… you little monster… go to your room.
Let me sleep a bit more," Smart murmured back, pressing even closer against Jin's body.
His hands moved lightly over Jin's abs, sending a wave of distraction through him.
""Am I a monster?Jin asked, a hint of surprise in his voice.
"Ohh… I'm exhausted…"
"Zoi—don't talk so much, just go to your room.
You're giving me a headache—go away," Smart murmured, rolling over in bed.
Jin watched him, unable to look away from such a sweet little creature.
"My babe… thinks he's in his own apartment," he thought, gently brushing Smart's nose.
"Of course you're exhausted… after drinking so much, you little rascal."
Smart tried to push Jin's hand away from his nose, tickled by the touch.
"Mmm… you'll pay for this when I wake up.
I swear, Zoi," he said, his voice tinged with sadness.
Jin leaned close to Smart's ear and whispered,
"I can't wait to see how you're going to punish me…"
The moment his voice reached Smart, his eyes shot open, meeting Jin's gaze immediately.
"Bubu—what are you doing here? When did you get in?" he asked, surprised.
"I came because I missed you," Jin whispered.
Smart lowered his gaze slightly and noticed that Jin wasn't wearing anything on top—every muscle was so clearly defined.
He bit his lip a little before speaking in a low voice,
"Maybe I'm still drunk… and just imagining this," he whispered.
"Then let's find out if you're still lost in your imagination," Jin said, pulling him closer with force.
He leaned in, closing the distance between them, and crashed his lips against his.
His fingers slid into Smart's hair, gripping it firmly as he deepened the kiss.
Jin kept kissing him, rougher now, stealing every bit of air between them.
Smart wrapped his arms around Jin's neck, not resisting at all—just letting himself melt into the kiss, following Jin's lead.
Jin immediately grabbed his hand and placed it against his body.
"Touch me," he whispered softly, and a charged breath filled the air in that moment.
Smart looked into his eyes, then slowly let his hand slide, gently caressing him until it stopped at his toned abdomen.
Damn… this feels so real," he said, then lifted his gaze, looking around the room.
He suddenly sat up, now upright in the middle of the dark-patterned bed.
"Damn… where am I?" he asked.
"In your future room," Jin replied, wrapping his arms around him from behind, resting his head against Smart's back.
"How did we end up here?
Why am I not at home?
Oh—Zoi!" he said, quickly looking around for his phone, tension clear in his movements.
"Don't worry.
Just breathe.
Nela stayed with her last night.
Give her some space.
She's not a child you can control every moment anymore… or is there something else bothering you?"
"What do you think should be bothering me?
Other than the fact that, in my eyes, she's still a child—and I worry about her?
Don't I have that right, as her older brother?And besides… you know what she is to me," Smart replied, answering with questions.
Jin wasn't born yesterday—he knew exactly that whenever Smart responded with questions, it was because he was trying to dodge the real one and turn the situation in his favor.
Out of everyone Jin had ever had in his life, Smart was by far the smartest.
You really think I don't know you well enough to see what you're doing? Jin thought, tightening his arms even more around Smart's waist.
"I'm just asking… because if something's bothering you, you know you've got me here to fix it."right ?
Smart smiled—but this time, it carried a mix of appreciation for Jin offering his help… and a hint of mischief.
You really think that if there's a problem, I wouldn't be able to handle it myself…
My, my Jin … you've got a lot to learn about me, Smart thought, of course having no intention of saying those words out loud just yet.
He took a deep breath and said,
"She's probably still asleep… and has definitely missed class by now."
"Don't stress," Jin said softly. "I called her a little while ago—she's at school."
Then he pressed a light kiss to the back of Smart's neck.
Smart placed his hands over Jin's, the ones wrapped around his waist, then slightly turned his head just enough to meet his eyes.
Thank you, bubu…"
Jin didn't miss the chance—he immediately kissed him on the lips, then pulled back just enough to say,
"We've got an appointment with the eye doctor today."
"Is that really necessary?" Smart asked, scratching his head.
"I think you're overreacting a little."
"You know this isn't up for discussion," Jin said firmly.
"I've already told Zoi we'll pick her up after school."
Smart turned to face Jin.
"Mm… looks like you've thought of everything," he said, studying him carefully, almost scanning him.
"Don't you have pajamas… or do you always sleep naked?"
"Hm… I just want to feel you closer against my body," Jin murmured.
"You better get used to it… because this is how I'm always going to sleep next to you."
Smart smiled."You're crazy…"
"Yeah… you're the one making me this way."
Now get up, take a shower. Let's have breakfast, then head to work."
Smart leaned in and kissed him softly on the lips.
"Okay…"
"If you keep kissing me like this, I swear… I'll tie you to this bed and won't let you leave this room," Jin teased softly, nibbling lightly on his ear.
Smart's heart started to beat faster, like the ticking of a clock.
A loving smile spread across his full lips.
If my thoughts could speak right now… and you could hear them, he thought,
you'd probably tie me to this bed for real—and I wouldn't have any escape from your hands.
A soft moan escaped him, a mix of pleasure and anticipation.
It was that soft moan that made Jin lose all patience.
He immediately grabbed Smart, pressing him back against the headboard.
Then, with a slow, teasing movement, he parted Smart's legs slightly, leaning closer between them.
Smart's cheeks flushed slightly, his body trembling with excitement, as if every cell had been set on fire.
Jin leaned in, his lips just inches from Smart's, eyes locked on those perfect lips like a predator sizing up its prey.
Then he slowly lifted his gaze to meet Smart's eyes, which shimmered as if hiding a burning desire.
One hand rested on Smart's chest, feeling that heart racing as if it were trying to escape.
This ♥️… it's going crazy just for me, isn't it?
Smart smiled, reaching out slowly to caress Jin's face.
His finger traced down Jin's nose, sliding toward his lips.
"Yeah… right?
She's making some space for you in there!"
Jin wrapped both hands around Smart's waist, pulling him tightly against his body.
With a heavy breath, he started speaking as if he were burning in the flames of desire.
"Smart… I swear… I can't hold back…"
But Smart didn't let him finish.
"Fuck—shut up. I know how you feel… I feel the same."
It wasn't just words—it was his breath that spoke for him.
Jin stared into his eyes, completely overwhelmed, frozen in place as if the air itself had vanished.
Smart leaned closer and, with a teasing boldness, pressed his tongue against Jin's lips—just enough to make him react.
The beast within Jin awoke, fierce and untamed.
He pushed Smart forcefully, pressing him even harder against the headboard, then claimed his delicious tongue, tasting and teasing every inch.
Smart was completely lost, overtaken by desire.
He wrapped his legs around Jin's waist, pressing even closer, molding himself against him.
Jin's tongue roamed inside Smart's mouth, sliding in and out, teasing, leaving just enough space for him to breathe.
It licked every drop of moisture that gathered on Smart's lips, and the sensation made Jin shiver, burning with desire.
He could no longer contain himself, watching the flushed, desperate look on Smart's face.
His hand slid down, brushing over Smart's arousal, squeezing lightly, testing his reaction.
Smart let out a soft moan, his head pressing hard against the headboard.
He murmured a few times, "Jin… Jin… stop, please…"
But Jin kept touching him, his hand gliding over Smart's body without pause, lips tracing along his neck.
Beb… when will you be ready to be mine?" he whispered.
Smart's body was no longer tense.
He had completely given in to the pleasure, letting every touch from Jin make him tremble.
Completely overwhelmed, he whispered softly,
"Soon, bubu… please.
I know it's hard, but… just hold on a little longer."
mmm… give me a little more time!"
"More time for what, beb?
Don't you think we've waited long enough?
You're torturing yourself… and me too."
Jin drew a deep breath, gazing intensely into his eyes.
His desire had grown intense, and Smart could feel the hardness of Jin's dick pressed between his thighs.
"My Jin… just give me some time to prepare myself… and get used to the idea."
Those words instantly pulled Jin out of the moment, his mind filling with questions.
"Get used to the idea? Time? What does he mean by that?"
Jin slowly pulled his hand away, then lifted it to Smart's lips.
"Prepare yourself?" he asked, calm but curious.
Smart hesitated for a moment, then leaned in and kissed him softly.
"Hmm… yeah," he murmured.
"It's just a way of saying it…" he added, avoiding Jin's gaze.
Jin gently cupped his chin, lifting his face to meet his eyes.
"Wait…" he murmured, narrowing his eyes slightly.
"Does that mean…" he paused, studying him carefully.
"…I'd be your first?"
Jin, I told you—it's just a way of saying it… nothing more.
"Come on, let's get moving already, we're running late."
"You're not moving until you answer me!
Tell me… you've never… ever?" Jin's words faltered, his voice trembling slightly, unable to find the right way to finish the sentence, overwhelmed by emotion.
Smart took a deep breath, closing his eyes.
After a few silent seconds, still with his eyes shut, he let out only a soft murmur:
"Mmm…"
In that moment, Jin felt completely stunned.
He didn't know what to think.
Memories of their conversation in the car flashed through his mind—the one where he and Smart had talked about the number of lovers they'd had.
Smart had let him understand that he had experience… and now Jin's mind was spinning, almost running out of oxygen from overthinking.
For a moment, he stopped thinking, gazing at Smart's beautiful face.
He pushed everything else aside and pressed a passionate kiss onto him—full of desire, love, and longing.
Smart wrapped his hands around Jin's waist, following the kiss without missing a single beat, surrendering completely to the moment.
Their sweet kiss continued, filling the room with electricity.
Jin couldn't hide the overwhelming pleasure building inside him as he realized he truly would be the first for Smart.
Damn—why the hell am I going crazy in moments like this, just thinking that you'll feel me for the first time… and the last.
Fuck… I never imagined this… -The thought alone drove him insane.
Overcome with desire, he began biting Smart's lips, unable to hold himself back any longer.
Before, Jin had never really cared whether someone was a virgin or not.
That part had never interested him.
In fact, he preferred someone experienced—someone who knew what they were doing, so he wouldn't have to deal with the struggle or the pain of a beginner.
But with Smart, it was the complete opposite.
He felt happier than ever.
The thought that no one had ever had Smart before drove him insanely excited.
"I won't let anyone else have you in this life…
Whether you want it or not, you'll end up being mine… only mine," Jin murmured, sucking even harder on Smart's lower lip.
"Mmm—Jin… stop…" Smart let out softly, hitting his chest lightly with his fist.
"You're going to leave a mark on my lips…
It hurts…" he murmured against the kiss.
"I'll leave marks everywhere… not just on your lips.
So everyone knows you belong to someone," Jin said, his hand lightly wrapping around Smart's throat.
He looked straight into his eyes.
"In this life… the only hands that will ever touch you are mine."
Smart let out a short smile.
"Okay, okay… but stop biting me for now!
My lips hurt…"
"Hmmm… soon, it won't just be your lips that hurt," Jin whispered, letting his gaze wander down to Smart's ass.
Smart swallowed hard, shivering slightly, clearly startled and a little scared by Jin's words.
Jin didn't take his eyes off Smart for a single moment.
He was enjoying the expression on Smart's face.
"My breath… relax. I'll be careful and gentle.
You won't feel any pain," he whispered.
Smart looked him in the eyes and raised an eyebrow.
"Gentle? Jin… what are you saying?"
Jin bit Smart's lip once more, then spoke again.
"Have you started to know me well… haven't you?"
"You're right… I don't think I'll be able to hold back," he murmured.
"But don't be scared if your body goes numb from the waist down."
Smart smiled wryly.
"Judging by what you just said… hmm, I guess now you'll have to wait a long time for that moment."
Jin immediately pulled him into a hug.
"Just kidding. I promise, the first time I'll be gentle…
But I can't promise the same for what comes after."
"Jin… you still don't make it easy for me," Smart murmured.
"Hmm… I'm sure you'll handle it," Jin murmured, sliding his hands down to Smart's ass and giving it a gentle squeeze.
"The pleasure you'll feel in those moments will outweigh the pain."
"You really think I can handle it?" Smart whispered, his eyes glancing between Jin's legs.
Jin smiled softly.
"Don't be afraid of its size.
If you let yourself go in that moment, it'll actually feel small," he teased, running a finger over Smart's lip and tugging his lower lip slightly.
"Ok… let's not talk about this anymore.
Looks like you're not making it any easier for me!" Smart said, feeling a little flustered.
"I can tell you're just waiting to destroy me in those moments," he added.
"We should get ready and head to work."
Jin couldn't hide the smile spreading across his lips.
"My babe… I'll teach you everything.
Now calm down—think about it when the right time comes.
No need to stress just yet… you've got time for that."
"Jin—you… jer…" Smart didn't even finish the word.
He grabbed a towel and headed to take a shower.
"Fuck—was he really calling me 'jerk'? Or did I hear that wrong?"
No freaking way… he looked so damn cute in my eyes,
cute even while trying to call me "jerk"…
Jin smiled to himself quietly.
What's wrong with me? Why do I feel so different?
When I think that if anyone from my past even dared to think about using that word on me… they'd end up in the hospital for days.
Why does it feel so different with Smart!!!
Ugh, I can't take it—why am I so hungry to be with him right now… right at this moment?
Should I go take a shower with him?
Ugh, should I have him in that bathtub—hell yeah, it's so twistedly tempting.
And he laid his hands on his dick, which now, even though Smart wasn't there, he woke up from Jin's wild imagination.
"Shit!" he shouted—"I don't want to wait until he's ready.
I want him… I want him now!"
Now I feel hungrier than ever…
"Fuck, fuck, fuck—calm down and don't do anything crazy," he told himself, then got up and went straight to the kitchen to make breakfast, still insanely turned on.
Jin's thoughts wouldn't stop.
It was like they had been unchained, and no one knew which thought would come out first.
*
A few minutes passed, and Jin was starting to feel a bit more relaxed.
He was in the kitchen, preparing Smart's breakfast: boiled eggs, avocado, arugula, almonds, and some toasted bread.
Smart came out of the shower, wearing one of Jin's robes, and immediately hugged him from behind, planting a very soft kiss on the back of his neck.
"Smart… please, don't tease me any more," Jin whispered quietly.
"You might not believe it, but it took me long enough to calm this burning desire of mine," he added, serene.
Smart kissed him again on the neck, then lightly nibbled while murmuring,
"Were you that turned on?"
"Damn—it's like he's doing this just to tease me," Jin thought, letting out a cold growl.
"Smart… behave," he ordered. "Go sit at the table… now."
"I don't want to," Smart said, and slowly, he began sliding his hand over Jin's body, lightly brushing the waistband of his sweatpants.
In that moment, Jin saw Smart's hand, and a rush of heat was rising in him again, even though he was trying to control himself!
Smart's hand slid under Jin's t-shirt, gliding lightly over his abs toward his chest… before moving over the collar and lightly brushing Jin's throat.
Meanwhile, Smart's other hand stayed intertwined with Jin's, gently caressing with his fingers.
At that moment, Jin swallowed hard.
Smart felt it in his hand and whispered in his ear,
"Did I turn you on again?" he asked, tightening his grip slightly around Jin's throat
"Smart… pull back now—enough teasing…
Or you'll experience your first time in this kitchen.
I swear I won't be able to stop myself…
And I can guarantee you won't be able to stop me either.
Consider this a warning… be smart."
Smart decided to pull back.
He didn't want to end up underneath Jin in that moment.
He was satisfied for now.
He was dying to take Jin to that level, but he stayed careful—not wanting to go too far, because he knew that if Jin's eyes darkened, there would be no turning back!
The moment Smart withdrew his hand from Jin's body, Jin immediately turned to him and looked him in the eyes.
"Why are you so fucking sexy… so tempting?"
"I don't even understand why I turn into this kind of person in moments like this when I'm with you.
I just… don't know," Smart said, gently biting his own lip.
Jin took a deep breath and lifted his head, closing his eyes for a second before opening them again.
He grabbed Smart by the jaw and spoke in a low, husky voice:
"There you go… doing it again!
Stop biting your lip—let me do the biting!"
"I swear I do it without realizing it," Smart said in a low voice.
"Hmm… you think I don't know?
I know—and it drives me crazy when you do it…
Who would have thought that your cute face could be so… so irresistibly seductive in moments like this…
I never would have imagined it—"
Jin leaned in and kissed him softly on the lips.
"Let me make this clear…
If you tease me, I won't wait until you're ready.
I'll make you ready right then… and drive you completely wild!"
Smart smiled, then hugged him, easing the tension and excitement lingering in the air.
"Alright, bubu ..let's sit down and eat."
I see you made the same breakfast for yourself too!
Why?"
"Hmm… because now I'm starting to like this breakfast too," Jin replied.
"Hmm… you're crazy…
I hope I'll learn to eat your favorite foods soon too," Smart added, a playful smile on his face.
"Hmmm… I'll cook delicious meals for you," Jin said, leaning in to kiss him softly near the ear.
"But I want you to cook some Albanian dishes for me too."
"Mmmm… okay, deal," Smart replied.
"We can both learn from each other's cultures.
And I'm sorry if I make life a little tricky sometimes… I'm still not used to the culture here!"
"Don't worry…. What matters is us."
Jin paused for a moment, then said,
"I can't get enough of your scent!"
"I just got out of the shower… it's normal that I smell good, right?" Smart asked.
"Your body has a special scent… I've noticed it before too," Jin admitted, his voice low and husky.
Smart smiled.
"I thought you wouldn't notice!"
"You're right… my skin has a scent I can't really explain why.
I hope you'll get used to it," he added, a playful glint in his eyes.
"Get used to it?"
"I want this scent to never fade."
Jin leaned in and kissed him softly on the neck.
Smart felt butterflies in his stomach like never before.
Maybe his feelings of love were starting to grow stronger?
He felt a little scared… without even knowing why.
The rest of the morning passed quietly, without any further attempts that might have led them back to bed.
They had breakfast together, sharing smiles, warmth, and a gentle sense of affection.
Even though the words "I love you" hadn't been said yet… that feeling was already there, lingering softly in the air between them.
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