Bottom for Him
"Ren, listen.
I think you've already gotten through the hardest part.
As long as Leo doesn't completely refuse when you ask him to be bottom, that itself is an achievement.
Now… it's only a matter of time."
I can see that he's honestly so happy with you—like never before,
with those shining eyes and that smile that just won't leave his face…
That's also why I did some research on you.
"Research… on me?" Ren asked, surprised.
"Of course!
Why did you think I'd let Leo fall in love with someone unworthy of him?
"What if history repeated itself… again?"
Ren froze for a moment, his mind tangled and unable to process all the information he'd just received.
Thoughts were piling up, spinning in every direction.
He looked Jin in the eyes, about to speak—but Jin cut him off sharply.
"You want to know what info I have?
Everything about you… and your circle of friends.
Oh, and if you're asking about Smart?
Yeah—I know everything, except for his past.
Everything else? I know it all."
"Why didn't you hire someone to dig into his past?
You have all the resources to do it!"
Jin fired back with a question.
"And why didn't you hire someone for Leo's past?
You have all the resources to do it, don't you?"
Ren took a deep breath and spoke calmly.
"Because they'll never give me the details you just shared."
""Then I'm doing the same. I'm not hiring anyone.
I want to hear the story exactly like this…
the way I'm telling it—Leo's story, every single detail."
Who else could do it better than you? No one. Or… should I use Han?" Jin gave him a sharp glance.
"So that's why you hired Han… wasn't it?"
Jin simply smiled, without saying a word.
You're such a sly fox, you know that?" Ren said without thinking twice.
"Maybe I am," Jin replied.
"For what I want… I can be more than just a fox." He winked.
"Leave Han out of this.
Don't use him. He's sensitive.
If he thinks he did something wrong and Smart doesn't forgive him, he'll suffer."
"Let's face this together," Ren said, taking a deep breath, his voice heavy and slightly uneasy.
Jin noticed the sadness on his face.
"Don't worry…
It's been years now.
Leo is doing much better — especially now that he has you by his side."
For Ren, in that moment, nothing mattered except Leo's mental state.
When he thought about how hard Leo must have fought to escape from that maniac's hands…
or when he pictured in his mind the tears in Leo's eyes, the wounds on his body…
a sharp pain tightened in his chest.
"My baby… I wish I could turn back time and be the first person you ever met in your life.
I wish I had been there, every second of that time," Ren thought silently.
He couldn't hold it anymore—tears began to slide down his cheeks.
He tried to hide them under his glasses, but there was no escaping Jin noticing.
Jin caught it from the corner of his eye.
"You love him, right?"
"More than anything," Ren whispered, his lips still wet from the tears.
Jin placed a hand on Ren's shoulder.
"I told you all this because I don't want Leo to get hurt.
Maybe he'll never talk about it…
So let it be. Don't push him toward that memory.
At first, I didn't want to tell you anything.
But seeing your character… and how hard it is for you to hold back,
I chose to tell you so you'd handle it carefully."
Ren felt like he'd run out of words.
He didn't make a sound—just nodded his head, and every time he exhaled cigarette smoke, his awkwardness slipped out with it.
"Be patient," Jin said softly.
"Leo really loves you, and soon he'll show it.
Can you make him forget everything from his past…
Forget the fear, the trauma, everything else?"
Ren smiled softly, hiding a pain deep inside that was hard to mask.
""If I have to… I'll be the bottom for him," he said, no hesitation in his voice.
Jin chuckled, thinking about just how deeply Ren was in love with Leo.
"No need—trust me," he said.
"He'll give in to your love.
Just… be patient. Give him the time he needs."
In that moment, he saw Smart and Leo coming and whispered,
"Act normal… change your expression."
Ren immediately handed Jin the cigarette he was puffing and gave a soft smile.
As soon as Leo sat down next to him, he sniffed the air.
"Have you been smoking?"
Ren looked him straight in the eyes and, without answering, pulled him into a tight hug, not letting go for a single second.
Jin took a deep breath, silently hoping Ren wouldn't ruin everything now.
Leo, taken aback, glanced at Jin as if to say, *What's wrong with him?*
*"What the hell have you two been talking about?"
"Ren? Baby—what's wrong?
Did Jin threaten you or… are you feeling unwell again?" Leo asked immediately, worry written all over his face.
"No, my baby—just… I missed you so much," Ren murmured.
Leo smiled, gently stroking his hair.
"I only stepped away for a few minutes, and you act like this!
Careful… with this behavior, you might drive me crazy, and I'd want to stay right next to you, every single moment,"
he whispered, his voice low, right by Ren's ear.
"Hmm… that's what I want more than anything —
for you to fall badly in love with me," Ren murmured, his voice soft and slightly pained, his mind still drifting back to Leo's past.
"Okay, okay, my boy… calm down," Leo said gently.
"You're getting way too sensitive all of a sudden…
or is there a reason?"
Jin coughed lightly, just enough for Ren to hear — a quiet warning not to slip.
Ren leaned even closer into Leo's chest.
"Baby… let me cuddle a little. Don't ask so many questions."
"Mmm, okay. I missed you so much too," Leo murmured, pressing his lips softly to Ren's forehead — but he could feel how warm he was.
For a moment, he thought Ren might be sick again.
But in truth, Ren's blood was still racing from everything Jin had just told him.
His whole body felt on fire from the heavy emotions coursing through him.
"Baby… you've still got a fever?"
"No, no, I'm fine—nothing's wrong," Ren replied, honestly, but Leo didn't believe him.
""With you like this, we can't go back."
. It's better if we stay here tonight," Leo said, turning his head toward Jin and giving him a subtle look, as if to say this is a good chance for him and Smart to stay together.
"What do you think?"
Jin looked at Smart for a moment before speaking.
"I'd really like… hmm, a lot."
Smart immediately shifted a little, feeling awkward.
"But this… it's completely up to you, Smart.
Don't feel pressured, okay?"
Then Jin turned his gaze toward Leo and Ren.
"No matter what Smart decides… you both can stay—no problem.
In fact, stay a few days so Ren can fully recover. Nature will help him a lot!"
Jin lingered for a moment, then slowly pulled out his phone and secretly sent a text to Leo.
✉️"I want Smart here tonight. Make it happen. Figure it out."
Leo read it and smiled to himself, thinking:
"Damn… he's dying to sleep with Smart, and on the other hand, he's acting all innocent…
He should be saying it like this:
'Smart, you're staying with me tonight. No escaping. Not a chance.'"
"Leo, who sent it?" Ren's voice cut through his thoughts.
He slipped his phone into his pocket and spoke calmly:
"Just work messages…
Still, I think it would be nice for all of us to spend this evening together.
It'd be something different… fun."
Leo turned his gaze to Smart.
"Don't you think so too, Smart?"
Smart looked a little flustered, unsure how to react.
He hadn't expected that they could all sleep there, and the thought that it might be his first night with Jin made him nervous.
"Hmm… I don't know—
I can't leave Zoe home alone," he muttered softly, his voice more of a justification than a real answer.
Leo poked Ren lightly, giving him a look to help nudge Smart into agreeing to stay.
"Then… we'll tell Neles to stay with Zoe," Ren spoke immediately, his voice low and heavy, still weighed down by thoughts of Leo's past.
Leo could tell that something was troubling Ren.
Even when he had been down with a severe flu, his voice had never sounded this deep and worried.
He looked into Ren's eyes, trying to read him.
"Baby… is something wrong?
You should tell me.
What's bothering you?
Just a few minutes ago, you were fine!
Are you hiding something from me?"
Ren quickly composed himself.
"I'm fine… just a little headache," he murmured.
"Are you sure?"
"Trust me. I'm okay," Ren smiled.
"Of course your head would hurt—you've been out all day.
Tell me… why did you take off your scarf?
You're going to drive me crazy… you're acting like a spoiled kid," Leo said without stopping, until Ren gently placed a finger on his lips.
"Baby… take a deep breath, calm down," Ren said, holding Leo's hands tightly.
"It feels like I could hear Han right now.
Everything's okay… trust me!"
"Then… let's call Neles.
Let's stay here tonight, okay, Smart?" Ren's voice was stronger this time, firm and determined.
Smart insisted again.
"No… I can't leave two girls alone at home."
"Why?" Jin asked, surprised.
"Is there a problem, babe?
If something's bothering you, just tell me and we'll fix it."
"No, I'm just worried… nothing more," he said, smiling sheepishly.
"Then… let's tell Han to stay with them too," Ren decided, and immediately sent Han a message.
"So… we're sleeping here tonight, right?" Leo asked once more, just for confirmation.
Smart had no other choice.
He didn't mind staying here, but the real problem was with himself—he worried he might not be able to resist Jin and give in too soon.
"Okay then… let's stay here," Smart said, looking Jin in the eyes, before lowering his gaze slightly, feeling a little embarrassed.
Jin felt happy and whispered in his ear,
"So… finally, you'll be sleeping in my arms? Feeling shy?"
Smart smiled and looked into his eyes.
"Behave yourself!"
"I don't know how to behave," Jin teased.
Smart gently stroked Jin's hair, then turned to Ren.
"Ren… you're sleeping with me tonight."
Jin grabbed him firmly by the chin.
"Do you want to drive me crazy?"
"Then answer me," he said.
"Will you behave?"
Jin smiled, a mischievous glint in his eyes.
"Of course!
I'll wait until you no longer want me to behave," Jin said, pressing a kiss to his nose.
Just at that moment, Han appeared on Smart's phone screen — as always, at the most inconvenient time.
Smart answered immediately, and the screen showed all three of them — Nela, Han, and Zoi, sitting in a café.
Smart, sitting next to Jin, subtly shifted himself a little so that Jin wouldn't appear on camera, since he still hadn't told Zoi about him.
That small movement annoyed Jin!
"Hey, what are you guys doing?
Why didn't you take us with you too?
Is that how friends behave?
You left me here alone with these two troublemakers!
Do you know that both of them are driving me crazy?
Especially Zoi, with her videos, constantly pulling me in!" — Han's complaints started immediately.
Smart turned his eyes toward Ren, grinning.
Ren snatched the phone from Smart's hand.
"Thought I'd finally escape your voice today… but nope, here you are, following me all the way!
You really never shut up, do you?"
"Ren… you… jer—" Han shouted, then suddenly stopped, realizing he was with the girls.
"I'm going to complain to Leo about you," he added, grumbling.
At that moment, Smart leaned closer to Jin and gave him a quick, sweet kiss on the cheek before joining the conversation.
Jin couldn't help but smile again.
That cute little kiss made him feel so good.
There's Leo — Ren turned the phone toward him.
"Go on… complain."
"Hey, Leo," Han said, "tell me — how do you put up with Ren?
Seriously?"
Leo smiled, cupping Ren's face in his hands.
Han — can't you see how cute he is?
He's just absolutely adorable!
"Oh God… they say love blinds you, but it seems it's also blinded your brain," Han whispered.
"Hej, Leo! My favorite person — I've missed you so much! Why didn't you think of me?" Zoi said, her sweet voice full of excitement.
"What favorite? — am I not your favorite?" Nela teased, giving her a little playful nudge.
"You're my favorite too, but Leo is special," Zoi said with a grin.
"Leo, you're dead!" Nela joked, laughing as she mock-threatened him.
Leo chuckled.
"Zoi, I've missed you so much!
I'll come see you soon, I promise."
"Don't forget to come to my race!" Nela added.
"Of course, Zoi! I'll be there!
I'll even be your biggest fan — I'll be your sponsor too," Leo said right away, and all eyes turned toward him.
"Are you joking?" the three asked at once, over the phone, along with Ren and Smart.
"Hmm, no, I'm serious — from now on, I'm Nela's main sponsor," Leo said.
Han, Zoi, and Nela almost forgot they were at a café and immediately started grinning.
Ren turned his head toward Leo, signaling that they'd talk about this a little later.
Jin actually felt a bit uneasy watching everyone chatting together, and he lit a cigarette, taking a puff in a slightly stressed way.
Smart saw this and immediately felt very uneasy.
With one hand, he held his phone, and with the other, he gently held Jin's hand, stroking it lightly.
At that moment, Jin's emotions flared, his heart racing.
A small gesture, but it sparked so much feeling.
He squeezed Smart's hand right back and then kissed it softly!
Smart turned his head toward him, looking into his eyes, completely melting for him — and of course, a smile couldn't be missing from his face.
Smart immediately turned his head toward the screen, signaling as if to say,
"Han, you're dead when I see you!"
"What are you doing? Where are you?" Smart asked right away.
"Can't you see we're at a café? Or do you need glasses?" Han replied, moving his phone around.
"Behave yourself and hold onto that damn phone properly — you're driving us crazy!" Smart raised his voice a little, then turned to Zoi.
"Puffi — finished your lessons?"
"I did! Nela helped me — don't worry," she said, giving a little hand kiss.
"Okay, don't stay out too late and get home safely!"
"What are you all up to on a night like this?" Nela asked playfully, sensing there was more going on than they were letting on.
Han immediately grabbed the phone and moved a little away from them.
"Smart — just so you know, you'll be paying me back for today.
My demands are high…"
"High, huh… I guess only someone here can handle your demands," Smart said, turning the phone toward Jin.
The moment Han saw Jin, he blushed slightly and smiled awkwardly.
"My desire for demands… it's gone now. I have none," he said.
"Don't worry — I'll take care of things here, you go ahead," Han continued, and ended the video call immediately.
The three of them laughed, commenting on how adorable Han was — except for Jin, who had already taken a swig of alcohol and stayed quiet.
Smart kept holding his hand tightly, gently stroking it with his fingers every now and then, feeling the tension Jin was going through.
He looked straight into Jin's eyes.
"Bubu — I told you, be careful with the alcohol.
I don't want you drinking so much.
I don't like this," he said softly.
Jin just gave a small "ok," but continued drinking and smoking without stopping.
Ren noticed immediately what was bothering Jin and why he was so irritated, and spoke up right away to lighten the mood.
He was almost about to burst from sadness himself, but he still tried to hold it together.
"Jin — are you going to try some traditional dishes from Smart's country?"
"Uhh, I want to!" Leo said immediately.
Jin just nodded, not wanting Smart to feel bad in front of them.
**
Now Smart and Ren were in the kitchen, while Leo and Jin were outside, smoking.
"What's wrong?" Leo asked calmly.
"Nothing," Jin replied, without looking at him.
"Jin, I know you very well! Tell me."
"Then you know what's wrong? I don't think I need to say anything," Jin said, turning his head irritably.
"Calm down! Smart has introduced you to almost all his friends…" Leo started.
"But not to his sister," Jin interrupted immediately, then turned back to his drink.
Leo smiled lightly.
"When did you start stressing over this?
You've never even met the close family of the people you've been with!
So what's different now?"
"Smart is different," Jin said, annoyed.
"Different how?"
"I want him to introduce me to everyone in his life, to feel confident having me around."
"Hmmm — has my Jin changed that much or what?" Leo teased.
"You've changed too — head over heels for Ren," Jin shot back immediately.
"Eh, let's not get sidetracked.
I'm just saying — let Smart decide when the right moment is to introduce you to his sister.
He'll do it soon.
Turn that frown upside down and don't stress him out.
After all, it's your first night together — so enjoy it and save the worries for later."
"
Jin just stayed quiet for a moment, feeling a bit calmer, eagerly waiting to see how Smart would sleep in his arms.
****
"Leo, what was that sponsor talk about?" Jin asked curiously.
"Ah — Nela's really into bikes. She's very skilled and competes in races. She's even planning to join international competitions."
Jin was almost stunned, barely believing it.
"Really?"
"That was exactly my reaction too.
I was shocked."
"But let me tell you something else that'll completely surprise you —
Zoi is good at riding bikes too.
Nela trained her perfectly."
"Leo, what are you talking about? Don't mess with me," Jin reacted, looking him straight in the eyes.
"I swear, I'm not lying. I saw it with my own eyes.
When I was at a café with Ren, the two of them showed up on a bike — and it was Zoi riding it!"
"But don't tell Smart, okay? Otherwise, he'll freak out.
He doesn't want her riding bikes.
He worries about her a lot."
Jin took a drag from his cigarette, still surprised but also slightly uneasy, worried that the adrenaline might take over and that she wouldn't be able to control the speed.
"I really want to help Nela on this path of hers.
You don't have a problem with that, right?" he asked Jin.
Jin smiled, liking the idea — especially seeing how excited Leo was.
"No problem at all.
Actually, if you ever need help, just tell me.
But before making a move like that, you should've talked to Ren first, you know?"
"I know… I just got carried away and spoke without thinking.
Ugh — Ren's probably going to scold me now.
Honestly, though… I feel like something's been bothering him.
I could tell from his tone, from the way he was acting.
He sounded a little off… almost down.
I've never heard his voice like that before."
"Don't overthink it so much.
You've been getting stuck in your head and imagining things.
He's just been sick these days.
There's nothing to worry about.
Right now, you should be more worried about facing his anger for making decisions without talking to him first.
Focus on that," Jin said with an ironic laugh.
"Hmm… guess I'll have to figure out a way to dodge his scolding.
Got any hacks?"
Oh I do,"-Jin said with a cheeky grin.
"You know what works best to soften him up?
Just be his. Simple as that." he teased.
"Look at you talking," Leo laughed.
"Let's see if you can actually pull off making Smart yours tonight," he shot back, matching Jin's playful vibe.
Jin gave him a sideways glance.
"Finish that cigarette and let's head inside to our guys — you're talking more than you should."
Leo smiled, giving him a little nudge.
"Who would've thought we'd get to this point?
Even calling them… 'our guys'…"
So strange, but kind of exciting.
Jin — you're not aiming for the same things with Smart as you were in the beginning, right? Or am I wrong?"
Jin smiled lightly.
"My goals have changed now…
but don't say a word now and finish that cigarette," he said in a serious tone.
Leo just watched, realizing clearly how hooked Jin was on Smart.
He was giving his all to that feeling, and it was exactly what Leo had hoped for — that Jin would be happy with someone good.
And Smart was just the right person for him.
*****
"Smart, are you upset?" Ren asked, noticing the sadness hiding beneath his cute expression.
"Hmm… I think Jin got upset with me because of Zoi.
I still haven't introduced him to her, and he probably felt like a third wheel while the three of them were talking.
Ugh… I felt so bad in that moment."
"Don't worry so much!
Jin will understand.
Just be honest with him, and everything will be easy."
"I don't even know why I haven't introduced him to Zoi yet.
You know she's no obstacle or problem for us — in fact, she'd be genuinely happy.
I just wanted to find the right moment, nothing more."
"Tell Jin about this. Let him know you need to take your time," Ren said, rubbing his back.
"He'll understand perfectly — trust me.
Now smile, I don't want to see that sad face anymore."
Smart gave a small, uneasy smile and went back to the kitchen to prepare some small traditional pies they could eat with cheese,
and a fresh green salad with olives, cherry tomatoes, and avocado.
It was dinner, and he wanted to make something light and easy.
"Am I imagining things, or is Jin really getting under your skin?" Ren teased again.
"Hmm… or am I imagining things, or are *you* stretching out at Leo's feet?" Smart shot back, teasing him with a question.
Ren was still thinking about the whole story Jin had told him, but he couldn't let any gesture or expression give him away in front of Leo and Smart.
He had to stay completely normal, as always, to avoid raising any suspicion.
If Leo ever found out that Ren knew, he'd feel embarrassed and might choose to distance himself.
That's why Ren wouldn't show a single sign that he knew—at least until Leo might choose to reveal it himself one day.
Ren took a deep breath, his heart racing.
"I think I love Leo… insanely — more than anything," he said, a loving smile spreading across his handsome face.
At that moment, Jin and Leo walked in, catching every word of that huge declaration while staying perfectly silent.
Smart nudged him with his elbow.
"Yeah… I've figured that out for a while.
The last one to catch on was you, huh?
Honestly, I'm happy for you. Leo really is incredible — especially considering he can put up with your stubborn, sharp personality."
"Just like you're handling it, Jin! That fiery, wild temper of his — or am I wrong?" Ren shot back.
"But still… in my eyes, he's still cute. Don't you agree?"
""Cute, huh? Jin really should take you to get your eyes checked — you're blinding yourself!" Ren laughed.
"You jerk — you never miss a chance to tease me, do you?" he smirked.
Leo almost held his breath when he heard those words!
A big smile spread across his face, hoping that one day Ren would say them to him directly.
Meanwhile, Jin couldn't help but smile when he heard Smart call him cute.
Then he glanced at Leo, shook his head at how he was grinning like a fool, and nudged him with his elbow.
"Don't let him wait too long," he teased.
They lingered for a few seconds before walking over to them.
Ren looked Leo in the eyes.
"How long have you two been standing there?"
"Hmm, long enough," Leo replied, smiling.
"Long enough?" Ren raised an eyebrow.
"Long enough to see just how adorable and charming you two look in the kitchen," he continued, careful not to let on that he'd heard everything.
Jin went up behind Smart, wrapping his arms around him, kissing the back of his neck and whispering,
"My babe!"
"Hmm… he seems calmer now," Smart thought to himself, a wave of happiness returning.
"Yes, Bubu," he replied.
"Shall we watch the stars tonight?" Jin asked in a soft voice.
"Mmm… yes, we'll watch them," "But first… let's eat," Smart whispered with a small smile, tugging him closer.
***
They enjoyed dinner, savoring every bite Smart had cooked with Ren's help.
Amidst laughter and chatter, they eventually finished.
After clearing the dishes and tidying up, Leo and Ren slipped away first, heading toward the bedroom.
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