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Smart had woken up earlier than usual that morning.
Even though he had gone to bed very late the night before—after waiting for Zoi to come back from her friend's birthday party—he was still awake early.
It seemed the excitement had stirred him awake even before the sun had risen.He finished his morning routine and grabbed a quick bite to eat.
Picking up his things before heading out, he turned back once more to look at Zoi.
At that moment, his phone buzzed with a message.
✉️ "Good morning… I'm coming to pick you up. Wait for me."
Smart smiled and whispered with delight,
"So quickly… you already missed me?"
He slipped on his sneakers and rushed outside, eager to see his boyfriend.
Jin had woken up early too and couldn't stay in bed any longer.
The first thing on his mind was seeing Smart's face and breathing in his familiar scent.
He had already arrived at Smart's place, stepped out of the car, and was quietly waiting for him to appear.
The moment Smart saw him, he smiled.
"Jin… you know you're not supposed to do this, right?"
Jin looked at him, confused.
"Do what?"
"This… what you're doing right now."
"What am I doing?" Jin asked, stretching out his arms as if to pull him into a hug.
"Exactly this—there's no need for you to come and take me," Smart replied.
Jin didn't say a word, simply giving him a look, signaling Smart to come closer.
A warmth spread through Smart as he saw those open arms, reaching out for an embrace.
"What are you waiting for? Come hug me—or do I have to hug you by force?" Jin said, looking straight into his beautiful eyes.
"If you want to hug me that badly, then come and do it," Smart said, standing still without taking a step.
What is this playful behavior? Why does every word he utters make him even cuter than before?
Is this normal… or am I the one who's not normal? Jin wondered, unaware that his feet had already moved closer to Smart.
He snapped back to reality the moment he felt Smart's body pressed against his own.
He took a deep breath and kissed him on the neck, whispering,
"Why are you so sweet… and so cute?"
"I'm cute only for you," Smart said, gently pushing him so he could pull away from his arms.
"Come on, let's go now."
They got into the car, and as they enjoyed the ride, they finally arrived at the company.
"Jin, let me go for now… it's not a good idea for anyone to see us together.
You've got a reputation to maintain, and I don't want us to cause any trouble," Smart said, trying to get out of the car.
"What kind of trouble do you mean? What's worrying you?" Jin asked, more out of curiosity than anything else, wondering what was on Smart's mind.
Smart looked into his eyes and took a deep breath.
"Jin, nothing worries me except your reputation.
You're not just an ordinary person who doesn't affect anyone.
You're someone important—you have a company, a business, and you're a public figure.
You can't risk your company or let anyone attack you because of this.
I know… maybe it's not a problem for you, but for now, it's better if we don't attract attention."
Jin listened, still unable to believe that this face held so much depth and control.
"Do you care what people think if they see us together?" Jin asked, still curious to see what else that mind might say.
Smart smiled and asked,
"What do you think? Should I care?"
"I don't know, that's why I'm asking you!" Jin said, thinking all the while that Smart might have a problem with people's judgments.
Smart stepped a little closer and gently took his hand.
"I don't live for people or for their opinions.I live for myself.
If I cared about people's judgments, then I wouldn't have a life of my own.
So one day, when you're ready—when you truly want to walk out with me openly—don't ask me anything.
Just take my hand and walk straight toward that door… I'll follow you…"
Jin completely lost his mind in that moment, unable to believe that Smart was only twenty-four and could speak in such a way.
"I want to kiss you now!" Jin said, his emotions overwhelming him, knowing he wanted to keep teasing those lips with endless kisses.
If you could read my mind right now, Smart thought, you wouldn't let me leave this car.
You wouldn't be satisfied with just numbing my lips.
Smart placed his hand on Jin's face, looking into his eyes while hiding all the thoughts racing through his mind.
"I know… your eyes aren't lying… you're dying to kiss me!" he said in a seductive voice, completely driving Jin's imagination wild.
"But," Smart continued, "you have to wait—
I have to go now." And he got out of the car.
Jin barely caught his breath.
"I want you in my office when you're done," he said, his voice firm and commanding.
"Okay… okay, I'm going," Smart replied.
What a child he is… I can't wait for the moment when I can savor all of him.
To have him entirely for myself, Jin thought, smiling as he pressed the gas pedal.
Smart was getting ready for the photoshoot, and while chatting with the other models, he noticed that Alein wasn't there.
He looked around, but there was no sign of her anywhere.
"Hey Mei… do you know where Alein is?
I haven't seen her today."
"Oh… Alein is no longer part of Deep Style," Mei replied, trying to fix Smart's hair.
"What?!" Smart asked, surprised.
"She got another job offer, and it was a really good opportunity for her," Mei explained.
"Ah… that's a shame! She really was one of the best models we had!
And it's a bit strange that she left so quickly," Smart said thoughtfully.
"Anyway, will any other models be coming?"
"Actually… Jin has already chosen another model.
She's on her way," Mei said.
"When did he choose the model so quickly? I was with him almost all day, and he didn't say a word!" Smart thought.
"Mei," Smart said softly, "so everything happened yesterday when I wasn't around! And the new model… I guess you picked her yesterday, right?"
"Yes, yesterday. But Jin wasn't at work, and I sent him the models' CVs with photos. He chose one of them," Mei explained.
"So it really happened yesterday… I was with him all day, and he didn't tell me anything! How did he even find the time to look through all those CVs and focus on choosing one? Could he have been at home that evening, relaxing in bed, looking through all those models for hours to pick one?"
Fuck, what am I doing like this! What is this feeling… jealousy?
Smart told himself, trying to come back to his senses. Focus… Jin is yours.
No one can take him from you.
Only at that moment, a soft voice came from the studio door:
"Hello…"
Everyone turned their heads to greet her, and at the door stood a tall, elegant girl with a perfect model's figure.
She had a small, sweet face, long brown hair cascading over her shoulders, and beautiful, small black eyes.
Damn, she's so beautiful, Smart thought, watching her from head to toe.
Hi guys, I'm Nova," she said in her sweet voice. After greeting everyone, she turned to Mei.
"Mei, could you please take me to Jin's office? I need to talk to him."
The moment Smart heard this, a wave of discomfort hit him, and he clenched his fists. Who the hell does she think she is, coming to see my man before even setting foot in the building?
"Of course," Mei said. "Just a moment while I notify him." She called Jin, and after hanging up, she turned to Nova.
"Let's go. Mr. Jin is waiting."
Mr. Jin is waiting! Smart murmured silently to himself. Let's see how this goes.
A few moments passed, and Nova entered the studio, smiling brighter than ever. Her face radiated more happiness than just a few moments ago.
Smart shot her a glance. I'll freeze that smile! he thought, heading toward his spot for the photoshoot.
Once he finished, still a bit tense, he grabbed his bag, ready to leave, when a message popped up on his phone:
✉️Jin
"Done?
I can't wait to see your cute face!"
Can't wait? hehe
Then let's make you suffer a little, Smart thought, and began typing:
✉️Smart
"Didn't you enjoy that beautiful face you just saw a little while ago?
Let's see what you have to say now, he thought to himself, chuckling.
Jin read the message and smiled lightly, then started typing:
✉️Jin
"I want you in my office within five minutes. Don't make me come get you."
Alright, let's give him that pleasure and be even cuter, Smart thought, typing back toward Jin's office.
When he opened the door, Jin was leaning against the desk.
Smart's gaze locked with his, and he raised an eyebrow teasingly, as if to say:—So… what exactly do you want?
—Come closer, Jin said, beckoning him with his hand.
—Tell me… what do you want? Smart asked, his voice calm and controlled.
Jin smiled lightly and repeated:
—I told you… come closer.
—Okay… okay… I'm coming… Smart said, moving toward him, sitting in the chair.
—I didn't say to sit there, Jin said, motioning for him to stand.
—I said… come closer. Right here, with me.
Smart thought: Fine… we'll do it your way… and rose from the chair, his posture confident, his gaze locked on Jin.
He moved closer to Jin, and Jin grabbed him, guiding him between his legs.
—Tell me… what's troubling you?
—Nothing… what could trouble me? Smart said, rolling his eyes.
Jin looked him straight in the eyes and grabbed his chin, tilting his gaze back to him.
—Jealous?
—Do I have a reason to be? Smart replied confidently, without hesitation.
Jin smiled lightly.—No.
—Then how did you find the time to choose the new model so quickly?
We spent the whole day together, and you didn't tell me a thing?
Jin pulled him close, holding him as if he couldn't breathe.
—"Being close to you takes my breath."
—Are you going to make me wait long for an answer? Smart asked, lightly punching Jin's chest.
Ok… Mei sent me some CVs, but it was while you were sleeping in the car.
I went through all of them carefully, and the moment I noticed Nova, I recognized her immediately.
She's the sister of one of my old school friends.
There was no need to choose—so I went straight for her.
Smart seemed to relax a bit after hearing all this, but when he thought about Nova's behavior after meeting Jin, his nerves were pushed to the limit…
"Feeling better now, my jealous one?" Jin asked, stroking his hair.
Smart leaned back slightly, looked him in the eyes, and spoke softly, in a seductive tone:
"Kiss me!"
Jin stared at him, completely speechless. Smart had stormed into the office frustrated, and now hearing this come from his mouth… damn, it made no sense. So freaking cool.
"Are you going to kiss me… or should I leave?" Smart asked, his voice now firm and determined.
Jin slid his hand behind Smart's neck and pulled him close, whispering over his lips,
"You're not going anywhere without my permission."
"Oh, is that what you think?" Smart said, locking eyes with him, pushing Jin slightly as he headed toward the door.
"My stubborn one," Jin whispered, grabbing his arm and pulling him back firmly, turning him toward himself.
"Tell me again… what am I supposed to do?
I want to hear it again," Jin said, looking straight into his eyes.
Smart lowered his gaze to Jin's lips and spoke over them in a serious tone,
"Do I really need to say it again?"
In that moment, Jin's gaze blurred with pleasure, unable to wait even a second longer to savor those sweet lips.
His lips settled over Smart's, kissing slowly and tenderly, a gentle yet intimate kiss that made Smart shiver with delight.
Smart wrapped his hands around Jin's waist, pulling him closer, feeling the warmth of his body.
The kiss deepened, becoming more intense and passionate, making Smart let out soft moans from time to time.
Jin slid one hand behind Smart's neck, feeling his suppressed gasp, while the other hand caressed Smart's lips, kissing him relentlessly.
"Your eyes are mine now… so don't even think about looking at anyone else," Smart's muffled voice barely audible.
Those words made Jin melt entirely, fueling him even more.
Everything had gone beyond his expectations. He had anticipated hearing, "Please, Jin… love only me."
But now, those words carried a different weight—somewhat threatening, tinged with jealousy—yet Jin adored them even more, loving the way Smart demanded things in his own unique, possessive way.
He stayed silent, savoring every moment of the kiss.
His lips moved down to Smart's neck, kissing gently, and then he whispered softly into his ear.
—Do you want to stop? Are your lips hurting?
Smart, nearly overwhelmed with pleasure, smiled and replied,
—Don't stop! Keep kissing me… a little longer!
Jin bit his own lips, hoping Smart would say, "Stop," so this delicious torture could finally end.
He couldn't control the emotions and the fiery desire overwhelming him.
Excitement swirled through him, and it was only a matter of minutes before he would lose control.
How badly I want to push him onto the bed and climb on top of him… Jin thought, letting out a soft moan at the mere imagination.
He continued sinking into a kiss that seemed endless.
Smart responded with the same force and passion.
In Jin's office, only the sounds of their kissing could be heard.
Smart let himself go completely in Jin's arms, unable to pull away.
Suddenly, he grabbed Jin's wrists, squeezing the joints tightly, letting out a thrilling moan.
"Stop, please…" Smart whispered.
"Finally! What a torture I've been enduring! If this went on any longer, I'd probably do something reckless…" Jin thought, pulling his lips away slightly and hugging him tightly.
"Smart, are you okay? Does anything hurt?"
"I'm okay," Smart said, tightening his hold and resting his head against Jin's chest.
"Let's stay like this for a few moments," Jin said, but before he could finish, his phone rang.
He didn't really want to answer, but he had to.
"Yes, tell me," he said.
"Mr. Jin, we have a problem with the scene. Could you come and check?" a voice said
"Of course, I'm coming right now," Jin replied, closing his phone.
"Smart, are you coming with me, or will you wait here?" Jin asked.
"I need to go check the arrangements for the fashion show we're organizing these days…"
"Oh no, go ahead—Ren is coming to pick me up.
I arranged to go out with him," Smart said.
"Just with Ren?" Jin asked, his voice serious.
"Why? Are you feeling jealous?" Smart replied.
"Besides, you're friends with Ren now, aren't you?"
"Okay, okay. As soon as I finish my work, I'll join you too," Jin said.
Smart smiled lightly, holding Jin's hands.
"Finish your work and then go relax at home. These past days have been really busy for you. You need a rest; I don't want you to get sick."
"Thank you for worrying about me, but I'm fine… and I want to stay by your side every moment," Jin added softly.
"Hmmm… be careful, or you'll fall in love with me right now!" Smart whispered, his hands moving gently to Jin's face, caressing him lightly.
Jin placed his hands over Smart's and whispered softly,
"Would this be a problem?"
That was exactly what Smart had wanted more than anything—to have Jin fall deeply in love with him, to carve his name into Jin's soul.
Smart smiled and leaned closer, planting another sweet kiss on Jin's lips, looking him straight in the eyes.
"Not at all!" Smart whispered, smiling. "It's a wish come true."
Jin heard him and could hardly believe it.
Was it really true? Was this truly the desire Smart wanted so badly?
His heart began to race uncontrollably, as if it wanted to shout,
What are you waiting for? You already love him!
"Okay, let's go," Smart said, interrupting Jin's racing thoughts.
As they moved toward the door, Smart gently pulled Jin along.
Jin turned his head, his eyes full of curiosity, eager to hear more.
"Ah, Jin—why did Alein leave?" Smart asked, trying to get more details.
"She had to. She shouldn't have gotten so fixated on you," Jin thought, gently pulling Smart toward the door.
"It was her choice. Let's just go," he said firmly, leaving Smart no chance to ask any more questions.
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