"Love Echo"
It's been a long time since we had a night like last night, the energy in the conversation made me feel closer to her and it was almost like we're just chatting after seeing each other all day, she had me smiling like a little kid, we talked about everything and it makes me wonder what's next.
She says that she's coming this side in 2 months, I'm trying to figure out how do I feel about that, I'm stuck in between two emotions, happiness and nervousness, I don't wanna think too much about it because my emotions and thoughts might jinx it, so I'm just going with the flow.
I've always made it clear to her that she's always gonna be waited for and if this is the point where my hopes turn into a reality, I'll be the happiest man in the world. It's been almost two years since I felt this way, she had my heart beating against my chest with excitement, I wonder what's next.
I don't know what was in the air last night but we were super close in spirit, felt like she was talking into my head and by the way that I went to bed feeling like a baby, it's clear what's really the emotions surrounding this situation .
This is what happens in a man's world? The depth of how deep you love a woman controls your ecosystem, your thoughts, emotions, plans and reservations get engrossed by this little, innocent love that you harbour for this specific woman.
"JUST MISSING U"
I've been trying to find myself outside of us and I can't say that it's better than when I had you in my life, I never imagined myself losing sight of what it's in front of me because of the one thing that I can't have. I wonder how would my spirit feel if I would spend a moment with you, I remember every single thing about us and our memories have been helping me stay sane, whenever everythings gets heavy, I hide behind the warmth of our moments.
Lately I just been missing you, it's all in my head and now I'm trying to paint the picture for you.
"Did It ( none like no other )"
We used to lay down next to each other, you would fall asleep in my arms like a baby and I would lay right next to you wide awake, just listening to the conversations between my heart and my inner self while you wrap your warmth around my spirit. I don't know how to explain this but it's been so impossible to share that part with somebody else.
Even if I wanted to try, I just can't be with anybody else. You are the only one I wanna walk into my grandmother's yard with, you're the only I wanna cuddle, kiss, hug, touch and make love to, when it comes to love and relationships, I've been a ghost stuck in our love and our relationship, I hope you get what I'm tryna say.
I swear when it comes to love, we did it so well, none like no other and maybe that's why we're still going back and forth, when it comes to our relationship, we did it so well and lovely, none like no other young couple, maybe that's why I still choose you over any girl.
My first love is still the only love that I've ever felt, your soul is the only one that my soul has ever been tied to and maybe we're still tied together, maybe that is why I haven't been able to move on from you, I guess we'll never know unless the time comes for us to discover the truth.
For now, we did our thing super well when it comes to love and the relationship, we chose each other and stood against the world, through the ups and downs, you always felt like home, we did it like we're meant to be..