Staring at the cloulds and the stars in deep gaze
I tried to remember when exactly I've stared at the stars. It has been a rough journey and at the point where I felt like dieing it did come!
But then again... Ramsus' words hook in my mind. I should cherish my time,at least things are getting better and better.
A roof over my head, good clothes,food and a Job is all that is have now which I'm so grateful for.
"Staring at the stars like a kid!"....i wasn't expecting that voice, without turning to him I opt to find out what exactly he wants
"Is there a problem?" I blinked, acting more focused at the stars that seems to be leaving the clouds
What a lonely cloud...wide and vast al by itself
"Humm... hopeless kid!" I can hear his steps towards the door,good thing I locked it
"Entering someone's home uninvited is quite rude you know!" Jumping down from the fence, dipping my hand to my pocket... giving him tne warmest gaze
"Quit looking like a puppy and open up. My stuffs are in there and I need it!" A plain excuse... I didn't see anything that belongs to him
"Nothing of yours belongs here anymore! I didn't see it. Or do you have a secret stack somewhere?".... I wanted to smile but his fist in my collar was frightening. The sudden beastly look was terrifying
*Have you been snooping?" His teeth grits in anger
"I don't even know what you mean or what you're talking about?" Which is the truth actually because its dangerous to lie to this big guy
His eyes slowly shifts,he looks calm and much more collected. I can feel he wants to tell me something but I know he's too proud to say it
Opening the room, I let him explore his stack and he indeed had a secret stack. The contents? I have no idea what's in there
"Thank you!" He said and left slowly closing the door and giving me a smile
"He can smile?" I said to myself, covering my mouth realizing he might hear me since he hasn't gone far yet.
It's late and I'm craving noodles!
I've seen the lady at the cafeteria cook noodles and I'm going to try it. Thanks to Mr Jones' old pot and cooker I can eat my sweet noodles
Sweats dripping,onions aren't really nice to me tonight. With the tears it's sure to have made my hatred for onions increase even more.
"It's finally ready!" I yelled in victory!
"Hot...hot...o..oh..!" Just a spoon sent my mouth on jabbering mode..a mix of breeze and sweet yet spicy taste!
It was good,my first cooking was as bad as I thought it would be and I can confidently say I can cook anything
' You made noddles and you're dancing in victory?' my mind yelled at me!
Realizing my clumsiness... it's fun regardless.
Cleaning up was swift and sharp
I collapsed on my bed... thinking of how my parents would feel seeing me like this
From the dirt, I might actually get somewhere before the end...the light is coming. I can feel it!
Drifting to sweet slumber I resigned to fate...not totally because I'm going to make some changes around here!
"Don't give in Orion!"
"Just stay here with us!"
"He's going to make things hellish for you!"
"Come with us,this is your fate!"
"Nooooooooo!"
I jerked up in my sleep...that wasn't a very good one
My parents.... they're... calling me to them but why ?
What does it mean?
Tilting my head over I realized I woke up late. Then it clicked, there's no work for me today. Mr Jones told me it's my off day and I should rest.
I tried to think about what the dream means
"Dreams tells us about the future! So if you had a dog in your dream you'll get one for real!"
I remember my mother used to say this to me quite often!
I need to stop thinking...
Slowly getting off my bed,take a shower and stop looking like my past. I decided to go out a bit. Putting little cash in my pocket I head out.
The busy street looks colourful and bizarre... but the air is fresh. It's giving a carnival vibe,so enticing with different things to explore
"So you came! I was hoping you would!" .... that voice sounds familiar... turning around....it's that guy from before
"I think you don't remember my name! I'm John! Quit looking at me like a dangerous person Orion!" He smiled but am I smiling back...nope!
"Look... whatever your name is I don't care,stay away from me!" He smells like trouble and I have to stay away from him as much as I can
"Now that's harsh and rude to your new best friend" He acted so pitiful and hurt,what a pretentious bastard
"I'm just trying to get you to laugh. Nothing serious over here! Loosen up bruh!"
I refuse to give him what he wants... whatever his motives is,it doesn't smell nice for some odd reason
Drifting further from him I can feel his gaze on me but I paid no attention to it. Walking aimlessly to avoid his gaze I stepped into a tent. Looks spiritual if you ask me...
"Welcome great one!" A strange woman voiced out making me jump out of my wits
"Oh... sorry... I'm just trying to avoid someone!"
I didn't mean to intrude
"You can't our run the eyes which is on you young man. Even if time stands still he has ways to get you to stand in front of him with every ounce to breathe,he can make it come to an end with one step closer."
Now she's looking creepy.
Her words.... I don't understand!
I didn't want to continue further, neither do I believe in al these stuffs
Dashing out I spotted a cotten candy shop
Finally something to get me feeling fantastic again away from all this drama
He's watching... he's always watching...
A voice whispers in the corner...