"Maria..." I whisper his name softly like it's a pray i would always chant. Only he's the one i trust and... No. I can't let my emotions get the better out of me. But he... He makes me feel things i never felt before. I pull away slowly enough to look at him in the eyes. Thses golden eyes shine whenever I see them with his unique white hair that makes him look like a Angel.
"My lady, don't cry" Ah... I have been crying and didn't even realise it. I lean into his touch, pressing my soft cheek in his rough palm. Looking at him in the eyes. I want to say so much want to crying harder the ever but I know better then let go myself to someone. I may trust him but letting him see my most hidden side is something i am not comfortable with.
" Tell me who troubled, My lady?" He spoke so softly. He's deep voice rambling though our body, so smoothing, so majestic. " None, something get in my eyes" i lie. Because why not? The idea of me being valuable and weak is not something I am found of. because showing weakness means dead end, though that's what I believe.
"I see. Still you don't trust me? I can understand giving your situation." There this again. I pull away from him completely wiping my eyes roughly with the back of my hand. You think you know me? Thinking about it makes me wants laugh out loud. Just because I favour you doesn't mean I will fall for your good looking charms... Though I do that's why I was in your arms. Do get distracted Pati ac dolor. I turned to face him but this time with distance between us.
" I didn't recall to be us close maria. Just because I took a liking in your doesn't mean you have to grab my whole hand. Don't forget your place" The command and defend are clear the sky. This is not some secret lover making things between us. I do trust him but i can't let him see me because once a person is feed up they think they know other better. But There is no person who knows there whole. even a small part can be hidden.
I watch as he face falls. There something about him that always feels off. But first of all what with's his name? Maria. Seriously? I mean it's a cross name but it's always feel like he comes up with the first name pop up in his head. Uhg... Thses puppy eyes of his, i want to put my fingers in them and make him blind. Well... I will definitely do it. Not on him though.
"Maria prepare a dress for me I want to meet someone today" "My lady, all of sudden? Were not my lady was resting today?" Tch, i hate it when he asks me to many questions. What am I to you? Your goddamn wife? Lover? Nah. Your sarovar. And he acts as if care about me. Yes i know he does but still. "To meet royal family. To be special, first Prince" He's eyes widen as he heard my words. It be expected that man is a psychopath after all. Going to him like knocking on your death door.
" My lady! I apologise if I had done something you are offered. I will do whatever my lady wants. But not the first Prince. Don't go to him... Have i comment such crime to get punish by first Prince?" Huh?... Is this bastard dumb? I didn't said anything and he already was scenario in his dumb head?. " I mean not going there for you Maria. I had some private matter that needs to be took care of" i said pinching my bridge of the nose. This is so frustating. First that bastard of my big brother then father with his engagement thing and now him.
" I see. I will prepare my lady dress right away" Maria i and him we both are together when I was young. It's been years since that day when I saved him. Even sence then he been my big puppy following me around. It's cute yet annoying at the same time. But I don't hate his company not... Entirely.