I watch as all the men left his office with a gesture of his hand. I always wonder how much did father have work to achieve such a domains. A power that no men go against him not even the king. There no doubt father is most powerful because he is a swordmaster, one that no one can match yet he knows nothing about family. Such a pity.
"Pati " he does it again . Why... Why he do that. Just one word of my name and I feel suffocate, like i can't breathe. I hate him when he calls me that. Because no one can call my name half and he spoke so softly... As if he... I always feel like he mocking me. Because this man knows no warm so nor i. " Yes, my lord?" I wouldn't hesitate to be cold to him. Because to me everyone of them are nothing but a tie that are connecting us.
He's jaw twitch for are second. Good, you are annoyed aren't you? Good you should be. After all these little moments are that makes us a 'family' . " Pati, there is something i would like you to know" he said in his deep voice that sounds like distance thunder. And his looks? God at least he have looks. It would be bad if my father be a old looking man, i know he is indeed old. But a handsome one. I enjoyed showing him off to others though. There reaction always priceless.
" What could that be, my lord?" One thing is about me great. That i never let my emotions betray my thoughts. Because showing emotions to other, specially man like father means telling them about your thoughts.
" I have arrange your engagement" my eyes widen for a slip second then i mask it back. I grab my dress fabric tightly. How could he? He never ask me i know that but this is something else entirely. yet he arrange my engagement to someone without me knowing? Unacceptable. Before i can spoke he continue " To the first Prince" As the words leave his mouth my world feeling like it's tumble down. How dare he!? Out of all the people in the whole empire he gets that man?
The first Prince. He knows to be ruthless and cold hearted, he can kill countless people without any remorse not even women can escape his cruelty. And he bonding my tie with him? Just how much you hate me father to do this? I feel like my eyes burning with tears that threading to escape. But I have learn that showing emotions will never help. So i looked at him with that same look at spoke " As you wise, my lord"
I turn to leave when she entered. Blond hair, blue eyes and beautiful with a fragile looking body. Seeing her makes me slap the shit outte her. Not that i wanna put my hands on that thing. She is my step-sis. Most people think father had affair and she got from there. But this is not the Case. I and her we both born on the same day the difference was my father had a brother , AKA my uncle. Since my uncle was nothing but a useless man my grandfather had never introduce him to the public. So he was a forgotten man. And she was the daughter of that man since both my uncle and aunty die after her both for some reason. My father adopt her and never explain about her whereabouts so other assume what the believe. Not that i care.
" Father! I heard the news!" She exclaimed in joy. Uhg... Too much darma. Sometimes I want to pulg my eyes out when she does it. Though I am rather curious. What makes her so happy? What this father of my had done something for her? " You arrange my engagement to the crown Prince!". Wait.. What?! The crown Prince? . My eyes shoot straight to my father. How could he do this? I AM Real the daughter of Eillington and he arrange her engagement to crown Prince not ME?
" Father what the mean of this?" This time my voice betray the emotions that flows through me. She looks at me like I had committed a big crime to interfere there conversation. Not like i give a care to it. What matters is what does he thought when he arrange our engagement?. This time I didn't wait for his response and continue.
" Why is lady Isabella getting engaged to crown Prince? I am the oldest daughter of the house Eillington i should be one truly get engaged to crown Prince? Don't my lord think this is unfair? ".
He looks at me like I'm a fool who didn't understand anything. Even if i did, i don't want to. Why does he always do this to me what have I done to them to always get step aside Watch them happy and i lives in shadow with...
He didn't response. He will not ,I know that. Because to him once he said something there is no explanation ,no reason. What he said would be done immediately.
Fine. If you want this like this then i will be the one you all truly wants. " My apologies, if i had go against My lord will. I would do as my lord wants." With that i turn to my heels. I walk out his office, my heels clicking on the floor louder then any noise in the whole manor as i walk in the hallway. Some servant bow there head so they don't catch my interest because they know better then to do. So some look at me, peeking at me like they are hungry wolf. Pathetic.
I just want to go to my chamber, To my maria. To cry in there arms and never let go. All these emotions that i can't hold it back i wa9then to flow out my without any resistance in maria arms. To others i would be like some High State nobel lady that colder then even but in reality i just want to cry... Not just anywhere but in maria arms.
As i walk though hallway. I saw maria talking to someone. That person in all black... Hmm.. suspicious. Not that i care right now. I stop in my track and stood there for a moment looking at maria then i adress maria " Maria. In my chamber right now." With that i left them with whoever maria are. And walk straight to my chamber. I stood near the window looking at the blue sky so... Pure , so innocent yet too dangerous.
I was about to look away when i feel strong arms warp around my waist pulling me against there Hard chest. As if they want to mould our body together... So warm i feel safe... Finally you are here...