For me everything is over, I don't want to grow old, every step I take hurts so much, I want to leave here and never come back.
If there are other lives, I do not want to be born again, I am alien to the world and love, being hurts and I no longer want to be.
-Mhadiber.
Chapter 13: Just one move.
In front of his apartment building, a lot of thoughts swirled in his mind, as he began to go up to his apartment, if before his head was in chaos, now it was worse.
He knew many things and had intuited others and although he had great control of his power, he did not have that control over his instincts.
Now I was a little calmer, but before I felt that impulse, like an itch that made my body itch like an addict, who was in withdrawal because he couldn't consume his drugs.
"fish"
'It's better not to keep thinking about it, doing so will only confuse me even more and something I understood after reading that novel so many times is that thinking about unnecessary things and doubting myself could make me lose control.'
'That's why I tried to integrate the memories as best I could, when I received the hunter sequence, since having self-doubt could create a second personality and make it easier to lose control.'
Standing in front of the door to his apartment, he opened the door as slowly and silently as he could. When he opened it, the first thing he saw was Isabella sitting in the dining room with her back to him. She was concentrating on her textbooks, probably doing homework or something else that he didn't know. I would understand.
Seeing her sitting there made an unconscious smile form on his face, but it quickly disappeared as it appeared, because a thought began to formulate in his head.
'When Klein arrives in the world of the Lord of the Mysteries, his brothers are an anchor that ties him, in that world over time he even saw them as his new family, although he still wanted to return to his world, he already loved them as his family.'
'But I'm different, the only thing I have left of family is a sister, but she no longer needs me in her life, but that doesn't mean I want to be tied to something in this world, I would prefer not to have anything that ate me here.'
At that moment Eiden's eyes began to turn a lighter color almost, turning a beautiful yellow color, he began to slowly approach Isabella's back, while he began to bring his hand closer to her neck.
His gaze became penetrating with an almost obsessive intensity, which would only be found in the gaze of a hungry predator looking at its prey.
'just one movement'. Eiden thought, tensing all the muscles in his arm.
At that moment, as if she felt or sensed something, Isabella quickly turned around to see what was behind her.
Startled by Isabella's movement, he suddenly woke up, returning completely to normal.
"Boo." Eiden shouted, trying to hide what he was trying to do.
"Aaah, Eideen you scared me, what's wrong with you coming so quietly." Shaken by fright, Isabella tried to scold him, it would have gone better if she weren't trembling slightly.
'which was that sensation I just felt, I felt like I was suffocating, like a hand was squeezing my neck.' Still a little scared, Isabella glanced at Eiden, who was walking towards the kitchen.
Opening the refrigerator, he poured himself something to drink, trying to clear his mind a little, which was in a mess.
"What are you doing, you're not supposed to have just finished your first year, why are you still doing homework?" Seeing that he had continued with his books, I asked him, intrigued.
"I didn't tell you yesterday, I'm helping my teacher, he's someone respected when it comes to science and all those things that you don't understand." He responded sharply, still angry from the scare from before.
"And where you were, you just got back right, where you were all night."
"It seems I'm not the only one with a bad memory, I also told you the night before, I went to see a good job that was recommended to me. I went, they accepted me and I started working right away."
"They asked me if I could start, right away, and I replied that there would be no problem, since we need it urgently, although we don't need food yet, the rent is due in a few days."
"I asked if they could give me an advance and they were very kind and gave it to me, they are kind people, the only problem I think would be the work schedule, since it is a night job."
His expression didn't change, he had already thought about what he was going to tell her since yesterday, he didn't have to be too detailed about what the job was, that would only make her suspect that maybe he was doing something illegal.
"Mmmm, I see."
"I heard you leave last night because of the squeak of the door, but I hadn't heard you come in again so I went to your room but I didn't find you in it, you know, you were worrying me I thought something had happened to you."
This place was not the safest place to go out, neither during the day nor at night, so it was natural that she was worried that something might have happened to her.
Approaching where she is she placed a hand on her head while comforting her. "Don't worry, we've been living here for a long time, I know what I have to do, so that nothing happens to me, so there's nothing to worry about."
"Well that being said, I'm going to get some sleep since I'm a little tired, I've been running around all night, so I'm feeling tired." He approached, kissed her on the forehead and went to his room.
"ah, Eiden, some of my friends are going to come over later to hang out, but we'll try not to make too much noise, so as not to wake you up." Remembering something, she called him before he entered his room.
"Hey, friends, you have friends."
"Of course I have friends, unlike what you think, if I have some friends, you already met one of them."
"Mmmm, I think if I remember, her name was Alexandra or something like that, right." Eiden said trying hard to remember with his newly acquired memories.
Isabella made a face that basically told her she was an idiot. "You didn't even come close, even where you got that name from, her name is Jésica."
"I don't know how you came up with that name. Oh wait, don't tell me you know some girl named that and that's why you mixed up the names." He said in a mocking voice of someone who was listening to something new and interesting.
His gaze didn't waver, he just gave her a sideways glance before saying and walking into his room. "You know I don't have time for that, I keep myself very busy every day."
Watching him enter the room, her smile disappeared as his words echoed in her head.
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