She was a beautiful ghost.
She left
When I needed her most.
Her footprints
I still see on the coast.
She proceeded to boast.
Her jokes,
They receded the toast.
My heart's walls
She proceeded to roast.
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Hold that.
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And I had never
Felt so low
As I did when I realized
That she had lied
And I was not the man
She wanted
All that time.
I fuckin' tried.
You could have told me
I was not your kinda guy.
I would have cried.
I would have walked away
And started a new life.
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I had to die
Deep down inside
Before I let go
Of the strife.
Had to hide away
My blades
Or risk falling
Upon those knives.
Because healing fucking hurts,
But letting go is so much worse.
And we will drown in our own tears
If we don't let it run its course.
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Without remorse.
Without regret
But all those things
Were hella heavy.
I was growing it like Samson,
I would cut it if she'd bet me.
I was searching for her love
While she was trying to forget me.
That old me would have wasted away
For her
Had she just let me.
Let me.
Let me.
Let go.
I was tangled.
I was broken.
The rope burns.
I never learned.
It was all a fuckin' joke.
It was all a shitty fluke.
It was all a stupid poke.
She returned just for the strokes,
So I left it all in her throat...
I'm sorry
I didn't bother.
I threw it all in a moat.
It won't float...
I can't give a fuck
She sank this fucking boat!
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Hold that.
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She was a beautiful giest
She left
When she completed her heist.
Her footprints
I still see on the ice.
At the end of the night...
Her love
Was the edge of the knife.
My heart's walls
She would always slip by...
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Hold that.
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And I had never
Felt so high
As when I stopped
And fuckin' realized
That she had lied
And I was not the man
That she had in her eyes.
And
I know it's bittersweet
That I have dodged a bullet
I would have ate the clip
If she had just asked me to pull it...