The day had started like any other, but by the time it ended, everything had crumbled. The revelation that my mom, sister, girlfriend, and even my childhood friend were all involved with the bastard who bullied me was a punch to the gut. And the worst part? They blamed me for it.
"You're weak, Hiroki."
"You didn't save us, Hiroki."
Those words echoed in my mind, each one a dagger twisting in my chest. Had I really failed them? I had poured my heart and soul into helping them, always striving to be the best I could be. I did everything they asked, even when it hurt, even when it got me into trouble. And this is how they repay me?
"Ha… hahaha… HAHAHAHAHA…"
Tears streamed down my face as I laughed, a sound bordering on madness. The video on the screen, once a source of pleasure, now made my stomach churn. I could have handled it if it had been just Nao, my girlfriend, or even Ayumu. But my own family?
I want to die. The thought kept repeating in my mind, a relentless drumbeat. But I wasn't strong enough to end it all. Slowly, the light in my eyes dimmed as an overwhelming emptiness spread through my chest.
I don't even know what's happening to me anymore. All I know is that, somehow… I feel free. Maybe it's this void inside me, like nothing in the world matters anymore. Yes… YES! Nothing matters. I can do whatever I want, and it won't mean a thing. HAHAHA!
A manic smile crept across my face.
About five minutes later, my face had gone cold and indifferent. I stepped into the shower, scrubbing and lathering myself until I felt numb.
After the shower, I checked the time—12 PM. They still hadn't returned. Looks like they were having fun with that bastard.
While getting dressed and fixing my hair, I decided it was time for a change. No more gel to spike it up—I'd go for a Quiff style instead. A cut with longer, voluminous hair on top and shorter sides.
Looking in the mirror, I had to admit… maybe I looked a little more handsome now. Hmm. Well, before going to bed, I'd get in some exercise.
By the time I finished my routine, it was already 12:30 AM. I lay down and finally drifted off. Tomorrow would be a new day of life… or at least, a day surviving as a living nightmare. I just hoped I could avoid all those… women.