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Chapter 8 - Not yours to claim

It was a quiet evening, the kind Elena usually looked forward to. The club had closed early due to a power issue, and she and Jasper were back home before midnight.

The room was quiet, lit by the soft yellow glow of the single bedside lamp. Jasper sat on the edge of the bed, unlacing his boots in slow, absentminded motions. Elena stood near the shelf, pretending to sort her cookie supply tins. They were already arranged perfectly.

She wasn't sure why she said it. Maybe to test him. Maybe to free herself from the swirling thoughts. Or maybe… maybe just to see his face.

"Harper asked me out."

The words dropped into the room like a stone in still water.

Jasper paused mid-lace. His fingers froze. His shoulders stiffened—only slightly, but she saw it.

He didn't look up.

"Okay," he said, quietly.

That was it. Just okay.

Not surprise. Not interest. Not even sarcasm.

He resumed unlacing his boots with the same pace as before, but Elena felt something between them shift—pull tight—like a thread under strain.

She turned around, watching him. "Did you hear what I said?"

"Yeah," Jasper replied. He leaned back and tossed one boot aside. "What did you tell him?"

Elena hesitated. "I said I'm still thinking about it."

Jasper nodded. Just once. Then reached for the second boot.

The silence afterward was louder than any argument they'd ever had.

Elena sat on the far end of the bed, tucking her legs underneath her. She wasn't looking at him, but she could feel him—right there, close enough to touch, yet somehow distant.

"You don't have anything to say?" she asked.

Jasper didn't look at her. He just leaned back on his palms, staring up at the ceiling.

"He's good for you," he said. "Harper. He's got a proper job. Family money. Probably smells like peppermint and doesn't leave his socks everywhere."

Elena rolled her eyes. "Stop."

"I'm serious. He's the kind of guy you go out with, Elena. He's the kind of guy you end up with."

She turned sharply. "What's that supposed to mean?"

Jasper finally looked at her, his eyes steady and unreadable.

"It means…" He paused. "He's clean. He's normal. He's not... me."

A long silence.

The air between them felt too full. The room felt too small.

Elena's voice dropped. "And what if I don't want 'normal'?"

Jasper's jaw clenched, just briefly, then relaxed.

"Then you're making a mistake," he said quietly, forcing a half-smile. "But it's your mistake to make."

That stung.

They both turned away at the same time, staring at opposite walls. The bed felt like a country with a war drawn between the pillows.

After a few minutes, Jasper lay down, arms behind his head, staring at the ceiling again.

Elena didn't move.

"You're upset," he said.

"I'm not."

"You are."

She turned to face him. "So are you."

He didn't deny it.

The fan above hummed a steady rhythm. The city sounds outside filtered through the cracked window—horns, music, laughter from a passing group.

Then Jasper said something. Barely above a whisper.

"I just didn't think he'd ask this soon."

Elena's breath caught.

"What?"

But he didn't repeat it.

He turned on his side, back to her.

Elena lay down too, eyes wide open, her back facing his. Just inches between them on the narrow bed, but it might as well have been a thousand miles.

And neither of them slept.

Not really.

Because now, the space between them wasn't just physical.

It was filled with things unsaid, feelings unclaimed, and a quiet war neither of them was ready to end.

And Jasper didn't know how to fight for something he wasn't sure belonged to him.

Not yet.

********

It started like any other night at the club.

Elena moved through the velvet-lit lounge with practiced ease — refilling napkins, adjusting wine glasses, exchanging quiet nods with customers. The air was hazy with perfume and the low thump of music, the kind that pulsed gently through your spine. She caught Jasper's figure behind the bar — stoic, efficient, distant — like always. But every now and then, his eyes flicked to her. Brief. Watchful. Quietly tethered.

She didn't smile back. Not tonight.

She was still trying to forget the things he didn't say the night before.

Around midnight, she was wiping a table when Lana, one of the floor girls, leaned in close.

"Elena, can you help us out back for a minute?" she asked, voice sweet but tight.

Elena blinked. "Out back?"

"Yeah. Just a sec. Nothing major."

Something about the way she said it made the hairs on Elena's neck rise. But she followed.

Lana led her past the main floor, through the curtain behind the bar, down the narrow hallway near the stockroom where light bulbs flickered and the music softened to a distant hum.

Two other girls were already waiting — Sasha, all legs and lashes, and Mina, the club's queen bee when it came to charming customers.

Elena stopped short. "What's this?"

Lana closed the door behind her.

Sasha crossed her arms. "We need to talk."

"About what?"

"You."

Mina stepped forward. "We're going to make this simple. Stay away from Jasper."

Elena raised a brow, completely thrown. "Excuse me?"

"You heard her," Sasha chimed in, eyes sharp. "You're getting too comfortable."

"Too close," Lana added.

Mina scoffed. "You think we don't notice? You living with him? Always walking home together? And now he won't even look at anyone else in this place."

Elena's brows furrowed. "That has nothing to do with me."

"Oh, please," Sasha sneered. "Don't act all innocent. Ever since you started working here, it's like we don't exist to him. Men too. Customers used to line up just to talk to us. Now? They want your cookies and your smile."

Elena stood a little straighter. "I didn't know being polite was a crime."

"You're not just being polite," Mina said, stepping closer. "You're taking attention that isn't meant for you."

"And making yourself comfortable in his space," Lana added. "Seriously, can't you get your own place? Or is living with Jasper part of your strategy?"

The air thickened.

Elena's chest tightened—but not with fear.

With anger.

"I didn't ask for any of this," she said, voice low but steady. "I didn't come here to impress men. Or chase Jasper. Or compete with anyone. I came here to work. To survive."

The girls laughed bitterly.

"Survive?" Mina echoed. "That's cute."

"You're not his girlfriend," Sasha snapped. "And don't even dream of being one. Jasper is mine."

Elena blinked, then slowly tilted her head.

"Is that so?"

"I've known him longer. I've been here longer. I've waited for him to stop playing the quiet, wounded tough guy. I know his type. And you're not it."

Elena took a step forward now, eyes blazing.

"Well, then you shouldn't be worried, should you? If I'm not his type, why are you three ganging up on me like scared little girls?"

The room fell silent.

Lana's jaw twitched.

"You think you're better than us?" Mina spat.

"No," Elena said calmly. "But I know I'm not afraid of you."

Sasha rolled her eyes. "You should be."

Elena smiled—a small, dangerous smile.

"I'm not."

Then she turned and walked out, back straight, heart pounding but her pride untouched.

Back in the Lounge

The music washed over her like nothing had happened. Jasper glanced her way, as he always did, but she didn't meet his gaze.

He didn't need to know.

He didn't need to see her shaken.

She moved with her usual grace, laughing when Rhodes made a bad joke, handing out drinks with her signature calm. But underneath it all, her blood still simmered.

Later That Night

In the apartment, Jasper was already home when she arrived. He looked up from where he sat fixing something under the sink.

"You're late."

"Had to stay back and clean something," she lied.

He didn't press. "You okay?"

"Yeah."

"You sure?"

She nodded. "Just tired."

She brushed past him, went to the kitchen, poured herself a glass of water, and leaned on the counter. He was watching her. She could feel it.

But she didn't look back.

She wasn't ready for that conversation—not tonight.

Because as much as she told herself she didn't care, that confrontation in the back room had rattled something in her. Not because they were cruel. Not because they were wrong.

But because somewhere deep inside her…

She realized she was already starting to want what they warned her not to touch.

And that scared her more than anything.

The girls' confrontation at the club stayed with Elena long after it ended. Not in the way they probably intended — she wasn't scared of them. Not even a little. But something about it clung to her skin, like the scent of smoke after a fire.

They had spoken with envy, but underneath it, she recognized something darker: territorial desperation. The kind that lashes out at anything unfamiliar. She had become that thing — unfamiliar, unpredictable, and too close to what they wanted.

But what unsettled her most wasn't what they said. It was the fact that she hadn't denied it.

She hadn't said, "I don't want Jasper."

Because she wasn't sure that would've been true.

So she kept the encounter buried.

Tucked deep beneath routine smiles and measured steps. She laughed when Rhodes cracked a joke. She handed Jasper his lunch each morning, just like always. She even helped a customer write a birthday note on a cookie box without blinking.

But inside? Everything churned.

A Few Days Later…

Harper had been patient. Respectful. Quietly hopeful.

Until tonight.

He stood outside the cookie stand after hours, hands in his pockets, wearing that soft, unsure smile she'd come to know well.

"Elena," he said gently, "can we talk?"

She nodded, heart already sinking.

They walked to a quiet café a few blocks away, sat across from each other in a booth by the window. The low lights cast warm glows across Harper's hopeful eyes. But Elena couldn't return the look.

"I just wanted to ask…" Harper began slowly, "if you've had time to think about what I asked you. About us."

Elena looked down at her hands. Then met his gaze.

"I have."

"And?"

She took a breath. "I think we should just stay friends."

Harper's face didn't fall immediately. It cracked slowly, like he didn't want to believe it yet.

"Did I… do something wrong?"

"No," she said quickly. "You've been nothing but good to me. Better than I deserve."

He gave a small nod, eyes tightening. "So... is it someone else?"

Elena hesitated. Then shook her head, too quickly. "It's not like that."

"But it is someone, right?"

She said nothing.

Harper leaned back in his seat, exhaling. Then, more bitterly than she'd ever heard from him: "Let me guess. Jasper."

"Harper—"

He gave a dry chuckle. "You're not even denying it."

"I don't owe you a denial."

His face hardened. "Why are you living with him, Elena? You've never told me. I've asked before, and you dodge it every time."

"That's none of your business," she said quietly but firmly.

"Why not? You say we're friends. Friends talk."

"Then let's talk about something else."

"Elena." His voice dipped, eyes searching hers. "You don't see it, but you light up when you talk about him. Even when you're mad at him. And the worst part? He doesn't even deserve that kind of attention."

"Stop."

"Why are you defending him?" Harper leaned in. "Tell me—has he ever told you how he feels? Has he even once looked at you like—like you matter beyond what you do for him?"

Elena's eyes flashed. "You don't know him."

"I know he's not the one sitting here asking to love you."

That silenced her.

Harper leaned back, suddenly exhausted. "Look… I just thought… I thought maybe, with time, I could be enough. But I guess I'm not what your heart wants."

Elena swallowed the lump rising in her throat. "You are enough, Harper. Just not for me. And I don't know what my heart wants. I only know I can't pretend."

He nodded slowly, jaw clenched. Then he stood.

"For what it's worth," he said, voice tight, "he may not say it—but if he ever hurts you, Elena, he's a damn fool."

He didn't wait for a response.

Just walked out, quietly shutting the door behind him.

Later That Night

Back in the apartment, Jasper was on the couch, half-asleep with a book resting on his chest. He stirred when she walked in.

"You went out?"

"Yeah," she said, heading to the bathroom.

He nodded but didn't press.

When she emerged, freshly changed, he was watching her silently.

"You okay?"

She climbed into bed without answering.

And as she turned her back to him under the covers, her thoughts raced.

Harper had asked all the right questions.

But the one she kept circling back to wasn't about Harper.

It was the one she refused to say out loud:

Why hasn't Jasper asked me anything at all?

*********

The morning sun beat down hard over the tin roof of the mechanic shop, the scent of oil and grease thick in the air. Engines roared to life, tools clinked against metal, and the radio hummed low in the background with the voice of an old blues singer.

It was an ordinary day. Or so it seemed.

Harper stormed through the workshop gates like a man on a mission.

"Yo, Harper!" Andrew called from under a raised car hood. "You forget to bring your usual peace offering? My stomach's waitin' for those meat pies, man."

But Harper didn't laugh. Didn't even smirk.

Instead, he marched straight past, jaw locked tight, shoulders squared like a bull ready to charge.

Andrew raised a brow. "Where's the fire? You looking for someone?"

Harper stopped dead in front of him, his voice low but laced with fury.

"Where's Jasper?"

Andrew blinked. "Huh?"

"I said—where is he?"

That made Andrew straighten. "Since when do you go looking for Jasper? I thought you two only spoke when tools went missin'."

Harper didn't answer.

Andrew scratched his head. "Man, I dunno. Haven't seen—"

The back door creaked open. In walked Jasper, wiping his hands on a rag, a wrench tucked into the back of his jeans. He wore his usual blank expression — calm, unreadable, slightly detached from the world.

And then—

WHAM.

Before anyone could blink, Harper charged forward and punched Jasper square in the jaw. The sound echoed through the workshop like a thunderclap. Jasper stumbled back, crashing into the workbench, tools clattering to the floor.

"Harper! What the hell?!" Andrew yelled, rushing forward.

Two other mechanics dropped what they were doing and ran in to pull Harper back, gripping his arms as he struggled.

"You wanna fight in a garage full of iron and fire? Are you mad?!" someone shouted.

Jasper pressed a hand to his mouth, blinking in stunned silence. Blood dripped between his fingers, bright against his pale skin. His wrench hit the ground with a clank.

Harper was still screaming. Straining against the arms that held him back.

"SHE REJECTED ME BECAUSE OF YOU!"

Jasper's brows pulled together. "What—?"

"You dumb, closed-off idiot!" Harper's voice cracked. "You barely even talk to her. You don't treat her special. You never even tell her how you feel! And still—still—she picked you!"

Jasper just stared.

Confused.

Stunned.

Silent.

Andrew gawked. "Wait—Elena?"

Harper kept yelling, fury turning into something raw. "You don't even want her, do you? You don't deserve her! You're a damn wall with a heartbeat, and yet she's yours and doesn't even know it!"

Jasper blinked.

Elena… chose him?

That punch hurt, yeah. But nothing about this moment made sense.

Except for one thing:

The strange flutter in his chest. The involuntary smile threatening his lips, even as blood ran down them. His cheek throbbed, but something inside him glowed.

He didn't say a word.

Just slowly stood straight, wiping the corner of his mouth, tasting iron.

Andrew turned to Jasper. "Say something, man!"

But Jasper didn't.

Instead, he looked at Harper — really looked — eyes filled with something unreadable. Not mockery. Not anger.

Almost… sympathy.

And maybe just a flicker of guilt.

Harper jerked again, but the guys held him tighter. He was breathing hard now, the anger starting to melt into pain.

"You don't even get it," Harper muttered, voice shaking. "She's kind. She's strong. And she would've given me a chance… if you weren't always in her head."

Jasper didn't deny it.

He couldn't.

Because deep down, he'd known. In those small silences. In the way she looked at him when she thought he wasn't watching. In the way he had started memorizing her without meaning to.

He hadn't asked her for anything.

But a part of her had been his for a while now.

And that scared him more than it thrilled him.

Still, he smiled.

Not out of triumph.

But out of something he hadn't allowed himself to feel in a long time: hope.

Later That Day

The garage slowly returned to its rhythm, though whispers floated in corners and glances followed Jasper wherever he walked. He kept mostly to himself, working in silence, occasionally pressing a cloth to the swelling on his face.

Andrew sat on the hood of a car nearby, sipping water and eyeing him.

"You happy now?"

Jasper gave a small, dry shrug.

"Wasn't my plan."

Andrew chuckled. "Man gets punched and walks around smilin' like he won the lottery."

Jasper didn't answer.

But his thoughts weren't in the shop anymore.

They were already back home, back in that cramped room, where Elena would hand him lunch and pretend she didn't watch him when he turned away.

Back where her silence had started meaning more than most people's words.

The sun was just beginning to dip behind the rooftops when Jasper pushed the apartment door open.

It creaked slightly, like always.

Inside, the soft scent of cinnamon hung in the air — cookies again. He figured Elena must've been baking earlier. The small apartment looked just as he'd left it, but somehow felt... different. Warmer. Or maybe that was just him.

He stepped in, trying to be quiet, though the dull throb in his jaw made even walking feel louder than usual.

Elena was at the small counter, tying up a paper bag — probably an order for Rhodes. She wore that oversized T-shirt she'd taken to sleeping in, her hair tucked in a loose braid, strands curling around her face from the kitchen heat.

She looked up.

And froze.

Her eyes landed on the bruise forming on his cheek — a deep red already shading into angry purple. A small cut on his lip, too, swollen and crusted with dried blood.

She didn't say anything at first.

Just slowly set the bag down.

"What happened?" she asked, voice soft but steady.

Jasper dropped his keys into the bowl by the door, shrugged off his jacket, and toed off his boots. "It's nothing."

"'Nothing' looks like a right hook."

He gave a half-smile — or tried to. It tugged at the cut on his lip and made him wince.

"Mechanic shop scuffle. Happens sometimes."

Her eyes narrowed. "Jasper."

He walked to the sink, splashed cold water on his hands, then patted the side of his face with a towel like he was testing how bad the damage really was. Still, he didn't look at her.

"I'm fine."

She stepped closer, quiet but firm. "Did someone do this to you on purpose?"

He finally turned, and their eyes met.

For a long moment, neither spoke.

Then, Jasper let out a breath. "Harper."

Her eyebrows shot up. "Harper?!"

He nodded, leaning back against the counter like he was too tired to explain. "Came in like a madman. Cursed me out. Called me names. Said you rejected him because of me."

Elena's mouth parted. "What?"

Jasper tilted his head, watching her. "Did you?"

She flushed — not with guilt, but with the frustration of being exposed. She turned away, busying her hands with the bag of cookies.

"I told him I just wanted to stay friends."

"And he thinks that's because of me."

Silence.

Then: "I don't know what he thinks."

Jasper took a slow step toward her. "But is he wrong?"

Elena's hands stilled. "Why are you asking me that?"

"Because a man doesn't get punched in the face over nothing," he said, his voice lower now, rougher. "And I'd like to know what exactly I'm guilty of."

She turned then, meeting his gaze fully. Her eyes flicked to the bruise, then back to his. "You're not guilty of anything."

Jasper smirked — this one softer, a little sad. "That almost makes it worse."

They stood like that for a long second — close but not touching, caught in the fragile gravity between them.

Then Elena moved. She reached up with a damp cloth and, without a word, pressed it gently to his lip. He winced slightly, but didn't pull away. Her fingers grazed his jaw, and his breath caught.

"You shouldn't have to deal with that," she whispered.

"Shouldn't have to, maybe," he said. "But I think I understand why he did it."

She didn't reply.

But her hand lingered a little too long on his skin. When she finally let go, the air felt colder.

Jasper stepped back, unsure of what to do with the moment — with everything it implied and everything it didn't.

"I'll go shower," he muttered.

Elena nodded, stepping aside.

As he walked past her, something in him tightened. He wanted to say something. Anything.

But instead, he just disappeared into the bathroom, closing the door behind him with a soft click.

And Elena… stood completely still, hand on the counter, heart thudding.

Because the bruise on his face wasn't the only thing Harper had exposed.

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