The issue I was about to discuss with Dr. Alex was not something I wanted Donald to know of. I could not trust him with that information, and I did not want him knowing that part of me already. He had messed with me enough, and he did not have a right to know what I wanted to tell Alex about.
The more reason why I did not want him to know was because I did not want him to begin to see me as crazy and begin to treat me like I am someone who is insane. I wanted to hold on to my free will a little while longer until I was out of that house and could find real help.
However, here he was seated on the couch, insisting that I involve him in a conversation that I did not want him to be involved in.
