I lived for a dream
A dream which never came true
I became a disappointment for my own self
I hated to see my own reflection
I began to avoid everything related to it.
I was not angry when my family made fun of it
Rather I became more disappointed in myself
To be suffocated in your own skin
Is something I hope never comes to you
They never will never know
How close I was to slip away
Into silence of the darkness.
Of the sunlight I will never see or hear.
Someone asked me
Why everything just for a dream?
You will never know
It was not, just a dream for us