When life hits you with the worst of its weapons, most people give up before they even begin to fight.
And I wasn't any exception — I gave up before I ever stepped into the ring.
Motivation to win is always the fear of losing ....
But what if you've lost already?
A man who had a breakup.
A man who lost everything.
A man with no one to share his anxiety with, quietly drowning in depression… and still smiling.
At last,
a broken glass is an art piece too.
Yes, that man was me.
When life turned the tables and showed me its worst form, I was shattered — no hope left, no reason to smile.
Every day felt like a burden. I just wished for it to end quickly.
The gift of life felt like a curse from hell.
Financial problems crushed me.
Internal fights tore me apart.
And in trying to hold everything together, I forgot what happiness even felt like.
People say pain shapes you- But what if all it did was erase me?
I remember lying on bed, feeling sorry not for myself but for my parents they got a kid like me
And just when I thought it couldn't get worse... love struck me.
My heart didnt beat.. it begged.
The only place where I once felt safe was now gone. I was alone — again.
I...I wasnt sinking, I was already at the bottom watching hope float away
That was the day I decided:
Love isn't real. It's just an illusion... a paradox, maybe?
Whatever it was, I promised myself — no more love. Keep it away.
Everyday, I wake up with knowing there's no reason for me to smile and yet act like I am living the best life possible making jokes while talking to others with no reason to smile for myself
Passing in Exams and Failing in life
I remember my friends were jealous of me, how im passing in exams, living happily little did they know
they were jealous of The mask I wore, not the The man i was.
But...
when the heart speaks, the brain listens.
And when emotions linger, logic disappears into the haze...
And Just when I stopped searching for light
My phone screen lit up with a DM from my friend...