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Volume 1: First Love Arc Chapter 4 Part 4
Afterward, the man collapsed on top of Lin Qingrou, hugging her soft, warm body and enjoying her quivering pussy, while Chen Yi, hollow-eyed, stared through the crack, his sight unfocused, cock still twitching as a little more cum dripped to the floor...
At this moment, Chen Yi's mind was finally, utterly broken. He knew his sense of self had been erased, his only reason for being was to meet Lin Qingrou's needs...
And it wasn't over. The man, after a short rest, roused himself, pulled out, then openly reached for Lin Qingrou's clothes, peeling off her tiny camisole. Lin Qingrou, still face-down, breathless, obediently raised her arms, allowing the man to strip her, then turned over, her long legs together and straight, gazing at him with a look that was nothing but flirtation. The man smoothly unzipped her skirt, sliding it down...
With a leg raised, she kicked out of her sexy sandals, her pale, delicate soles slap-slapping onto the wooden floor...
Watching, Chen Yi knew they were going to do it again. Seeing Lin Qingrou being stripped by another, offering up her naked body, the pain should have been unbearable. But Chen Yi, entirely broken, instead found a warped pleasure; beyond the sexual visuals, what thrilled him was the pain itself, the agony feeding his sick adoration. The more it hurt, the more he liked it...
(So beautiful... so pretty... so erotic... Xiaorou looks so happy... does she want it? I love her... love! I just want her to enjoy herself... as long as she's happy... nothing else matters, right? It hurts... but it feels good... she must enjoy seeing my pain, right? She should just be happy... I love her! I want to hurt for her... oh... so good...)
All kinds of contradictory thoughts swirled in his mind, tears streaming down. Left alone in the dark, touching himself, about to watch his girlfriend get ravished by another man, none of that even stirred a thought to stop it. All he wanted was to please Lin Qingrou... he even started to deliberately recall his "innocent, sweet" love days with her and contrast them with now, just to make the pain sharper (If it hurts me... Xiaorou will be happy...). That thought ended his sanity after today, he'd live as her "toy," with no will of his own.
The man took off the condom and, crawling onto the bed, lined up his crotch with Lin Qingrou's face.
Chen Yi watched as the man, in an utterly humiliating pose, forced his cock into his girlfriend's mouth...
"Hmm? Eh?! ugu! guu wuwuwu! mm mm wuwu mm mm mm~"
The man, on all fours, pushed his hips, shaft fucking Lin Qingrou's mouth just as he'd ravished her pussy, every thrust plunging the head into her throat...
(Damn! That bastard... so but... Xiaorou... she isn't resisting...) Chen Yi's fists clenched; he gritted his teeth as he watched Lin Qingrou's brows knot, her face struggling, her moans labored. But she didn't resist at all her hands lay by her sides, not moving, utterly submissive, taking the deep-throat humiliation...
His tears poured down again, but still he didn't want to stop it. Watching Lin Qingrou's passivity stabbed his heart, but he kept thinking: as long as it hurt him, she'd be happy right?
With effort, the man pulled his cock from her mouth. Chen Yi watched as that long shaft, cleaned by his girlfriend's mouth the same mouth that kissed him was now used for her betrayal. Thinking about their sweet relationship, and her utter debasement, he wept and his cock hardened again. As the man again produced a condom, Lin Qingrou took it gently in her mouth, rolled it on with another deep-throat action. Then, raising her arms, this girl whose name the man still didn't even know hugged his neck tightly, spread her legs wide, and offered herself...
"Mn haa ah ah It's... inside again wu wu mn ah ah ah Cheating on my boyfriend again and again mn haa ah ah so thrilling... so good mn ah ah ah~"
She deliberately emphasized "cheating on my boyfriend," and it had an immediate effect. In the closet, Chen Yi convulsed with pain, hunched over, even making a little noise when he hit the wood.
But with the vigorous flesh-slapping and Lin Qingrou's lewd moans, the noise in the closet was lost. He just kept watching his beautiful girlfriend, in another man's arms, their bodies joined as if they were lovers zero distance, even "negative distance" tortured but compelled, vigorously jacking himself...
"Yiya ah ah ah So thick... so long so fast This position... mn aha ah is the best mn ya ah My cervix is opened up mn mn wu wu wu It... it's in, yya ah ah The cock... is inside my womb, mn ah ah ah ah"
Hearing her words, even without x-ray vision, Chen Yi could imagine the man's cock pounding into his beloved's deepest place, ramming open her cervix, piercing into her inexperienced womb...
"Wu wu ya ah ah I'm... I'm breaking So deep... mn ah ah So fast No! No, can't ah ah ah, it'll break me mn wuwu ya ah ah I'm cumming! Going to cum at once! mn mn! wu wu yi ya aa~"
With her words, Chen Yi gritted his teeth, eyes fixed on his beloved, spread wide under a stranger, but he also started to realize his pain wasn't just pain. It was fueling his lust, and the more he pitied and loved Lin Qingrou, the more excited he got watching her abused; especially, every time she spread her lovely legs, bouncing them up and down, her pretty white feet waving in the air, it gave Chen Yi a warped high, making him want more...
"Mn mn... wu wu ah ah ah Big brother... faster... I really... mn haa ah ah can't anymore ah ah ah Big brother, cum hurry and cum, mn ah ah ah~"
Chen Yi's eyes stayed fixed on her swinging legs and waving feet, watching while another man used his beloved, waiting out every minute, every second, of her being violated...
"Mn wu wu ah ah ah ah~"
By the end, Lin Qingrou could barely speak, the man's thick cock even raping her womb, her mind half lost in pleasure. It wasn't until she felt the hot throb of semen fill her pussy and womb that she snapped back, remembering she was under her boyfriend's gaze being utterly ravished...
As she bucked in orgasm, Chen Yi's own hand kept pace, waiting for the moment when, watching another man cum inside his beloved, his own cock fired yet again wasting his seed on the cold wood...
"Hu! That was incredible~"
The man, after cumming, caught his breath and rolled off, pulling out with the condom now bulging and full of milky liquid. Only now did Chen Yi recall seeing video of Lin Qingrou taking it bare...
Seeing the full condom he finally wondered if that milky fluid had really filled Lin Qingrou, what would that be like? When his girlfriend was creampied by strangers in a hotel on their trip, what was she thinking...
First kiss, first handhold, first time being seen naked, first time being pressed under a man, first blowjob, first handjob, first footjob, even first creampie all things that should have been his, all taken by other men... even now, he, the supposed boyfriend, hadn't touched her pussy, hadn't even slept with her, and now had to watch her make love to other men...
His heart felt ripped to shreds. Worse, perhaps, was that in the shock, his cock (already spent) gave up a last trickle of semen, drooling out onto the wood below...
"Haa Pretty girl, rest well That's it for today Next time, you must see me again Mn... but next time... I hope it's bare Hahaha"
The man quickly got up, dressed, and said crude things, while Lin Qingrou still sprawled, only now catching her breath giggled back, "Hehe Sure Next... hu... next time I see big brother... I'll let you cum in me~"
As the man left, he couldn't resist giving her firm breasts a rough squeeze...
"Hu... hu... mn! hey! Hu ah ah!"
With the door shut, quiet returned. Lin Qingrou, spent and weak, struggled off the bed, circled round to the wardrobe, and opened the door...
"Ah ah ah you came so much"
She saw Chen Yi inside, bent over in tears, white cum smeared across the dark wardrobe door, and even as she opened it, his cock, untouched, was still dripping...
"Darling you're like me now Hopeless~"
Lin Qingrou snuggled into Chen Yi's arms, hugging tight. With her shoes off, her pale feet stepped into his cum on the floor, making sticky sounds. She lifted her head, brought her face to his ear, and, as she licked his ear, murmured lewdly, "Awu sliu darling watching your girlfriend in front of you being fucked by another man till orgasm... It hurts, right mn haa ah ah sliu right here... doesn't it feel... like it's going to split open?"
As she spoke, her small hand touched Chen Yi's chest, feeling his violently beating heart. Chen Yi, even though his spirit was shattered, still teared up again at his beloved picking at his wounds. "Sliu haa ah ah So good... darling So good your hurt, broken look... really hits my spot mn haa ah ah sliu sliu I love seeing you in pain I want... want to see you even more crushed, even more dead inside mn ah ah ah"
Seeing Chen Yi destroyed, Lin Qingrou's face was twisted in an excited, pathological smile that was almost terrifying. But for Chen Yi, seeing her like that made it all the more sharp, but, strangely, painfully delightful too. "Cough cough... wu wu... it it hurts! Xiaorou... my... heart... it hurts so bad..."
"Hahaha so great, so great Darling... did you watch closely me getting fucked by another man mn haa ah ah sliu Right there, in front of you... I got pounded twice mn ah ah ah Yes darling, your heart must hurt even more I'll keep telling you about it I want... I want it to hurt more I love that~"
Watching Lin Qingrou in her ecstasy, almost maniacally excited, Chen Yi suddenly felt a weird kind of relief, as if the strange, completely incomprehensible woman before him was about to swallow him whole...
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