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Volume 1: First Love Arc Chapter 5 Part 3
"Kacha..."
He heard the door open behind him, and immediately turned to see his beloved Lin Qingrou, her face still red and glowing, though outwardly nothing seemed different. But Chen Yi still sensed change in her was it her mood? Her energy? Her aura? He couldn't say. What mattered was...
"D-did he... really... cum inside you...?"
Staring at Lin Qingrou's blushing face, his gaze drifted down to her smooth, white legs. Just looking, nothing seemed different, since there was only one day off per week, and she'd worn the same shorts and t-shirt as before only now, she'd changed into a pair of flat sandals that looked clean and sweet, but somehow, on her, were incredibly sexy. This youthful outfit only highlighted her stunning figure. When Chen Yi asked, Lin Qingrou said nothing, just nodded slightly, and when his beloved's nod confirmed it, Chen Yi felt as if a giant weight slammed down on his heart, crushing his soul. She'd really done it, with his permission, letting her inner place take another man's essence. Even knowing he could never say no to what she truly wanted, and truly, from the bottom of his heart, wanted to make her happy, finally being sure, seeing that someone else's DNA was now deep inside her body, he suddenly felt blank and lost...
On the other side, Lin Qingrou had already sat at the bedside. Because Chen Yi's chastity was still locked (he'd forgotten to unlock in his excitement), he came over to join her. "Kacha..."
In the silent room, the sound of his cock springing free from the lock echoed. Even though his heart ached, his cock still stood up, trembling in front of Lin Qingrou...
"Darling~ I... was thinking..."
Her seductive voice sounded as she lifted her legs and removed her shorts, sitting naked below the waist on the bed before him, and slowly spread her thighs. "!!!"
The scene that followed utterly broke Chen Yi's mind, as he watched his beloved girlfriend, legs spread wide, pink pussy displayed, and in the softest, deepest part, thick white liquid was slowly oozing out...
Chen Yi knew exactly what it was semen. And the cum that was dripping from his beloved's pussy... did not belong to him. It was the DNA of another man, shot deep inside her with Chen Yi's own consent. In both body and soul, he and his beloved childhood sweetheart were already defiled beyond return...
"Darling... I... I know this is too much... but... could you... lick me?" And before Chen Yi had even fully processed what he saw, she spoke the next shocking line. Now, Chen Yi, familiar with NTR, cuckoldry, even green-hat slave stories, knew all about videos of husbands licking out their wives after affairs. But this time, it was happening to him...
Lin Qingrou saw Chen Yi's stunned face, and understood she may have gone too far after cheating on him, then wanting to be creampied, and making him agree, she was taking advantage of all his love for her, doing too many unforgivable things. Now, asking her boyfriend to lick her pussy that had just been bred by another man, she couldn't help but cover her burning cheeks, "Um... I-I'm sorry... darling... If you can't accept it, you really don't have to. I get it... aaah!"
But before she finished, she suddenly felt a soft, slippery sensation touch her pussy, electric, her slender waist arching in a shiver, "Wait darling~ No... let's not "
Lin Qingrou was shocked to find, Chen Yi really started licking?!
He was just so obedient, so submissive like a little lamb. Lin Qingrou couldn't help but feel both soft and guilty. She reached down to push his head from between her legs. "Do you like it?"
"I do... but... if you don't..."
"I'm okay... Xiaorou! I love you! I'll do anything for you! I'm your green-hat slave... I'll do whatever you say..."
For the first time, Chen Yi let out everything in his heart all at once, speaking without embarrassment, so honestly that Lin Qingrou's heart squeezed, and she started to cry. "Mmm... wuwuwu... I'm sorry... I'm really... terrible... I... someone like me... doesn't deserve to be loved by you... wuwuwu... sorry... but I really don't want to let go. I'm such a slut... but I still want to be with you... sorry... I'm so awful..."
Lin Qingrou sobbed. Since getting together with Chen Yi, after every infidelity she'd been torn up with guilt, even as she grew addicted to how wrong it was. She knew how deeply wrong it all was, and even after showing Chen Yi the entire process, she knew she alone was responsible for remaking him this way through endless abuse and torment.
"It's okay... you're perfect for me I really, really love you A slut and a dog forever and ever see? I'm just like a little puppy now, licking your pussy, right? Woof woof woof Xiaorou... your feet in those sandals are so pretty, can I... rub on them?"
Seeing her in tears, Chen Yi realized that Lin Qingrou's heartbreak moved him more than even cuckolding or violation by others ever could. In that moment, he realized he had already fallen in love weird, wild, not at all pure or naive. He couldn't bear for her to feel any pain, so to reassure her, even if it embarrassed him, he forced himself to say things that would've killed him in the past...
"Uwuu... pfft... uwuu hahahaha... uwuu... hahaha O-of course you can, you pervert Hahaha Love you best"
Hearing Chen Yi say that, as a typical "straight guy" never prone to silly jokes, and even imitate a puppy to make her laugh, Lin Qingrou couldn't help but cry and smile all at once, the absurdity of it all overwhelming her. As Chen Yi licked her soft, sensitive pussy, the electric pleasure shot through her body. Remembering there was still another man's cum inside her hole, and her truly beloved boyfriend was kneeling here, using his tongue to clean it all out, the arousal and shame hit Lin Qingrou so hard she came instantly. It was a completely different kind of orgasm than being pounded by a cock, and she arched her head back, mouth open in frenzied panting...
Her long, white, beautiful legs trembled, curling tight, finally wrapping around Chen Yi. She pressed his head more into her sticky pussy, using her thighs to hold him close, feeling both guilty and overjoyed at the wicked pleasure...
Chen Yi, his head pressed tight against Lin Qingrou's groin, opened his mouth and sealed himself over her plump, dripping pussy, his tongue swirling nonstop around her soaked folds, even though inside her, along with her own fluids, was the semen of another man, filling the air with a sharp, fishy scent.
No matter how much he loved Lin Qingrou, swallowing another man's cum in her pussy was still disgusting. But seeing Lin Qingrou tilt her head back in orgasm, his own reluctance was overcome, and he forced himself to keep licking, swallowing down every bit of thick, sticky mess.
"Mn haa ahh ahh Darling Mn yaa ahh Go... go in deeper mn haa ahh My whole body is numb... I'm sorry I'm such a bad woman cheating over and over and loving to bully my boyfriend mn haa ahh Sorry But I... really, really... mn haa ahh love you so much~"
Though he hated the taste, hearing her sweet, loving cries, Chen Yi gave up all dignity, self, will, and reason, surrendering himself to be Lin Qingrou's toy. Even as he gagged on other men's cum, just seeing his beloved so happy brought him a twisted satisfaction...
After a long time, Lin Qingrou finally came down from her climax, and her legs relaxed, her sandaled feet came to rest between Chen Yi's thighs...
Soon, Lin Qingrou felt something hard and hot pressing against her left foot naturally, Chen Yi's cock was rubbing along her instep. Realizing how much her boyfriend loved her feet, Lin Qingrou lifted her dainty foot, positioning it before his cock. Her sandals exposed her toes; playfully, she curled them to create a tight little space between toes and sole, and, as she stroked him with her toes, she carefully slid his cock into that snug gap, pressing her warm, slightly sweaty sandal sole against his length. Even though her pussy was inches away, his cock was only allowed to thrust into the gap under her foot. The overwhelming humiliation and contrast brought Chen Yi who had been locked up for days to the edge almost instantly, and soon he came, spurting his semen inside Lin Qingrou's cool sandal...
"Mn yaa ahh Hahaha Darling... thank you I really love you Shoot, shoot, shoot all you want Trained by your evil girlfriend into a green-hat slave... watching other men cum inside your girl's pussy... then getting aroused by your girl's feet Hehe It's fine You can cum however many times you want today Just let it all out"
Lin Qingrou felt the sudden hot rush under her foot and flinched, unprepared, but as her foot pressed down again, more drops squeezed from Chen Yi's cock. Her pink, seductive toes wiggled and spread, rubbing his balls, until all his semen was emptied out onto her beautiful feet and white sandals, sticky and slick. Despite all her guilt, seeing the lovesick, submissive Chen Yi on his knees, coming on her feet instead of inside her, Lin Qingrou not only felt an overwhelming happiness but a morbid sense of fulfillment. Looking at her beloved kneeling below, still rutting against her sandal, she wiggled her toes, playing with his cock, "Darling do you like it? You can cum as much as you want Let's... always be together Love you~"
And so, on the night just two weeks before the college exam, they spent a wild, strangely blissful night together...
In the days after, Chen Yi had to force himself to study, but felt constantly weighed down because Lin Qingrou really did, as promised, go out for raw, creampie hookups with other men six times!
No matter what he did, just thinking about it left Chen Yi aching and depressed. He could accept any demand for Lin Qingrou's happiness even pain. It was all for her. But ultimately, knowing his beloved was so intimate with other men still brought discomfort. Yet, whenever Lin Qingrou saw his pain, she grew even more aroused. Eventually, Chen Yi found he could satisfy her simply by being heartbroken?!
He even began to enjoy the feeling clearly, he knew this meant he was on the road to total depravity, but he didn't mind. As long as Lin Qingrou was happy, he was willing to fall, whatever became of him...
Before he knew it, exam day arrived. Entering the exam room, Chen Yi was consumed with nerves. Two months of effort felt both long and short, but everything hinged on whether he could attend the same university as Lin Qingrou not for a perfect future, but just to be with her, pain and all. He knew that as long as his suffering could give her happiness, he'd accept anything. Remembering his earlier, innocent confession the way Lin Qingrou blushed as she agreed he couldn't help but laugh at himself. Who knew he'd become this? But it didn't matter his only goal was to follow Lin Qingrou, and give her his all...
"Darling, don't worry Just do your best All these months of work won't be wasted Even if things go wrong... It's fine I'll still love you very, very much~"
"Mm... Hoo! I'll do my best! Huff huff!"
Before they entered, Lin Qingrou, seeing his tension, comforted him. Chen Yi took some deep breaths and walked in with her. Compared to the tough months prior, the two days of exams flew by. As the final subject ended, Chen Yi left the testing room, recalling the three years of high school, especially the moments with Lin Qingrou, everything blurring together like a dream walking home, watching the tiles slide past his feet, everything seemed so unreal. "Darling? Darling~"
"Uh? Ah? Mm?"
Lin Qingrou's voice brought him back. She stood beside him the same girl he'd grown up with for over ten years, and only recently realized he really didn't know at all. The girl Chen Yi was ready to give everything for. "What is it?"
"Hehe Nothing The exam's finished No matter the result... I'll still love you~" Chen Yi knew she was only trying to comfort him. If his scores weren't high enough, they'd only see each other twice a year at best; they'd still love each other, but it would be hard on them both on the cuckolded Chen Yi, and on Lin Qingrou, who seemed to love nothing more than teasing him...
"Don't worry I've watched all your effort these months You'll be fine~"
"Yeah! Anyway, worrying now is pointless till the results come out~"
Hearing her, Chen Yi felt lighter. After all, what's done is done there's no sense in fretting. He realized, he'd never cared much about grades, but now he was more obsessed than ever. He shot a glance at Lin Qingrou yep, this crazy girl had totally changed him...
"What's up? Why are you looking at me like that all of a sudden..."
Noticing his blank stare, Lin Qingrou got nervous, face blushing, head lowered in shyness she'd done so many terrible things, pushing his limits, torturing his fragile heart. With the exam over, life entered a new phase, and change was inevitable. Was it her turn for retribution? (If you want to hit or scold, fine! Just don't break up!) The more she thought, the more she panicked, until she squeezed her eyes shut, almost ducking into a defensive crouch...
"Mmmwwuuu..."
What shocked her was that Chen Yi suddenly hugged her tight, and then kissed her deeply on the lips...
"Mwuu! Nn... nn~"
Lin Qingrou was surprised at first, but as she melted into his hug and kiss, she calmed down, closed her eyes, and wrapped her slim arms around him, returning the long-missed, heartfelt kiss...
"Ohohohoh!" But right in the midst of this touching moment, a chorus of loud teasing erupted behind them they jumped and turned to find a huge crowd of fellow high school classmates grinning at them. "I knew it! No way they weren't together!"
"Geez, look at you two so affectionate, no way that's the first time~ Hiding it from us all this time!"
"Aw, our shy little Xiaorou's finally blooming, huh~"
"Hey, Yi ge so, did you do it? You know, that~"
"I told you! Before the exam, Yi ge was so focused he just wanted to run away with his childhood sweetheart~"
"Xiaorou how long's it been? Spill it c'mon!"
"You two really kept it quiet! Now I think back... you were together ages ago! Fooled us good..."
"Seriously, such good liars we totally bought it..."
"Guess we're all strangers really..."
"Man! You get a lover and the rest of us fade away!"
While classmates whooped, Chen Yi's eyes suddenly widened in the crowd, he saw people he hadn't expected to come. "You you you! Why are you here?! Didn't you say you wouldn't come!"
At the side, his parents stood smiling by the sidewalk cafe, clearly having watched for a while. Turning, Lin Qingrou too was surprised: "Dad?! Mom?! You... why are you here?"
Already red-faced, Lin Qingrou blushed even more to see her parents surely they'd seen everything. Her cheeks seemed ready to drip...
"We'd suspected... but so it turns out you two are dating~"
"I knew it... running to Chen kid's house before the exam you were just trying to get your boyfriend to your school, huh~"
Strangely, Lin Qingrou found her parents' reaction more "humane" than expected. They normally never cared about anything but grades, obsessing over her education which had left both her and Chen Yi with all sorts of twisted tensions. She'd expected explosion, but instead got understanding.
"You lucky kid, scoring a catch like Lin girl light incense and pray you deserve her, you hear? If you still screw up, I don't know how you'll answer for all her years of tutoring."
"Hmf If his grades turn out bad... I'll break his legs myself" Strangely, it was Chen Yi's parents, usually very easygoing, who now spoke up for Lin Qingrou. "Eh You're in college now... time to taste what love's really like"
"Just wait till the fights start... then you'll know trouble~" Lin Qingrou, feeling her parents' relaxed tone, finally breathed out. She remembered the dreaded exams were finally over. So called 'easy' college was about to begin. Suddenly, she felt an unresolved lump in her throat, years of pressure turning to tears.
"Alright Let's go home! Time for dinner"
"Mmm... you kids can still flirt after exams, but we're starving here~" Chen Yi's dad cuffed him on the neck in mock threat, "Enjoy yourself now but when the results come in... if they're bad, I'll show you what happens. After all that time Lin girl spent on you, I might just call her parents over to fix you up!"
Looking around at the classmates whooping, her parents' gentle smiles, the always-jovial Chen family, and the familiar, harmonious two-family walk... sincere, awkward, and now all together, Lin Qingrou for the first time felt like she and Chen Yi had truly lived a long, winding dream together...
With the stressful high-school days over, a huge pressure lifted. The next day they went traveling; after a long bus ride, they reached the city they'd first visited as a couple. "Returning to the old place," Chen Yi looked around, feeling everything had changed before, he'd known nothing of his childhood sweetheart's true self; now, in retrospect, he marveled at their journey. Soon they checked into the exact same hotel and room. With new feelings, everything was different.
After stashing their bags, with time before dinner, they strolled the area. Chen Yi soaked in the beach and sunshine, thinking how, knowing the truth, it all seemed like a dream... Once, his childhood friend had seemed pure and perfect when did she become such a wild, wanton girl?
When he passed the changing rooms by the beach, he remembered Lin Qingrou had secretly met a stranger for sex there, in a public restroom, while he was none the wiser. Even now, recalling that, his heart ached, but, fully devoted to her, he felt no disgust just acceptance that this was life with her...
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