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Chapter 17 - Episode 17 – Shadows and Sparks

The sun had barely dipped below the skyline when Ayla found herself standing in the doorway of Adrian's private study—a room he rarely let her near. Not because he forbade it, but because it always felt like trespassing into something too sacred, too secret.

Yet tonight, something was different.

He looked up from his desk, the lamplight casting golden shadows over his chiseled face. The suit jacket was gone, and his sleeves were rolled up in that familiar way that made her stomach tighten. His tie hung loose around his neck like a noose undone.

"You shouldn't be in here," he said, but there was no bite in his voice.

Ayla took a slow step forward. "Then tell me to leave."

Adrian leaned back in his chair, studying her with that dark, unreadable gaze that always made her feel both stripped bare and untouchably distant at once.

"I don't want you to leave," he murmured.

That confession shouldn't have shaken her. But it did. Because for all the time they'd spent tangled in this marriage of shadows, real truths were rare. And this—this was a truth.

She moved closer, her heart pounding in rhythm with the quiet storm inside her. "Then why do you keep building walls?"

He exhaled slowly. "Because I don't know what I'd do if they came crashing down."

Silence stretched between them, electric and loaded. Ayla looked around the room, eyes landing on the scattered papers, the photos in frames, the books with worn spines. This room wasn't cold. It was lived in. Loved, even. It held fragments of the man he never showed the world.

"I want to know you," she said softly, her fingers brushing the edge of his desk.

Adrian stood. Slowly. Deliberately. When he walked toward her, every inch of him radiated restrained power. But there was something else too—vulnerability, masked beneath his composed exterior.

When he stopped before her, she could barely breathe.

"Knowing me is dangerous," he whispered.

"I'm not afraid."

He cupped her face, his thumb grazing her cheek like she was the most fragile thing he'd ever touched. "You should be."

Her breath hitched. "But I'm not."

Their lips met in a whisper of fire and silk—no longer hesitant, no longer restrained. His kiss was deep, consuming, like he needed her to breathe. She kissed him back with everything she had—fear, desire, confusion, hope.

He broke the kiss just long enough to rest his forehead against hers.

"You undo me," he said hoarsely. "Every damn time."

His hands slid down her arms, wrapping around her waist and pulling her closer. Ayla's palms flattened against his chest, feeling the wild rhythm of his heart.

"Then let yourself be undone," she whispered.

And with that, something inside him snapped.

He lifted her effortlessly, sitting her on the edge of his desk. The cool wood met the back of her thighs, contrasting the heat that surged through her body. His mouth found hers again, more urgent this time, like he was drowning and she was air.

Her hands tangled in his hair as his lips moved to her neck, his stubble grazing sensitive skin and drawing a gasp from her throat. She wasn't thinking anymore—just feeling. The lines of their contract blurred, shattered, vanished in the haze of everything that had been building between them.

He slid the strap of her dress down her shoulder slowly, reverently, like he was unwrapping something precious. His mouth followed, trailing heat and promises down her collarbone.

"Adrian…" her voice was a breathless prayer.

He paused, pulling back just enough to meet her eyes. His chest rose and fell with labored breaths. "Say stop, and I will."

But she didn't. She couldn't.

Instead, she leaned forward and pressed her lips to his again, deeper this time, bolder.

"I don't want you to stop," she whispered against his mouth. "Not tonight."

His response was a growl of restraint breaking. He lifted her again, this time carrying her out of the study, through the hall, and into their bedroom—where everything changed.

The early morning sunlight spilled through the curtains, golden and gentle. Ayla stirred slowly, eyes fluttering open to unfamiliar peace. For once, there was no ache in her chest, no cold space beside her in the bed.

Adrian lay next to her, half awake, propped on his elbow, watching her like she was a secret he'd just unlocked.

"Good morning," he said, voice still husky from sleep.

She smiled, brushing a strand of hair from his forehead. "It really is."

There was a stretch of silence where neither of them looked away.

"Are we going to pretend it didn't happen?" she asked softly, already fearing the answer.

But Adrian didn't flinch. He didn't turn cold. He just sighed and reached for her hand.

"No," he said simply. "I'm tired of pretending."

Relief washed over her like warm rain.

"But Ayla… this doesn't mean I've figured it all out. I'm still a mess. I still have ghosts."

"So do I," she said. "But maybe… we can start dealing with them together."

He nodded, squeezing her hand gently. "It won't be easy."

"I never wanted easy," she whispered.

Their lips met again—not with desperation this time, but something softer. Sweeter. Real.

Later that morning, Ayla found herself walking the balcony alone, wrapped in one of Adrian's shirts. The city buzzed below, unaware of the shift in her world. She leaned on the railing, thinking of all the times she'd stood here feeling trapped.

But now?

Now she felt like she'd finally unlocked the first door out of the maze.

Adrian joined her, placing two mugs of coffee on the ledge. She took hers, fingers brushing his, and for once, there was no flinch. No withdrawal.

"Thank you," she said.

"For what?"

"For letting me in. Even just a little."

He turned to her, eyes unreadable again—but softer somehow.

"I didn't let you in," he said. "You broke in. And I think I'm glad you did."

That night, as they lay tangled in each other's arms once more, Adrian whispered into the darkness:

"Do you think it's possible to rewrite a story once it's already begun?"

Ayla traced a circle on his chest. "Only if both people pick up the pen."

Adrian kissed her hair.

"Then let's start writing."

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