Back in my room I kept clinging to Xavier like my Life depended on it.
"Hey baby" Xavier whispered pulling me closer to his chest.
"What happened down there" he added staring at me with worried eyes.
"My life has been a lie Xavier" I said
"I don't understand what you mean"
"I always knew something doesn't feel right"
"I always knew something was missing" I continued
Xavier only stared at me looking more confuse
So I explained everything to Xavier all my lost memories flooding back in I could hardly make out some words
Xa-vie my mom" I chocked out still crying.
"Hey"
"Please stop crying" he said giving me a reassuring smile.
"Everything is gonna be fine I promise you" he added
" I don't know why my dad hated us that much"
"Your asshole of a dad is a monster he doesn't deserve you and your mom" Xavier said sternly.
"Gosh I feel like killing him right now"
"He's a monster, who treats thier family that way"
I only cried harder
"Hey that's enough"
"You ruining your pretty face with all these tears" Xavier softly took My face into his hands kissing away my tears.
"Everything is gonna be okay"
"Always remember I got you"
"Okay" he asked pulling me closer.
"Okay" i mumbled
And we that we just lay there in silent taking as much warmth we could offer each other. After some time Xavier called out
"Limah" he whispered weakly.
"I know I'm not suppose to be saying this right now"
"But I want to"
"I could be human again"Xavier said sounding so emotional.
"What"
"How is that possible" I said
I guess Xavier and I we both really connected because we both started sitting up at the same time.
I don't even know how to explain the emotions I was feeling right now
Confusion
Hope
Happiness
Sadness
"I also don't know".
"But the council heads said I could be human again"
"What council head" I asked still totally confused.
"The ghost council head"
"Oh I remember you telling me something about that before" I replied
"But they said it all depends on me, still trying to figure out what they meant by that".
"I'm so happy at the same time still a bit scared" Xavier continued sounding so small.
"I got use to living my life this way as a ghost, I even got to like it"
"Because I never really saw any reason why I had to be alive but with you now In the picture I have never wanted to so much be alive to be seen.
"You make me want to live again Limah" Xavier said looking at me intensely and pulling me into a kiss.
The kiss this time was different from all other kisses we have shared. It was filled with so much emotion unsaid feeling, longing so much love.
"I'm sorry I just couldn't stop myself from doing that " Xavier apologize pulling away slowing breathing heavily.
"You don't have to apologize" I replied trying to catch my breath.
"I'm so happy"
"I can't even explain how I'm feeling right now"
"Still trying to comprehend what you just said, and it's giving me mix emotions and I do-nt k-no"
"Shhh" Xavier cut me off placing a finger to my lips.
"Don't over think yours self please"
"Alright" I said smiling slightly.
"Baby" Xavier called out making me blush I guess I would never be use to him calling me that.
"You know I saw your dad, one time and he's kinda familiar"
"Huh"
"What are you trying to say" I added
"When I moved in with the malik's, your dad usually comes around once every week I guess he was quite close to Mr Malik" Xavier explained.
"He normally drops some kinda package for Mr Malik and in return he gives him Money "
I was speechless I didn't even know what to say.
My head genuinely started hurting me from all of which have happening within the past few hours.
"Are you okay" Xavier asked taking a hold of my hand
I guess he noticed my discomfort.
"My head hurts" I said groaning
"Oh sorry is there anything I can get you"
"There's aspirin in the kitchen cabinet downstairs"
"Ok I will be right make"
"Hey here you go" Xavier said handling me a glass of water and the aspirin.
So fast I thought to myself I guess having a ghost boyfriend is actually a privilege for me.
Did I just say boyfriend. Oh my gosh Xavier isn't even my boyfriend yet.
Will Xavier even want to be my boyfriend.
"Hey get out of you head Limah" Xavier said taking the cup off my hand
"Your head hurts and you still thinking the only thing you should be doing right now is resting" he added tugging me back to bed
He quickly got under the covers too pulling me closer to him.
"Hey just try sleeping okay"
And we that he was gently massaging my scalp and at the same time rubbing soothing circle around my lower back trying to get me to relax.
He's so sweet
Sometimes I think I don't deserve him.
"Hey I told you to get out of your head" Xavier said in a warning tone.
"As I have said I got you"
"Always remember that" he whispered giving me a soft kiss on my forehead.
"Xavier" I called out after sometime.
"Hmmm"
"Could you maybe sing me a song"
"A song really baby, this isn't the right time for singing.
"But anything for you princess" he said chuckling slightly
I smiled burying my face deeper into the crook of Xavier neck.
And with that Xavier starting singing, he has the nicest vioce I have ever heard.
But still he doesn't beat Justin Bieber tho.
"I could listen to you sing all day and never get tired of it" I said sincerely.
"I know that" Xavier replied in the sassiest tone ever.
"Even Justin Bieber don't stand a chance"
"Ok ok you know I don't play when it comes to my man"
"Your man huh" Xavier said tying to pull away from me.
"Hey were are you going " I said in a panic tone tightening my hold on him
"I'm just kidding" he said laughing pulling me completely on top him.
"Now sleep"
Softly smiling I drifted into a peaceful slumber.