The house was now dead silent one could literally hear a pin drop, with Xavier gone although he promised to back later and now I was left alone with my thoughts.
I sank deeper into my bed sighing loudly
Funny how my life just turned around into something different.
I went from having a family, to having no family I feel like my whole life have been a lie.
Gosh I miss Xavier.
He's presence it's the only thing keeping me sane right now anytime I remembered what happened between us this morning, i feel like the ground should just open up and swallow me up.
I was a complete different person Xavier made me feel things I never thought I could feel
"Ughhh God!!" I screamed loudly into pillow
"What's making you scream" I heard someone say
"Oh my gosh Xavier" there he was, standing in his favourite spot front of my window
"How long have you been here" I said trying not to blush.
"Long enough"
"What have you been thinking about" Xavier added smirking.
"Nothing of your concern" I said smiling walking towards him.
"Oh really" he said smiling sweetly at me.
"Yes really" I said
"You sure about that" Xavier said lifting me off the ground I squealed and frantically wrapped my legs and arms around him tightly.
"Don't you dare drop me" I said tightening my grip on him.
"I would never mi amor" Xavier said in quite a weird accent making me laugh.
"Mi senorita" he continued looking at me with such expressions I couldn't explain.
"Why you looking at me like that" i asked Xavier
"Because you are beautiful"
"You gorgeous" he added.
"Stop it" I said shyly hiding my face in the crook of his neck.
"Oh someone is getting shy" Xavier said teasing me.
"I'm not" i mumbled melting more into him
"Hey Limah look at me"
"Hey come on look at me" Xavier added in a more serious tone.
"You beautiful, you are honestly the most beautiful woman I have ever seen"
"I could actually just sit all day staring at your face and never get tried of it" he added giving me a small kiss on my lips.
"Thank you" I said smiling widely
"Now put me down"
"I'm tasty I need a glass of water" I added.
"Whatever you want princess" Xavier
said putting me down.
"Come on let's go" I said dragging Xavier alongside with me to the kitchen.
When I got to the the kitchen Xavier was no where to be seen.
"But he was just right here" I said mumbling to myself.
"Xavier " I called out loudly
"Xavier come on this is not funny " I added More seriously.
"Ok I'm getting scared here" I added taking a glass and filling it with water.
"Xa-av" I tried calling again and I was cut off with a
"Boom"
And the glass fell from my hand leaving a shattering sound.
I felt a sharp pain in my head
"What tha hell"
"Limah are you okay" I heard Xavier saying
FLASH BACK
"Hey baby are you okay" my mom said pulling me behind her making sure I don't step on the broken glasses my from the bottle my dad threw at the wall behind us.
"Shut up" my dad said screaming with blood red eyes.
"Both of you are useless" he added laughing in a sinister way
"Come here" my dad walked towards my mom taking a fist of her in his hands pulling roughly.
"Mom" I screamed crying
"Hey baby I'm okay"
"Just go upstairs" she added smiling at me sadly with tears failing from her eyes
"Hey you" my dad said pointing at me
"Don't you dare take a step from there"
"I will kill her" my dad added hitting my mom head against the wall
"Oh my gosh mom" I said crying loudly
"Bryce please leave her out of this don't hurt her" my mom whispered looking at my dad with pleading eyes
It was obvious he was drunk again.
This what I and my mom had to endure everyday.
"Oh alright" my dad said pushing my mum harshly to the ground. Taking a hold of my hair this time.
"Alright come here" my dad said dragging me towards the steps.
"Up up " he said laughing pulling me More aggressively again the steps
"Nooo Bryce please stop" my mom pleaded trying to walking towards us leaping slightly.
"Stay right there"
"Or else I will push her" my dad said threateningly. We were already at the top of the stairs.
"Oh gosh no please" my mum said desperately.
"I'm right here, just don't hurt her" she added breaking down completely.
"Dad please I'm sorry" I said crying
"Shut up you little brat" my dad said with so much hatred.
"I'm gonna give you piece of what you deserve"
With that he started hitting kicking me in different places the pain was getting so unbearable.
"Dad please you hurting me
"Please stop" I chocked out.
"Oh shut up you little whore"
"You such a whore just like your mother"
"Bryce please you hurting her" my mom said screaming.
"Oh you think I'm hurting her huh" my dad said smiling in such a menacing way .
"What do you think about this"
And with that I was rolling down the stairs.
"Limaaaaahhhhhh" I heard a loud scream from my mom and everything went blank.
END OF FLASH BACK
"Hey Limah" I heard Xavier say looking at me with scary eyes.
"Are you okay on my God I'm so sorry I didn't mean to startle you" he added looking at me with sorry eyes.
"Oh my God" I said shaking furiously
"Oh God no"
"Limah please talk to me" Xavier said pulling me into his arms.
I was crying uncontrollably now the tears just kept coming and coming clouding my vision.
Everything started coming down to me at once all the lost memories, the moment at the hospital my dad hugging me acting like I was the most delicate thing to him.
All the lies he filled my brain with, telling me I lost my mom at age 6 that I'm the only thing he had left in the world, he was so scared he thought I was not gonna wake up.
I have been unconscious for 3 days that I was involved in an accident I was pushed from the stairs by some bullies in my former school.
But I don't have to worry they are in police custody, that I don't have to go go back to that school. And that he lost his job so we gonna move to a new city and start afresh.
My dad is a monster.
Oh my God my mom, where could my mom be I just hope she's fine.
I grew up to my dad always hitting my mom.
But he never did hit me.
Until I grew older, and then he never stops it's always worst when ever he comes home drunk.
But my mom was always reluctant about leaving. And my heart always breaks when ever I see her crying.
"Hey Limah"
"Are you okay" Xavier said shaking me back into reality
I only cried harder burying my self deeper into Xavier warmth
"Shhh it's okay" Xavier said kissing me lightly in my forehead trying to comfort me.
"Xa-vie" I tried calling
"Hey"
"Just rest for now" Xavier whispered lifting me up in arms carrying me back upstairs.
"Everything will be fine"
"I got you" Xavier said.