( A/N: I've been really tired from reading comics and re-reading lotm and coi just to make sure I don't forget anything again, sorry for the slow updates. )
( Yes, I will give his most important bounty hunts chapters, but he is also going to be investigating the priest. )
Sighing as he looked down at the kid he ignored earlier, he said again shortly before putting them in a princess carry, 'I'm numb. I don't know why I am though. I should be freaking out—yeah, i've seen dead bodies before, but this is different. I have killed and i've seen unspeakable things done to this kid.'
After thinking so, he slowly started shifting his gaze down at the ruggedly but quietly breathing child, once again falling into thought. 'I should have expected things like this. It's not the 5th epoch where yes the world was still horrible, but this? No, they are more civil after Roselle and this is thousands of years before him—well not really since he's in Sefirah Castle and is still Huang Tao right now.
But still, technicalities out of the way, that is indeed the case so... what should I do? Should I change the world by shifting the plot in a way I can't fully know about more than I already have, or do I just do nothing, averting my eyes from the badd of the world and the good, waiting like a god or something like that for thousands of years.
Waiting for my plans to come into being as well as shifting things into the way I want... I am a normal guy and won't be able to do either if I don't....' Coming to a conclusion in his very jumbled thoughts, Kieran lifted his gaze up from his current reality, the unconscious body of the child.
As he fully decided to never become a god and instead stop right before it as well as angelhood and become they master of those who of the fallen and depraved—however that is for the future, right now he is merely using it as an escape from reality.
No even looking to his sides once so that he wouldn't gaze at what he's done, he merely continued to justify his actions and slowly he thought of the 60 day limit and that alone reaffirmed his delusions of both grandeur and helplessness.
Soon after stepping out of the mansion that was nearly a castle or well what could be considered on in his modern eyes, simply spoke out, ''Burn it to the ground, nothing that is still alive in there is worth putting as all those who were already died by your hands so... finish what you started.''
His voice, almost defeated, rang out as he walked with the poor soul in his arms once again, this time not bothering with people being infront of him as Heavens Will already mentioned earlier everyone here at this point in the resets is meant to die anyway so he shouldn't bother.
Which was just a way for him to not think about the fact that everyone who was a little bit of something to him would just die from now on as long as he was in this world. Stopping his steps, Kieran slowly looked up into the sky as he thought 'Ah right, I nearly forgot this place will be a tutorial for me to deal with all the schemes of the outside world.
Huh, maybe it wouldn't be so bad if I could go insane—at least I wouldn't have to deal with the fact of me never being able to fully forget anything no matter what ever since i've become a beyonder.'
Soon as he walked, he came across a chapel, a small one but still noticeable nonetheless, which caused him to slowly start stepping to it. 'Perfect, I just need to get some information from them and pronsto I kill the priest and start with everything else so I can quickly get home to Amon. I mean even though ''she'' is they way ''she'' is, i'm less afraid of ''her'' then I am ''them''.'
As Kieran's feet stopped Infront of the chapels door, he slowly knocked shortly before opening them as he stepped inside. He saw a priest in a simple white robe making him think of Adam shortly before seeing his white hair and purple eyes without any innocence behind them.
''Salutations lost lamb, have you come to pray to the goddess?'' His voice was smooth and steady flowing as if saying these few words more than his actual name, not even flinching at the child in Kieran's arms, merely glancing down for a brief second.
Uncaring at that small action, Kieran bowed his head as much as he could as he asked ''I have come here looking for any information on a priest named Paul, would you perhaps know of him or where he frequents?'' A frown appeared on the priest face for a brief second.
But in just as short of a time it returned to normal as he spoke up once again, ''No I infact do not know of this priest, but I can offer other services such as healing for that child in your arms, would you like me to?'' Hearing that, Kieran just shook his head refusing as he quietly remembered the location of this chapel.
Knowing he should still give medical attention to the child, Kieran walked to the largest clinic he could find as anything which was cheap most likely would kill the child as there were many false doctors back in the day and it was far more prevalent here, a world were gods actually walked among men.
After a while of checkups with him in the room as he didn't trust anyone from these times with a rock let alone a human, found out that the concealer was permanent and couldn't be taken off unless cut out which the doctor proceeded to ask to be paid for if he wanted Kieran to do so.
Soon after stopping by a few more stores, Kieran got back to his home and set down the child he was carrying next to Nea as he was still sleeping as well.
( A/N: Am I showing he's kind of fucked up right now or do I need to do more oh and the chapters flow with his mental state. Fun Fact | So I think most people know this is fan theory that gods get weaker because of human beliefs from Chinese fanfic but no.
I would say they get stronger the reason we don't see statues and the like of gods is simply because it would drive anyone mad by simply seeing it even angels can go mad from looking upon a god that's why infact it would be better it people could.
Why you might ask simple so they can at an anchor for humanity i'm pretty sure that would even make them stronger in a sense anyway i've got another chapter to work on. )