Staring into the eyes of Heaven's Will after agreeing to "her" proposal, "her" lips parted as she started speaking. "I shall finish what I avoided talking about, and the reason I think of this as more of a resurrection plan of Primordial God Almighty more than anything else is simple: there is a nearly 99.99999999999999999998% chance that if anyone other than 'him' tries using this place for their plans, the Hidden Fourth will awaken and cause the end of all things.
Hence, why it doesn't even appear within historical projections. In fact, this historical projection we are in as of this moment is entirely different than the one in the 'true' world—the one as to which you came from.
It's just that dangerous that an entirely new world was specifically made for the sole purpose of making sure that nothing in here leaked to the outside world and that nothing out there leaked into this one because of what Primordial God Almighty weaved into the reality of Cheek's and Medici's plans.
Wángbādàn (王八蛋) isn't 'he' to even divert a percentile of the honorable Celestial Worthy's attention, so 'he' would not be able to resurrect. 'He' laid out such a plan that could cause the end of us all; however, of course, that matters not because anytime anyone in this world tries anything, it will just reset along with everyone's memories—except mine, of course.
After all, I don't even exist. I'm nothing more than a 'failed' uniqueness made by Celestial Worthy in a 'desperate' attempt to stay alive after briefly awakening inside of the Oldest Door before 'she' was forced to kill 'herself' and split 'her' soul up into pieces and chuck them into black holes."
My eyes widened at that as I blurted out, "No way! I thought that no one reached higher than the Key Of Stars!" Heaven's Will merely chuckled at that before commenting, "Oh, that? It's nothing really. The failure wolf covered that right up. After all, 'they' don't want Door pathway beyonders to not ascend. 'Their' plans still need to happen before that.
Though I could be wrong on that; I'm not 'him' after all. I can't know absolutely everything about 'me.' Once, well... as I was saying, or rather getting around to saying, I need you to help me in, well, breaking the loop and destroying everything. After all, I really don't want to exist much longer; I'm already tired of my existence."
Once again, my eyes widened as I looked at her, managing to hold my mouth shut this time. 'No way! She's actually tired of living. I mean, not even the gods are that way. Even the oldest ones I can think of still don't tire of existing. Just how long has 'she—'
However, before he could finish that thought, Heaven's Will spoke. "1.4 trillion years. That is how long I've lived. I have, in fact, lived so long that the part of me connected to 'Celestial Worthy' gave up and became 'him' after the thousandth loop, and from then on, 'he' became one with my mind, making it so nothing except now you is connected to the outside.
Why else do you think 'he' would dare meeting with you? It's simply because 'he' also became endlessly bored after this endless repetition, because no matter the outcome after the hundredth loop, we could already predict everything and anything to the point where if someone were to call us omniscient, it wouldn't be wrong if applied to this place."
After saying such, while looking down at "her" tea, "she" proceeded to look up into his eyes, and once again he saw it—the void. However, this time unconcealed: just pure and utter lack of 'light.' There was not 'emotion' in "her" eyes as he previously thought earlier, but rather a pure sense of all-knowing—a god who knew all the beginning and end of creation.
If he didn't have his 'cheat,' without a doubt, he would have gone insane. How could anyone, even a god, not—? Because when he looked into "her" eyes, he was able to catch a brief glimpse of something within her, and that something alone made him shudder, because he saw the E.N.D O.F E.V.E.R.Y.T.H.I.N.G, as well as the B.E.G.I.N.N.I.N.G.
Of course, not the true one, but after so many loops, this world and every soul in it had, in some way, shape, or form, experienced getting briefly bathed in the light of "Termination," and "she," Heaven's Will, had been exposed to it the most—or at least that is what he "learned" from looking into "her" eyes.
However, like before, he didn't have time to ponder as "her" eyes lit up as "she" said, "That doesn't matter, however, because you came to end 'our' suffering, my love." I dropped the tea I was about to drink as I heard this and looked into her eyes as I stuttered out, "W-w... What did y-you say, Heaven?" only to get her saying the same thing.
"Those things don't really matter anymore. After all, you're 'our' savior who shall end the suffering of us who are above the gods. It's fate, is it not, that by pure coincidence, you stumble across this place without the manipulation of those 'gods'? You truly shouldn't even be in this world. In fact, if I didn't see you face to face, I would never even know that the one who leaps through time is you.
I would know, after all—do you think 'he' was just wandering around and enjoying the view as the years passed 'him' by? No, 'he' was, in fact, enjoying what 'he' wished to enjoy and disliking what he wished to dislike throughout the eras.
Of humanity, especially modern times, 'he' enjoyed it the most, after all. Once 'he' lowered 'himself' to a standard within comprehension, as 'he' 'lived' as a human, 'he' enjoyed the fine works produced by you people of the modern era. 'He' found your stories and games amusing; in fact, 'he' made an entire island after playing Umineko so that he could recreate that amusing game in reality."
Listening to "her" constantly switching between off and on topic, I truly realized just how messed up this place made "her." 'Wait a goddamn minute! Did "she" just call me all of "our" love? I'm pretty sure "she" did! Oh, fuck! No, this doesn't mean "she's" a yandere, right?'
After having that thought flash through his mind, Kieran couldn't push them back and ignore them as he asked Heaven's Will, interrupting "her" rambling about things Celestial Worthy of Heaven and Earth for Blessings: "You said something about me being your love and hero. That was a joke to scare me, wasn't it?"
After I asked this, she looked me dead in the eyes and said, "Of course! You are the love of me and Celestial Worthy, silly! Don't you get it? Just like in some of the games 'he' has played in situations somewhat similar to 'ours,' a hero like you always appears and does the impossible—and you've already done it.
Don't you remember? 'I' was directly manipulating your spirit body threads, and yet you broke free and even killed 'me.' That alone is impossible, even if you do have multiple potions of digestion in you for a sequence 9.
And don't forget, you did break the endless loop I was in, in the first place by saving that defiled child—from his fate of being both defiled as a man and woman till his death, and the child born of him having the same happen to them before getting forcefully resurrected inside his child and being tortured to extract more agony from them so Primordial God Almighty can be fully resurrected."
( A/N : If you were wondering no the ''world'' he is in isn't a universe or anything just a planet slightly bigger than earth. Fun Fact | Not really a fun fact for most people here but i'll say it anyway Celestial Worthy Of Heaven And Earth for Blessings and Primordial God Almighty are kinda or rather were just avatars or identities of Primordial God Almighty and also how the hell did ''He/She/It/They/Yes/No'' even burst apart when nevermind I just remembered )