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Kopii, broken, came back home. He descended into the basement, no longer able to endure what he had experienced, and fainted from what he had gone through today.
"Ah, ha, ah."
Clutching his chest.
"It hurts!"
"It hurts!"
What's wrong, Kopii?
Kopii's eyes widened at the familiar voice.
What? It can't be.
Suddenly getting up and looking at the source of the voice, he couldn't believe what was happening, but seeing Raven cooking…
"Are you alive?"
"What, what do you mean?"
Raising an eyebrow.
"What? Did you have a nightmare, Kopii? Why are you so pale?"
Kopii's eyes widened.
"Yes, yes, maybe it was a dream. Ahahaha, just a dream… just a dream."
Raven looked at Kopii questioningly.
"Are you okay?"
"Huh!? Yes! Don't worry, I just had a nightmare. Nothing more."
Holding his gaze for a couple more seconds, he returned to cooking, humming a tune to himself.
Maybe it really was just a dream, Kopii thought, sitting at the table and staring intently at Raven. Raven ignored the gaze and continued to cook. As much as Kopii didn't want to believe it, the memories were too vivid, especially that pain and emptiness.
"Well, it's ready. This is my new dish, I hope you like it," Raven interrupted Kopii's thoughts.
"Okay, I'll be honest with you," Kopii replied, looking down at the dish.
"What?" Kopii's eyes widened. "What's wrong, Kopii?"
"What is it?"
Kopii froze, he was staring into Raven's empty eyes.
"Raven…"
"Why, Kopii? Why?" Raven screamed, running up to him and starting to choke him. "Ah, what? Why, Kopii? You killed me! Weren't we friends? You unhesitatingly killed the one who once saved your life."
"That's not true!" he shouted, pushing Raven away from him. "You're a monster!"
"No!"
"Yes!" Raven yelled.
Kopii's surroundings began to change.
"What? What's going on?"
"Stop, Kopii, please, it hurts!" Kopii's eyes widened in horror, he watched as he killed Raven.
"No!"
"It hurts… aaaaa…" A shiver ran through Kopii's body from Raven's scream.
"STOP!!!" Kopii screamed, clutching his head. "PLEASE, STOP!!!" he cried, unable to bear it, he didn't want to see it anymore. Suddenly everything disappeared, Raven's screams, his flesh being torn apart. Opening his eyes, he saw the ceiling.
"Stop…"
"It was a dream, just a dream and nothing more," staring at the ceiling with glazed eyes, he didn't know what to do. Raven's body was gone. He was broken, and the more he thought about Raven, the more empty he felt. Kopii didn't know how much time had passed. How long he had been lying there.
He started to get up, a sharp pain in his body let him know that he had spent quite a long time in one position. Going into the bathroom, washing his face, and looking in the mirror, he couldn't recognize himself. His eyes were swollen, his clothes had his vomit and traces of Raven's blood on them.
Kopii undressed and threw the clothes in the trash, entering the shower. The cold water completely brought him to his senses. Looking at his hands, he killed him with these very hands. Unable to stand it anymore, he burst into tears again.
"I didn't want to…" he whispered into the void, falling to his knees.
After a while, he fell onto the bed, he didn't know what to do. The more he lay there, the more he felt the walls closing in on him. Getting out of bed, he looked around the room with a weary gaze.
Everywhere he looked, everything reminded him of Raven. How he cooked, how he laughed. How he told him what he would do when he became a hero. Kopii couldn't take it anymore.
Leaving the basement, he went in a random direction, step by step, until he came out onto a busy street. The more he walked, the more he felt like they were all looking at him with condemning gazes. Kopii lowered his gaze. He understood that it was all a lie, just his imagination playing tricks on him.
The more he walked, the worse he felt. Kopii sped up, he wanted to get rid of those looks as quickly as possible, he just needed a deserted street.
Where there would be no one, so as not to feel these looks on himself. At that pace, he came back to his house. Standing for a few minutes before entering. He was greeted only by the silence that he was beginning to forget. Kopii didn't want to return to the blue pharmacy, especially in that state.
Why did it happen like this? If only he had listened to me, he thought, lying on the bed, closing his eyes in the hopes that it was just a realistic dream that should be over soon.
With these thoughts, he fell asleep. Opening his eyes, he saw only darkness, lying there for a little longer, "Ah," he sighed, getting out of bed and turning on the light, quickly finding his clothes, which were scattered.
"Did I take them off?" he wondered, looking at the clothes in his hand. "Maybe I just didn't notice?"
"Oh well," Kopii whispered to himself, leaving the basement. It was necessary to buy food. Going out onto the busy street, Kopii caught the gazes full of hatred and anger. The further he delved into the crowd, the more he caught the gazes on himself, until he realized that everyone was looking at him. Kopii looked around, no matter which direction he looked, he saw all the same faces of hatred and anger.
"What are you staring at?!" unable to withstand the pressure of their gaze, he shouted. "Enough loo…"
But Kopii didn't have time to finish, as a stone flew in from nowhere, interrupting him.
"What?" touching the place where it flew. It was a signal for the crowd. "Take that, you monster!"
What? looking at them in bewilderment.
"Shut up, you monster!"
Monster? seeing why even your parents rejected you, if I had such a son, I would throw him in a ditch!
"What are you talking about?!"
"Shut up!" a blow lands on his face. Looking at the one who hit him, his eyes widened in shock.
"Raven?"
"Don't dare say my name, monster! If it weren't for you, then I would be able to become a hero. I should have left you to rot when I found you."
"Don't say that!"
"Shut up!" Raven said, hitting him. "You're just a monster."
"No, I'm not a monster!!! It's your fault, if you had listened to me, then you would still be alive," Raven said.
"That's just your excuse. Monster…"
Monster…
Monster…
Monster…
"Die, monster!"
"I'm even ashamed that I breathe the same air as you," someone shouted from the crowd.
"Just die, monster!"
"Do everyone a favor!"
"No, I'm not a monster," Kopii screamed. Starting to break free from the crowd. No matter how hard he tried, it was useless, no matter how hard he tried, there were too many of them.
Monster…
Monster…
Monster…
"Noooooo, ah, ha, ha, ah, ah," suddenly getting out of bed, grabbing his chest. His whole body was covered in a cold sweat.
"It's just a dream."
"It's just a dream."
"It's just a dream," Kopii repeated to himself. In the hopes of calming down.
"Hahaha, just a dream!"
Kopii didn't notice the tears streaming from his eyes.
"Just a dream."
"I'm not a monster."
Kopii got up and went to the shower. He wanted to take another cold shower to think clearly again. Kopii exhaled, coming out of the shower, and lay on the bed again.
"Why am I so unlucky?"
"Brr," Kopii's stomach rumbled, but he didn't pay attention to it, he didn't want to eat, drink, or even move.
"I hate you."
"Why this ability in particular?"
"If it wasn't for it, then Raven would be alive."
"Why!"
"Why!"
"Why!"
"If only I!"
Aaaaaah!
Starting to tear his hair, trying to drown out everything with physical pain.
Raising his gaze to the ceiling, he suddenly stopped.
"Maybe I really am a monster?"
"Maybe it's my destiny to be a monster?" Kopii thought, and the more he thought about it, the more he hated his destiny.
"Destiny can be changed," words that the nanny told him in childhood.
"Then how to change it?" he wondered.
"AHAHAHA, HOW!!!"