She looked at him hesitantly and answered "B-Because I...I wanted you to.....stop controlling yourself. I wanted to fulfill my duty as wife."
He looked at her surprised and cupped her chin "You are already fulfilling your duties. I am happy with you. And I can control myself as long as you want. You don't have to force yourself."
'Then why are you ready to marry Seya?' she thought to ask him that question for a moment but didn't dared to do so.
She held his hand and said "I am not forcing myself. I am willing to do it."
"Why?" He asked again.
"Because I want to."
"Why you want to?"
"Do I have to explain that too?! Can't you understand?!" She said in anger with slight tears in her eyes.
He was taken aback for a moment but Seeing his wife on the verge of crying, he hugged her and kissed her forehead affectionately. "I am sorry. I didn't meant to hurt you. I thought you are forcing yourself. You want to do it for me even if you are not ready-"
"I am ready." She said in low voice.
He chuckled and broke the hug. He cupped her face and said "I won't be able to control myself."
"Then don't." She said and suddenly kissed him.
He was shocked, not knowing what happened to his wife all of a sudden that she is behaving like this. But soon he realised may be his wife really want it and he should give her what she want. They have to do it someday then why not now, when his wife herself is asking for it.
He wrapped his hands around her waist and pulled her close. He made her sit on his lap without breaking the kiss, facing him.
'Is it working?' she thought and opened her eyes to see her husband's reaction. He was looking breathless and was hardly controlling himself. His eyebrows were knitted in sweet agony.
Seeing his reaction, she closed her eyes in relief and sucked his lips hungrily. That's it. Now she don't want to think about anything. She just want to stay in his embrace and let her husband make her feel the best pleasure of this world.
The sweet kiss suddenly turned harsh and the sweet war of domination began. He held the back of her neck and pulled her back, breaking the kiss.
She looked in his eyes with her desirefilled unfixed gaze, breathing heavily.
He gulped and tried to focus on his breathing. "Think again princess. You won't regret it, right?"
She shook her head "No." And again kissed him, making him groan.
"You are done now." He said in between their kiss and pushed her over the bed.
The next morning.
When Ira woke up, her eyes tried to look around, feeling tired and heavy. She felt an arm around her waist, her back touching his chest and his one leg between hers. She tried to move and realised that her body is in pain and upon that, his heavy arm is on her waist, pulling her closer and making it even hard to move.
She patted on his arm to wake him up "Raksheet...."
He breathed deeply and hugged her tightly.
She tried to push him and called him again, louder "Raksheet, wake up."
He removed his hand from her waist and lazily moved aside. "Let me sleep." He said in his annoyed sleepy voice.
As soon as she tried to sit up, a sharp pain ran through her body.
"Ahh!" She groaned.
Hearing her groan, he immediately woke up and sat up to look at her as if he is in a battlefield.
"What happened? Are you ok?"
She looked at him with painful gaze and shook her head "It's hurting."
"Where?" He asked concern.
"Everywhere." She replied and covered her body with sheet.
Seeing and hearing the pain in her eyes and voice, his expressions softened in guilt and care. He moved towards her and hugged her from side. "Do you want massage?"
"No, I want to take bath." She replied and looked around to find her gown that her husband threw somewhere last night after loosing his mind.
"What are you searching?" He asked.
"My clothes." She replied.
"Why? You want to take bath then why you want your clothes?" He questioned and stepped down from the bed. "I will prepare the bath. Wait for few moments."
She looked at him, feeling shy after recalling last night and his words.
When he went inside, she tried to search for her gown and found it on the floor. The side of the gown was torned up because of her husband's hurry last night.
"Was he that eager?" She said, looking at her torned dress and sighed tiredly.
She quickly wrapped the sheet around her as soon as she heard the bathroom door open.
He came out and stood infront of her. "Come, let's take bath." He said and held her hand to help her step down the bed.
"W-What? Together?" She asked shocked.
He smiled at her question and lifted her up in his arms "Yes, together. We have done something more than taking bath together, then why are you so shocked?"
She held the sheet tightly to cover her body. Her face turned so red that she didn't dared to look at him.
"Leave it." He said
"What?" She asked in low voice.
"The sheet. Leave it. You can't take bath with it wrapped around you."
Instead of leaving, her hands grabbed the sheet even more tightly.
Knowing his wife's stubborn nature, he said "We are not going in until you drop that sheet."
She slowly and hesitantly looked at him and again looked away. Her gripped loosened on the sheet and it fell on the floor, revealing her bare body.
"Good." He said and kissed her forehead.
She turned towards him and wrapped her hands around his neck, trying to hide herself.
He laughed a little on her cute action but didn't commented.
He made her sit in the bathtub and sat down behind her. She pulled her knees near her chest and spreaded her hairs on her chest, trying to hide her body. But her husband didn't let her do that. He held her hair gently and pushed them aside. He pulled her back, her back resting on his chest.
"We have seen everything about eachother last night, then why are you still shy?" He asked and rested his head on hers.
"I don't know." She whispered.
He chuckled to hear her voice coming out so low "My princess is scared?"
She immediately shook her head "No!"
"Then?"
"I don't know." She replied and bited her lower lip.
"Hearing your low voice makes me feel weird. Speak in your usual tone. How you used to scold me, yell at me-"
"I never yelled at you!" She protested and looked back at him.
He chuckled and caressed her cheek "Yes, you did." He kissed her forehead "And I love it."
She again turned forward and looked down at water. Thinking that now she should get used to it as her husband will ask for it more often and she can't refuse him. She have to keep her husband as close as possible. And for that, if she had to get physical with him every night, she will do it. Doesn't matter how painful it will be. Loosing her husband will be more painful if she ever disappoint him.
She took a deep breath and leaned back on his chest. The sound of water moving could be heard when he wrapped his hands around her waist.
He hugged her tightly and took a deep breath.
"Now, tell me why you did this?"
She tilted her head a little to look at him "What?"
"Why you tried to seduce me all of a sudden? I know you were trying to seduce me and force yourself. You didn't wanted to do it but there was something that is still bothering you. Tell me what is it?" He asked.
She looked down. The memories of yesterday morning were haunting her. The thought of Raksheet marrying Seya and making love with her how he did with Ira last night, made her shake her head immediately and her eyes teared up.
"Are you marrying Seya?" She couldn't stop herself from asking it.
Raksheet's eyes widened in shock and immediately held Ira's shoulder and turned her around to face him.
"What did you say?"
Tears started falling down from her eyes and she asked again in low voice "Are you.... m-marrying Seya?"