Emotions. Millions are pumping out of my heart and swelling all over my body—love, excitement, lust, happiness, uncertainty, sadness, and confusion. I don't know which is more prominent than the others.
They're confusing me.
I mean more to her she said. That got me excited and wanting to kiss her again—but that was before she added the you're my friend line. Best friend to be exact.
I can't tell if this is Leilani's way of friend-zoning me or not, not when she looked at me from beneath her lashes with those glistening eyes, not when she held my face like she was in love—like she wanted nothing more than to be with me as much as I do. It's frustrating.
I don't know what she's going to do or say next and that's the worst part of this deal—because Leilani is unpredictable. A fucking puzzle. Good for me I have the patience to try and master the puzzle...because I want it to be mine alone, never to be solved by anyone but me.
