Dear diary. I did Stanley. Afterwards we watched a horror movie from his brother. And there's a girl named Ryan. She had a huge stash. And I almost hurt her during sex. So no sex for me. And I found out Brad hit Dina. Hard. That a** hole. Now I have to live with guilt. I saw him at his job. Nobody was around. I didn't mean to do it. My brain just kinda went berserk. Next think I saw was him with red around his head. So, I decided I'm going to die. I don't want to be selfish. Since suicide is a "Selfish Act". I'm going to the lighthouse. Well not even a light house. No roof or lights. And tell my mom and brother it's not because of them. It's for them. It's a gift to them. Everybody. The world is better without my weird s***. And so to my brother, and my mom, I leave my journal and dads army necklace. Goodbye world.
