I was lying on my bed staring at the ceiling above me. After accidentally snapping at my friends, I decided to skip dinner altogether. If I got hungry, I would just walk down to the kitchen and get something…
But I wouldn't… I felt too sick to even consider eating.
Tears continued to slowly pour from my eyes. I had tried pushing them back, but the bad memories slowly came to the front of my mind, torturing with all of those painful feelings that I had thought long-gone… but now with everything that's going on now, a deep fear was born along with the pain those memories incited…
KNOCK KNOCK
The moment I tried closing my eyes to go to sleep, I heard the faint sound of knocking on the door. I wiped my eyes to keep whoever it was from seeing me in this state.
Who…? Is it Asia?
That was the first person who came to mind. If anyone, Asia would be the first to try and poke around my head about what was wrong. Then there'd be Issei. Issei or Asia, those are the only two who are stubbornly empathetic enough to try to talk to me even though everyone else most likely warned them against it.
I sighed again. No big issue. I'll just say that everything's fine again. That ended the conversation last time. Why fix what ain't broke?
"Haruto…"
It was the one person I never expected to hear as well as the one person I didn't want to hear. Her tone sounded sadder and less bright, but it was undoubtedly her.
"Go AWAY, Leviathan-sama." I said, preparing to go back to bed and ignore her. I was already in enough pain… I didn't need any more caused by this woman. I was certain that with that one scathing command, my annoying master would take the hint and beat it. However, I paused, realizing I heard neither footsteps coming closer nor moving away.
Closing my eyes, I pinched the bridge of my nose. "You're still there, aren't you?"
"... Yes." She said after some hesitation.
"GO AWAY." I reiterated.
"Not until you let me in and talk to me."
"No."
"... You and I both know I could bust down this door with a single tap." Leviathan-sama pointed out. "I only refrain from doing so in order to maintain an air of politeness, but I won't hesitate to do so if you refuse to comply with my humble request to talk." She was just as blunt as she was when she was all bubbly and cheerful. That, for sure, had not changed.
Clearly there was no getting out of this. I may as well see what she wanted.
"What do you want?" I didn't hide either my bitterness nor my desire for her to leave.
Leviathan-sama stared at me with such sad eyes like that of a puppy. "I just wanted to talk."
I scowled. "Well I don't. Unless you have something important to say, leave. Me. Alone. Just because I have to respect you as my Master, I refuse to waste my time on tedious business."
Leviathan-sama flinched from my harsh words, her eyes watering ever so slightly. "I just want to talk to you. You're very important to me. It hurts to see you upset. Haru-tan… please."
By this point I couldn't keep the anger out of my voice, hiding it with a sarcastic smile. "Important? Yeah right! So important that you bet me without even thinking about how I felt. I wonder just how many people have made a bet with in exchange for me, huh? I'm just feeling the love right now, ya know? Hell, why not just ship me off now?! Did you even think about how I felt when you said those words? Because of you… I…" The tears started to sting my eyes again. My heart felt like it was breaking all over again. I—
"I'm sorry…" I felt a pair of smooth, warm arms pull me into an even warmer embrace, pressing my face against a familiar soft place against my master's chest. "... I didn't see it before, but now I finally understand…" I looked up in confusion and my eyes widened in surprise as I saw something shocking.
The look on my master's face… I had seen her cry before. I had seen her show what I thought was worrying for me… I had seen her cry during tantrums… but the tears in my master's eyes… They held a whole new meaning. The adorable youthful expression I usually saw on my master's face was replaced by a face that looked more mature. The face of someone who had seen great loss and pain over the course of perhaps hundreds of years. The face that my master always hid from me whenever she felt such emotions.
"I know why you're really mad…"
I clenched my fists at my side, turning away from Leviathan-sama. "...You don't know anything…" It was all I could bring myself to say.
"Because of me… I forced you to face that awful thought… The thought of being absolutely alone in this world…" I tried to pull away, but my master pulled me closer and held me more tightly than before. I bit my lower lip, no longer able to stop the dam that held my tears at bay from bursting again. "...You hate me because I risked losing you. I risked leaving you alone again…The same loneliness you felt after your mother passed."
The hot tears streamed down my face as I tried to build up my fury towards my master again.
"I trusted you! You betrayed me! Stabbed me in the back! Is that something you do to those you care about?!" I screamed at her. "How could you do this to me?! You treated me so well… and then… I… I didn't realize it until now… but it was so much more than simply my master causing me to experience that feeling… the feeling of being so alone, surrounded by a darkness nobody will bother trying to overcome… I thought you were my friend and my master… But you were so much more to me than that…" It was only now that I realized it… My true feelings and why I felt more upset with Serafall that I would feel with anyone else in the same circumstances…
"I'm sorry… I'm s-sorry… P-please forgive me H-Haruto."
"Why should I? You took me for granted like some dog. Something like that can't be forgiven so easily. Just go already. I don't care where, just leave me alone." I couldn't put any venom in my words. I couldn't find it in me anymore. My master held me more tightly, but I couldn't bring myself to return her embrace or push her away. A small-yet-growing part of me didn't want her to. The former warmth I found being embraced by her was slowly returning…
"Please… I'll never leave your side, I promise… even if Rias were to lose, I would remain…" Serafall-sama pleaded. "I'll forsake my title as Satan and become a servant of the Phenex clan if I could only stay with you. I'll do anything in order to make you happy… Please forgive me, Haruto!"
Those words… my heart seemed to rejoice at them, but seemed to become even more pained by them as well. "I… I can't."
With a reluctance I never would have felt had I been the me from fifteen minutes ago, I gently pushed my master away, taking a few steps away from her. Serafall-sama had an expression that made me feel as if I had kicked a defenseless, sick puppy.
"... I just can't." I repeated. "When you bet me, it hurt. It hurt a lot. I never felt so hurt in my entire life. Not even when I died, stabbed literally through the heart, had I felt so much pain. To see someone I treasured so carelessly use me as a pile of poker chips. To think I meant so little to you, it ripped my heart out apart and stomped all over it. I thought I'd feel better if I just ignored you, if I tried thinking about other stuff, it might go away, but it only got worse… I know next to nothing about you… Am I truly someone precious to you, or are you really like the other arrogant High-Class Devils who view their servants as mere possessions to use and trade away… I just don't know what to feel or say anymore…" I turned away, no longer able to face the source of my pain.
THUMP
I jumped at the sudden noise, turning around to see a shocking sight. "What are you-!?" My eyes widened to the size of dinner plates.
On the ground, her forehead pressed to the ground in her prostrated position before me, was my dear master, Serafall Leviathan.
"I'm sorry… Shame me. Humiliate me if you want. Just please… I can't take it anymore… I want you to be my most adorable Queen again… please…"
This was my breaking point…
Serafall Leviathan—one of the four Satan who ruled the Underworld—was bowing and begging for forgiveness. To abandon all of her pride and bow down in front of her own servant! This woman was crazy! Nuts! Absolutely insane! Those were just a few of the traits that made me… they were the reason I…
"Idiot. What do you think you're doing?" I turned around and embraced my master, on my knees as I pulled her up from the ground, before either of us could process what I was doing. "You're a Devil King, show some dignity…" The tears were falling more rapidly than they had ever been before. "Don't ever do something like this in front of anyone else… I won't let the woman I love demean herself to anyone, not even if it's to the Devil God himself."
Yes. I couldn't lie to myself. I loved this woman. This incredible girl. The one who gave me a second life. I would never forget or go back on my love for the others, but I knew without a doubt that I loved Serafall as well.
"I just wanted it to stop…To stop experiencing this feeling…" I choked out. "I've experienced it twice, but the pain from those scars still remain…"
"Haruu-taaaan!" Serafall hugged me even tighter, nearly crushing my spine and eliciting grunts of pain from me as she cried even harder, nuzzling her face against my chest. "Haru-tan! Haru-tan! Haru-tan! Haru-taaaan!" She said it over and over again, relief and incredible happiness emanating from her body, as if the weight of the world was lifted off her shoulders by being allowed to say those words with such affection, the affection being returned. "I'll never hurt you again, I promise! I love yooou, Haru-taaaaan!"
That brought a soft smile to my face. I brushed my master's messy, unkept hair out of her face. Then I said the words I had only ever told to two other girls in my life:
"I love you too."
A deep blush came to Sera-tan's face, but her smile only became wider. "Haru-tan…I'm so happy… WAAAAAAH!"
"Geh!?"
Now tears were pouring more profusely from my master's eyes, raining waterfalls onto the ground. D-Did I confess wrong?!
Sera-tan began desperately wiping her eyes, shaking her head. "I'm crying…coz I'm so happy…" Then I felt a warm sensation against my lips and saw how close Serafall's face was to mine.
CHU
Our lips were pressed against one another.
We were kissing.
I was kissing my master.
And she was kissing me.
This…This electrical sensation… The kiss between master and servant—No. The kiss between two people who were in love.
Thinking back on it…. Serafall the third girl I've ever kissed. In my entire life, I've only directly kissed three girls… and I was and am totally in love with all of them.
That's right. I'll scream it from the highest mountaintop:
I am, without any single shred of doubt, in love with my master, Serafall Leviathan.
We wrapped our arms around one another and deepened our kiss, reveling in our mutual embrace. Our tongues thoroughly familiarized themselves with one another, causing both Serafall and I intense bliss. I shyly reached out for Serafall's left breast, giving it a light squeeze, eliciting a loud moan from Serafall and causing the Satan Leviathan to tremble due to pleasure as I continued gently massaging her bosom with as much tenderness and affection as I could manage.
We continued making out, Serafall clearly enjoying herself due to the fact she continued to push herself against me, trying to increase our kiss as deeply as possible. After a couple minutes, Serafall pulled away, our respective tongues hanging out of our mouths, a trail of saliva being the only connection between our mouths.
Serafall licked her lips slightly, smiling in a perverted way I hadn't seen before. "You're really excited, Haru-tan. I can't help but wonder how badly you want my body."
My excitement turned to confusion as I pondered my master's meaning. Then I looked down.
"E-Eh?!" I noticed that my "Little Haruto" was standing upright, tall and proud and extending towards Serafall's inner thigh. I pushed my hips forwards just a little, eliciting another slight moan from Serafall. I also noticed a slight wet spot around her crotch. I wasn't the only person who was aroused. "W-Well, I… I didn't…"
Serafall leaned her head against my chest, still smiling and not seeming the slightest bit troubled by my rather large erection that was currently rubbing against her thigh.
"Don't you remember what I told you before, Haru-tan~?" Serafall asked, smiling in a way that was an odd mix between arousal and her usual cheer. She leaned in and whispered in my ear, so close I could almost feel her lips against my earlobe. "If it's with Haruto, I wouldn't mind it… No matter what." Oddly, that brought a strange smile to my face and a further aroused feeling in my body.
"In that case…" I smirked. "Then would you mind if I took it here and now? The one thing that is only for one person to take?"
It looked like Serafall had been waiting for those words. She nodded, still blushing deeply. "Yes. But how do you know I'm still a virgin?" Serafall teased. "As annoying as it is to admit, as a woman, I've lived for a long time. Do you truly think I would still be a virgin?"
"Because, while you may be childish at times, I know you are a virtuous woman. You would never give up something such as that so easily."
Serafall raised an eyebrow as if to say "Is that so?"
I shrugged. "Alright, I asked Sona about it after school back around the time I first became a Devil. I asked if you've ever been in a relationship and we ended up discussing it after Sona stopped saying "mind your own business" and then the subject of your virginity came up and well… Yeah."
"Hm. What a sneaky little Queen I have." Serafall teased again. She smiled softly again. "Very well then. If you so desire it, I will give you my virginity. It will be proof of my undying loyalty and love towards you. Or take it as a gift of apology for how I've hurt you."
I gently caressed Serafall's face, pushing her bangs out of her face. "No no. If I were to take it as a gift of apology, then the act of giving you my own virginity would mean nothing." THAT was when Serafall's eyes widened. "What? Did you truly think I was so careless with the act of intercourse? Do you not pay attention to the way I treat my girls?" Of course I was teasing her a little. This question flustered her slightly.
"N-No! I-I mean…It just sounds weird…I always thought you were joking about never having had a woman…" Serafall admitted. "You could have given your virginity to any woman you chose…"
"I know." I said. "And that woman is you, Serafall." Tears started to well up in her eyes again, but I could tell for a fact she was happy this time.
"Alright then." Serafall decided, having resolved to do something. I noticed a magic circle appear at her feet, then slowly travel up around her legs, the clothing in the areas it passed beginning to vanish, leaving nothing but Serafall's bare body which was revealed to the world. I saw everything. Her absolutely clear skin, her soft, ample bosoms including the pink of her nipples, and then there was the piece de resistance.
I was given an unobstructed view of my master's maidenhood. I couldn't help but notice that it seemed to be secreting a wet liquid.
Serafall was already wet.
Serafall stretched her arms outwards, allowing me to further gaze upon her gorgeous body.
"My body is yours, Haruto." Serafall offered. "I will bend to your will." I gave her a "come closer" sign with my hand just to test her.
She obeyed.
That was when a strange side to myself began to manifest. I felt a feeling emanate from myself that felt similar to that of a certain 'Yamato Nadeshiko' Queen who served Rias.
I had her stand and then bend over the bed, her arms using the bed as a support. I looked at her fully exposed rear.
"H-Haruto this is… really embarrassing." She admitted, her face turning a light shade of red. I wanted to have a little fun with her offer to me.
"But you said I could do anything." I replied, reminding her of her offer. I teased her a bit by letting my left index finger trail her spine starting from the neck to her butt. That simple act alone was giving her apparent chills and excitement for some reason. The way she responded to my commands, you would think I was using magic on her (which I wasn't by the way!). I began kissing the back of her neck as my left hand was now touching her womanhood, rubbing it. She moaned in a very soft voice. My right hand then made its way to her right boob as I began to grope and massage it.
"Ahhh! Hah…" She moaned a bit louder as she felt my middle and ring finger slide into her. Those fingers were exploring her as they went in and out. It felt even further arousing as I felt around inside her with my own fingers. "Hah, Haruto!" She moaned my name. I could feel her getting wetter and wetter as I started to go faster and faster. "Haruto!" She moaned and turned her head to make out with me. Our tongues explored every part of each other's mouths as Serafall moaned through the kiss. I could feel her inner walls begin to tighten around my fingers, Serafall bucking her hips ever so slightly as if she wanted even more. "I'm cumming! I'm cumming! I'm cumming! Cumming cumming CUMMING!" She screamed in ecstasy as the walls of her vagina squeezed more tightly, almost hungrily, around my fingers. I felt her squirt onto my hand, having achieved her first climax. Her legs were shaking.
It shouldn't be surprising since this would be her first time cumming like this. The way she acted… there was no doubt that my master was a virgin. I glanced down at my hand which was now covered in Serafall's love juices. Arousal clouded my thoughts as I instinctively brought my hand to my face right in front of Serafall. I sniffed it first.
It has a sweet and alluring scent to it. It was Serafall's scent. That was when both Serafall and I acted on what I expected to be shared instincts. With my hand between our faces, we both licked some of the juices off. It was delicious. It was as sweet and alluring as it had smelled. With both of us having had a taste of Serafall's deliciousness, we proceeded to kiss each other deeply once more. I picked her up and laid her on her back on the bed.
God, she's so beautiful.
It was only now, my thoughts full of lust, excitement, and desire, that I could fully admire how amazingly sexy my master was.
Serafall was breathing heavily, still recovering from her previous climax. She was looking a little sweaty, and seeing her chest move with each breath was so tempting that I attacked her breasts. I started to suck on her right breast while massaging the left one.
"Ahh! H-Haruto!" She moaned loudly. She was no doubt surprised how I went on the offensive like this. "I'm… not even… lactating yet!" She said through her moans. I was a little confused by that. Then again, I suppose it looked like I was a baby trying to get milk. The heat from my mouth and tongue swirling around her nipple was getting her wet again from what I could tell. When I finally stopped, she gave me a pouting face as her cheeks went red from embarrassment. For a moment, I thought she wasn't satisfied by my sexual "attacks".
"What's wrong?" I asked.
"Geez, that's not fair Haruto! I'm completely naked and all wet and you still haven't even taken your clothes off!" She replied in a tone that was pretty cute despite the clear arousal on her face. I chuckled, half from confusion and half from amusement.
"Then let's fix that." I told her as I quickly removed my clothes, throwing them to the side. Serafall looked at my manhood with wide eyes. "... what?"
Serafall blinked, licking her lips as what I suspected to be an unconscious gesture. "I just… You're so big… I knew it would be… but when it's…" Apparently I was bigger than I thought I'd be when I was fully erect, because Serafall seemed pretty surprised about how big I was with my erection. My heart began beating faster. Oddly, I could feel Serafall's heartbeat as well. Being alive for so long and never giving her virginity to anyone before now made her obviously nervous. This look did not slip past me.
"It's okay. I'll go slow." I told her as we interlocked my left hand and her right hand respectively.
"Kay." She said with a trusting smile. I began entering her slowly but she winced. This must've been the pain of her hymen breaking. I haven't seen such a thing in person, but from what I saw in certain eroge, it was pretty painful for a woman to give up her virginity.
After a few, slow seconds, I finally got all of my manhood inside her. I just laid still, waiting for my lover to get used to it. The lustful demon within me wanted to ravish her entirely, make her feel every feeling my manhood had to give her for my own selfish pleasure, but I refuse to be a selfish lover.
She finally looked at me, tears falling from her eyes, but she was still smiling. She looked happy. Happy she was finally one with her beloved. An expression I mirrored. Serafall nodded to signal me she was okay. I started moving slowly so as not to hurt her. "Hahh… hahh… ahhh…" She moaned softly while wrapping her left arm around my neck, pressing my face against her beautiful neck. Her scent was so intoxicating to me that I just started kissing it and licking it, eliciting more, even louder moans from my lover. "Ahh! Haruto!" She moaned his name as I began to pick up my pace, moving my hips faster and harder against hers.
"Ahh! Sera-chan! You're so damn tight!" I moaned as I continued going faster and faster. I could feel an ever-growing pressure build up in my manhood. Part of me wanted to give in and immediately release my cum all over the body of my master, but another part wanted to continue experiencing this rush of pleasure I got from fucking my master (pardon my language)... Damn. Imagining Serafall covered in the white of my cum got me even more aroused, taunting me to give in and cum already.
"Ahh! I'm gonna cum!" Serafall moaned, wrapping her legs around my waist, trying to hug me more tightly and force my manhood deeper inside of her.
"Me too! I'm almost there!" I was moaning as well. I couldn't stop it anymore.
"Inside! I want it inside! I want to have your child!" She moaned. I-I was so close! It felt so good! Hitting the entrance of her womb over and over again as my sexy master moaned louder and louder till— "I'm cumming!" Serafall screamed even more loudly. I groaned in pleasure as I felt her walls clamp down around my penis, everything going white. Serafall arched upward, bucking her hips upward as she experienced her second orgasm. I emptied every last bit of my seed into my beloved master's womb.
After I returned to my senses, we were both breathing heavily, drenched in sweat that belonged to our respective selves and that of each other. We stared at each other lovingly, both feeling happy and fulfilled as we kissed again.
"Serafall…" I breathed.
"Yes, Haru-tan…?" Serafall asked as well, her chest moving up and down as she breathed deeply.
"... I'm not done. Can we go again?" I said, feeling slightly embarrassed for so bluntly stating my desires. But it wasn't enough. I wanted more. To experience more of my master's body and pour even more of my selfish seed inside of her womb.
Serafall stared at me. For a second, I suspected that she was upset with me, but then she smiled.
"Oh good! I was thinking the same thing, but I've shown a completely not-cute of myself all-day! Coming from me, that probably would've totally ruined my "cute look"!" Serafall admitted. "I'll go for as long as you want, shnookums"
I stared at Serafall, ignoring the fact she called me "shnookums". "I love you so much right now. Come here you."
Thus our love-making continued all through the night until some point early in the morning where we both finally succumbed to the ecstasy and passed out.