I am not dropping this. But I will be pausing for no less than a couple of weeks to one month at most.
I'm too stressed. Faaaar too stressed.
Work! Life! The J word! • • • Holy shit! I need to censor that at some point.
World is fucked up, my country in fucking itself up, my life is getting there and the only funny I had today was watching two boats ram each other's cause they were both chasing the same mini boat...
HAHAHAHA!
ANYWAY ! I am too emotionally charged to actually write another emotional chapter. and the two chapters I have on hand are far too... Uhkk! World building is hard when you actually care about the effects of your MC's action. Not just plowing through reality and magically make people accept your point of view just cause you really want to.
But respecting the character that they were and seeing how to best challenge their world view without telling the bear sized viking dude that can fit your head in the palm of his hand, "hey... You know... You racist right?" It's hard man... Really hard.
Not how realism works and sadly that was what I tried to introduce here in this fanfic... Well as much as fantasy worlds can.
I have read this new chapters so many times I m bored reading it but even I admit, it is too inconsistent with the story...
Ok now you see why! I had to pause for a bit. I started writing this to get away from stress that now I feel stressed writing it.
Right now I just need to turn my brain off.
And spreading managed democracy, even in the emperor's name could only go so far before I am playing Cloud Strife like a Devil May Cry character.
So I ended up with this... looking at an ancient Log-in screen for ten minutes listening to the song HOPE, the original version, loop twice before logging in.
Anyway in short this isn't dropped. Just wanted to turn my brain off for a moment and ended up writing a " turn your brain off fanfic". Check it out if you want.
Anyway! To my fellow old timers! I gotta go! I just unlocked Ronan and wanted to get him to level 55 so I can wear the Nemesis Cloak with my Cerberus Armor before the day ends.
KACHOW!