A/n pov:
Sylus just ran outside the church to search her. To say a finally goodbye to her.
But how because she died without his loved one beside her and he was the loved one. So how to say goodbye?
Sylus ran on the road to chase for the last goodbye;for the forgiveness;for his love;for regret, shame, guilt and for his collapsing world.
Now nothing's matters to him his ego, status, pride.... nothing.
He kneel down in the middle of the road and put his face on his palm not because he is tired from running because the weight if his own sins and shame dragging him down; his curse was too heavy for him to face it alone. He was nothing but a sobbing man in the middle of the road alone in the crowd.
Nobody chased him nobody was there to hold him in arm.... nobody was there to call his eyes pretty; nobody was there to buy him red roses to tell him that reminded them of him.....
There is nobody for him.
The world felt small for him to hold everything. His sobs where not sounds they were confession of his sins, shame, guilt, and the burden of him.
His chest ached warmth, his cold tears ached for warm hands to wipe; his own shadow feel ashamed of him.
A guilt of existence was so hard for him to bare to swallow the truth is way too much.
His loss was too big he had someone who loved him without any conditions, he has someone who loved him till her last breath. Now everything is crushed, collapsed and shattered every where.
He don't even know how to say a goodbye....
Theend...