Dear Saya,
I am an idiot for always trusting that woman. My value in her eyes is how much other people decide. I am pathetic for always wanting her acceptance. Daddy brought me up, more than she ever did and I'm not even his real kid. Sorry about the angsty into. Never mind that. How are you? I miss you guys. It's been so long since you guys left. I wish I could stop my habit. I mean I am old enough where I really should. I thought I had finally stopped, but then I met daddy. I'm old enough to move on but I can't. Sometimes I wish I was completely crazy, that way, I wouldn't have to think about this so much. I still remember the first time I saw an anime. The colors were so bright and beautiful. I was having a hard time, but it completely took my mind off of it. Sometimes when I close my eyes I can still her Diva's songs. Has she woken up?
Yours truly.