Dear Saya,
It's been a while, hasn't it? I meant to write to you, but you know my habits. I couldn't keep up with writing dairies either, guess I'm not good with commitments. Promises made to me are always broken. I wanna go where you are. I don't like it here. It's suffocating. I can't breathe. Everything is a lie. Everyone is a liar. I wish I was a bird; I could fly away to anywhere my heart desired. Humans are disgusting. I hate being one. I wish I could be where you are. Living with you and Haji; I think I would be good with a sword. I could kill anyone with one. When I grow up, I'll never come back here. They are all disgusting. I heard it on TV, something which I think matches with that woman very well, I think.
"If I get deceived once It's their fault, but I get deceived twice, it's my fault."
They are my flesh and blood and I don't believe them, but she has to, and every time they deceive her, she takes it out on me. What does it matter to them how I dress, I am 11 for god's sake. Everyone says that I am a disgrace to the family. Am I?
Yours truly.