It is the next day, the sun is barely up and i could already hear my mom shuffling around in her room, preparing for yet another interview.
I have lost track of how many failed interviews she has gone to since we got here, I don't like the idea of her going from one interview to the other and getting rejected from the last and hoping the next one is the one.
And it never is, i know she is tired too, but she never shows it not around me anyways.
I get out of my bed and go into her room, the door is slightly ajar and i can see her from where i am standing just outside the doorway,She is wearing the same animal print silk robe i have seen her wear every morning since…forever, her back is turned to me as she moves up and down the room getting ready for the day not even noticing that I'm here i don't know how long i watched her for until she holds up two identical black dresses up inspecting them closely.
"You do know that is practically the same dress right" she turns to face me,her arms dropping to her sides.
" Oh my June..How long have you been standing there ?" She asks narrowing her eyes at me.
I shrug, walking further into the room to wrap her in a hug, " Good morning Mommy" I press a kiss to the side of her head. "A while" I say finally when she pulls away.
"And its not the same dress," She sats eyeing me "So which one?" She lifts the dresses in front of me gesturing for me to choose.
I roll my eyes unable to stop the cackle that escapes from me " Seriously mom they are literally the same, i don't think it'll matter, anyone will do just fine" She shoots me a look " But.." I say eyeing both dresses.