“You are the centre of my world.” Miko’s whisper made me tremble.
“You have me now, you are not alone anymore. I will protect you unconditionally. Lean on me a little more.”
I wanted to, I ached to lose myself in him, but my heart, no, my dream was on the line.
Could I survive loving him?

I once had a dream- to be a rockstar, an idol. Fame seduced me each night I lay down. When it came, I grabbed its hand and never wanted to let go.
What I didn’t expect was who this dream came with.
Miko. The love of my life, the person who destroyed me and put me back in place. The person whom I shattered for when he called me beautiful. The person I cannot breathe without. The one person in this world whom I belong to.
He saw me, touched me in the deepest parts of me I didn't know existed, and loved all of me. I was too scared to turn towards him; how could it be possible for a person to love someone like this? Enough to risk their deepest desire?
All we ever wanted was to love each other. But the world wasn’t ready for us.
Or was it me who wasn’t ready for him?



*This is a work of fiction BL love story. It's a slow burn, characters are not perfect and this is purely a fictional, not perfect world.


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Something I wasn't supposed to do because I am now ducking books, lamps, pillows … anything that Jude can get his hands on and throws at me, meaning to cause pain.


He is in pain, I know that too, because Jude never gets angry. Well, he does, but I have never seen him get this angry before. He has never tried to make me feel pain like he is feeling, and I want to say I am scared.


I know I am a sick twisted fuck, I know this. But I can't help it. Jude is terrifyingly hot right now. I hurt him, I know, but the way he is letting it all out, I am achingly horny, and I know he would fucking kill me if he knew it.


Chapter 236 - IN THE END, IT'S HIM AND I